'How?' Hester asked instantly.
Callandra looked at her. 'The best nursing reforms so far have been within army hospitals, due almost entirely to Miss Nightingale’s work.' She was thinking as she spoke, her brow furrowed. 'New buildings have been designed with cleaner water, better ventilation and far less crowded wards …'
'I know.' Hester disregarded her plate, waiting the suggestion which would link the two.
'I am sure Mr. Thorpe would like to be thought of as enlightened …' Callandra continued.
Hester grimaced but did not interrupt again.
'… without taking any real risks,' Callandra concluded. 'A poor law infirmary for old soldiers would seem a good compromise.'
'Of course it would. Except that it would have to be called something else. A good many soldiers would rather die than be seen as accepting parish charity. And they shouldn’t have to. We owe them that much at least.' She pushed her chair back and stood up. 'But I shall be very tactful when I speak to Mr. Thorpe.'
'Hester!' Callandra called after her urgently, but Hester was already at the door, and if she heard her, she showed no sign of it. A moment later Callandra was staring at the empty room.
'Impossible,' Thorpe said without hesitation. 'Quite out of the question. There are workhouses to care for the indigent-'
'I am not talking about the indigent, Mr. Thorpe.' Hester kept her voice level, but it required effort. 'I am thinking of men who obtained their injuries or damage to their health fighting in the Peninsula War or at great battles like Quatre Bras or Waterloo …'
He frowned. 'Quatre Bras? What are you talking about?' he asked impatiently.
'It was immediately before Waterloo,' she explained, knowing she sounded patronizing. 'It was not a matter of fighting to extend the Empire then; we were fighting to save ourselves from invasion and becoming a subject people.'
'I do not require a history lesson, Mrs. Monk,' he said irritably. 'They did their duty, as we all do. I am sure that, for a young woman, there is a certain glamour attached to the uniform, and one makes heroes of them-'
'No one makes a hero of someone else, Mr. Thorpe,' she corrected him. 'I am concerned with the injured and ill who need our help and, I believe, have a right to expect it. I am sure that as a patriot and a Christian, you will agree with that.'
A variety of emotions flickered across his face, conflicting with each other, but he would not deny her assessment of him, even if he suspected it contained a powerful element of sarcasm.
'Of course,' he agreed reluctantly. 'I shall take it under advisement. I am sure it is something we would all wish to do, if it should prove possible.' His face set in a mask of finality. He would no longer argue with her, he would simply lie. Certainly, he would consider it-indefinitely.
She knew she was beaten, at least in this skirmish. As many times as she came to him he would smile, agree with her, and say he was exploring avenues of possibility. And she would never prove him wrong. She had an overwhelming insight into the obstruction faced by Florence Nightingale and why she had taken to her bed with exhaustion, fever, difficulties of the digestion, and such a fire of the mind as to consume the strength of her body.
Hester smiled back at Fermin Thorpe. 'I am sure you will succeed,' she lied as well. 'A man who is skilled enough to run a hospital the size of this one so very well will be able to exert the right influence and put forward all the moral and social arguments to persuade others of the rightness of such a cause. If you could not, then you would hardly be the man for Hampstead … would you?' She would not have dared say such a thing were she dependent upon his goodwill for earning a roof over her head-but she was not! She was a married woman with a husband to provide for her. She was here as a lady volunteer-like Callandra-not a paid worker. It was a wonderful feeling, almost euphoric. She was free to battle him unhampered … as she most certainly would.
The flush in his cheeks deepened. 'I am glad you appreciate my position, Mrs. Monk,' he said with a tight jaw. 'I have not always been so certain that you were fully mindful that I do indeed run this hospital.'
'I am sorry for that,' she answered. 'One has but to look around one to see the standard of efficiency.'
He blinked, aware of the double meaning implied. His tone was infinitely condescending. 'I am sure you are a good-hearted woman, but I fear your lack of understanding of finance hampers your judgment as to what is possible. For instance, the cost of medicines is far greater than you probably appreciate, and we are unfortunate in suffering a considerable degree of pilfering from morally unworthy staff.' He opened his eyes very wide. 'If you were to direct your attentions towards the honesty and sobriety of the nurses here, we would lose far less, and consequently then have more to give to the sick who rely upon us. Turn your energies towards that, Mrs. Monk, and you will do the greatest service. Honesty! That will save the sick from their diseases and the morally destitute from the wages of sin, both spiritual and temporal.' He smiled. He was well satisfied with that.
Hester made a tactical retreat before he could further pursue the question of missing medicines.
She had already made up her mind to call upon old Mr. Robb to see if there was anything she could do to help him. She could not forget Monk’s description of his distress, and that was at least one thing she could accomplish regardless of Fermin Thorpe’s power.
It was a fine summer afternoon, and not a long walk to the street where Monk had said Robb lived. She did not know the number, but only one enquiry was necessary to discover the answer.
The houses were all clean and shabby, some with whited steps, others merely well swept. She debated whether to knock or not. From what Monk had said, the old man could not rise to answer, and yet to walk in unannounced was a terrible intrusion into the privacy of a man too ill to defend even his own small space.
She settled for standing in the doorway and calling out his name. She waited a few moments in silence, then called again.
'Who is it?' The voice was a deep, soft rumble.
'My name is Hester … Monk.' She had so very nearly said 'Latterly.' She was not used to her new name yet. 'My husband called on you the other day.' She must not make him feel pitied, a suitable case for charity. It would be so easy to do with a careless phrase. 'He spoke of you so well, I wished to call upon you myself.'
'Your husband? I don’t remember …' He started to cough, and it became worse so quickly that she abandoned polite-ness, pushed the door open and went in.
The room was small and cluttered with furniture, but it was clean and as tidy as possible when it was occupied all the time and the necessities of life had to be kept available.
She went straight over to the sink and found a cup, filled it with water from the ewer standing on the bench, and took it over to him, holding it to his lips. There was little else she could do for him. His body shuddered as he gasped for breath, and she could hear the rattling of phlegm in his chest, but it was too deep for him to bring up.
After a minute or two the coughing subsided, more rapidly than she had expected, and he took the water from her gratefully, sipping it and letting it slide down his throat. He handed her back the cup.
'Sorry, miss,' he said huskily. 'Touch o’ the bronchitis. Silly this time o’ the year.'
'It can happen any time, if you are subject to it,' she answered, smiling at him. 'Sometimes in the summer it’s worse. Harder to get rid of.'
'You’re surely right,' he agreed, nodding slightly. He was still pale and his cheeks were a little flushed. She guessed he probably had a low fever.
'What can I do for you, miss? If you’re looking for my grandson, he isn’t here. He’s a policeman, and he’s at work. Very good he is, too. A sergeant.' His pride was obvious, but far more than that, a kind of shining certainty that had nothing to do with the nature of his grandson’s work but everything to do with the nature of the man.
'It was you I came to see,' she reminded him. She must find a reason he would accept. 'My husband said you were a sailor and had seen some great days-some of the most important battles in England’s history.'
He looked at her sideways. 'An’ what would a young lady like you want with stories of old battles what was over and won before you were even born?'
'If they were over and lost, I’d be speaking French,' she replied, meeting his eyes with a laugh.
'Well … I s’pose that’s true. Still, you know that without coming all the way here to see me.' He was faintly suspicious of her. Young women of educated speech and good manners did not casually call on an old and ill sailor who, from the contents of the room, was having desperate trouble finding sufficient money merely to eat, let alone buy fuel for the winter.
A portion of the truth was the best answer, perhaps not as irrelevant as it first seemed.
