I am considered as the strongest and wisest tsar of animals by right !
- You can drink from my spring and rescue them, - the Fish replied. There is a river in the north that runs into this sea – its water can bring you relief. Besides, you can also find my brothers in that river – for we can live even in your waters – who will aid you further. However, this river is far away, and you will hardly manage to reach it.
- Then what options do I still have? – the Lion questioned.
- You will have to drink from my spring, but remember, that your own price for this act can be too high. Waters of my sea will suffice for short duration, so you must travel with haste. However, even if you will finally come to a river, you will probably still not manage to return to your comrades. But my river brothers will help you to bring the message of a river source – but first you should reach it.
- And if I will refuse drinking from this sea ? – the Lion questioned.
- Then, most likely, you will be unable to reach the river, - Fish answered.
For several difficult minutes the Lion lay ashore, not even daring to take a sip of this water. However, when he has dared to do it at last, and has scooped some water in a paw, - it has tasted so bitter that he has immediately spat it out, being unable to bear that taste.
- No way. To drink from this sea means to die instantly, no matter what the Fish would speak – the Lion has decided. I still have powers, I shall reach that river, for I am the tsar of animals !
And the Lion, exhausted with thirst, having gathered the rest of his forces, has run in the direction, pointed by the Fish.
His forces, however, finally run out after only several hours.
The sun has risen highly once again over the Great Desert – too high for some of the terrestrial ones. After several hours of journey the Lion, exhausted with thirst, has fallen to hot sand, panting. He knew that he was dying. He knew that he failed to fulfill his duty.
- Damned fish ! – he thought. There are no even signs of a river here, and never was for certain. You have lead me the wrong way, you have killed me ! – he growled. Devil’s ffffffiiiiiissssshhh ! – a loud roar of defeated tsar of animals spread over the desert – and then the desert went silent once again.
Only a sun was still shining the same, only a sandy wind was still blowing, and only waves of great and boundless ocean were romping and splashing somewhere…
And only several hours of journey still remained to the fresh river, feeding the sea … which he could pass, if only has dared to drink from this bitter source …
How is all that ?
How’s that – to feel, that something invaluable, for which you have been searching for all your life – that you’ve found it at last ?
How’s that – to finally meet Him in private after so many earth years ?
How’s that – to experience His endless love, being poured on us, and see people still hating each other ?
How’s that – to perceive yourself as His warrior, fencing invisible Word blade ?
How’s that – to know, that He is always nearby … just to stretch a hand ?
How's that - to see same warriors, standing nearby, and behold how He smiles to all of you ?
How’s that – to learn of your former path – of your former ways – at last and to observe the new one, revealing before you ?
How’s that – to be aware of own immortality, and to reborn from ashes time and again as always, like the Phoenix for a new Earth journey ?
How’s that – to feel the higher light warriors of God aiding you – and to hear a quiet whispering of Heavens ?
How’s that – to feel a breathing of Universe inside you and sense a beating of Her heart ?
How’s that – to absorb the Light of another world, penetrating you, and to give it new and new forms ?
How’s that – to hear words of gratitude Firsthand ?
How’s that – to accept a path, intended to you by God, voluntary and to rejoice from its beauty ?
How’s that – to put one’s love into these words, intended to purify human hearts ?
How’s that – to light up human souls and to revive them to new life ?
How’s that - to see in one’s dreams the promised New world, only to wake up in sweat from rough touched of the old one ?
How’s that – to observer, how long-term problems and vital complexities, gathered for years, are dissolved during one short earth span, blown away by a wind of changes, as though they never existed before ?
How’s that – to truly love this world, despite all distortions, brought into it by capricious human mind ?
How’s that – to know, what awaits so many of you and with a grief in one’s eyes observe you approaching the abyss ?
How’s that – to keep whispering of all this to those, who still hear ?
How’s that – to go nip and tuck with those, who, like you, knows and feels all this ?
Oh men, if had only known, how’s all that …
I feel
I feel I don't belong there, yet this is my world for now.
I feel like I am a sinner and a saint - all in one.
I feel I used to fall, only to rise higher after.
I feel I don't need to repeat the mistakes of the forgotten past again.
I feel I have recently passed through some trial … yet there are more awaiting me on the path.
I feel like I have already experienced all the common pleasures other ones dream of - and found them worthless.
I feel I have forgotten my true nature and lost my past in the labyrinths of lifes.
I feel like I was able to fly somehow, though I can't recall the time.
I feel my road is of rare origin, yet it won't be easy.
I feel many diamonds of the future path are still undiscovered.
I feel my wish for transformation have triggered some fate threads, and I must prove my worth for the Universe.
I feel the Universe is a constantly evolving, living being and we are all bound by some unseen force in it.
I feel I must dive deeper inside me for the past to unfold.
I feel I'm many-faced … so many personalities swirling inside me, constantly fighting for my attention. I am all them - and yet someone different.
I feel I have awakened, yet partially. I won't exists as usual 'me' when I will finally dare to open still closed eyes.
I feel I could never awaken even like this, had I to listen to other people's 'common sense'.
I feel I know the major marks of my path, yet the details are still undetermined.
I feel my goals are right, yet only for me. My own ego must be destroyed in my wake for new essence to be born.
I feel the happiness makes me lighter, yet still I cannot soar.
I feel I can't call any country as motherland and even Earth is not home.
