“Hull number? What, Tasarov? What boat is it?”
“Boat 722, sir.
“My God, said Volsky.
“Or an old enemy,” said Karpov darkly, his hand still poised near the firing button, hovering over the switch, shaking with the realization of what he was just about to do, what he might yet
Fedorov was at his station with a book, his hands a blur as he flipped pages to look up the reference. His eyes were wide as he looked at the line he had thumbed:
With a sudden energy he leaned over Tovarich, shoving navigation charts aside to get at something he had stored in a drawer at that station. It was the newspaper the Marines had brought back from those abandoned bungalows on Malus Island. He had it, rushing to the CIC, his face alive and excited.
Nikolin, eased away from his radio, still struggling to tune in a distant, undulating signal, and then took the newspaper again, looking to the lines where Fedorov was pointing.
“The attack followed the controversial sinking of the sole Chinese aircraft carrier
“No,” Fedorov pointed. “Farther down… Here!”
“Alright…Analysts believe the attack may have been a reprisal for the sinking of the American attack submarine USS
“USS
“You mean to say…” Volsky raised a finger, equally surprised.
“Yes! It has to be. Later in that same article I remembered they said something about a Russian ship lost in the Arctic Sea. We were so busy I forgot about it. Look for that, Nikolin.”
“Here it is, sir.” Nikolin read again. “Tensions between SinoPac and the West have been high since the loss of a Russian ship in the Arctic Sea in July and several incidents involving both Russian and British planes in the waters around Iceland.”
“Why didn’t we see it before? A Russian ship lost in the Arctic Sea…
“And
Karpov’s hand slowly eased away from the weapons firing switch, and it was shaking. His face had a look of pain and agony on it now, eyes wide and glazed over with tears, cheeks taut.
“Then I did it….” He struggled to control his breath now. “I was going to do it
Volsky’s face reflected the Captain’s pain and distress, and he stepped forward, his big arms taking Karpov’s shoulders, drawing the other man closer. “No, Karpov,” he said quietly, softly, as a father might comfort his own child.
Yet even as he did so he knew Volsky was wrong. It
But something had grown up around that twisted root of violence in his mind, even while he commanded the ship in battle. He fought for another reason now, to protect his ship and crew and no longer with the ruthlessness that had driven him in the past. And that thing, that flower that had bloomed on the vine of death and war in his soul, had been the one saving grace that had enabled him to stay his hand this time—and it saved the world.
He saw the eyes of the bridge crew on him, but there was no reproach in them, no hint of blame or recrimination. All he saw on the faces of the others was relief and understanding, a quiet sympathy and a silent awareness that they had finally come to the end of the terrible mystery and nightmare that had haunted them all these many months. Fedorov, God bless him. Fedorov had always been a guardian angel too, yet not so quick to the flashing sword of battle; restrained, thinking, feeling. Fedorov had been a real man, and now Karpov finally had the hope that he was going to be one as well.
He saw the young officer smiling at him now, and a surge of relief flooded through him. It was as if he had just set down a burden he had carried all his life, so alone, even as he walked through the crowded ranks of the ship, shunned by the men, never spoken to, always at the cold edge of any group that may have gathered and hiding behind his Captain’s stripe. Now he saw the one thing he had always yearned for in the eyes of the men, comfort, understanding, acceptance, and yes, even admiration. They were his brothers now. They were all his brothers.
He knew, deep down, that as he fought these last weeks it had not been to strike a blow for Mother Russia, or to even the score of history, wrong perceived injustice in the wayward course of events. No, he had fought for
“Yes,” Fedorov explained, still excited by his discovery. “We did it, or rather we were going to do it just now. But I think that has all changed. We may have done it once before, and we have seen the result, but perhaps that was in some other life, some other universe, some other time. We may have done it a hundred times for all we know. Yes,
He smiled. “Don’t you understand? We’re home! This is the year 2021 again, but
Volsky remembered how they had all felt that first time they shifted away from the past and into that bleak