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people, either.”

“I hate bullies, too,” she said. “I always did.”

Images flashed in my mind. Quicksilver fire, candlepoints of pain in inky blackness. I closed them off.

“The last time I was in a big old car like this, I was in school,” she said. “A boy I went out with, he was going to be a stock-car racer.”

“Was his name Junior?”

“Don’t be so smart,” she said, reaching over to punch me on the upper arm. “His name was Holden. All the girls knew his trick.”

“His trick?”

“I don’t know what you call it in New York, but where I come from, if a boy had a special way he’d use to get a girl…to do stuff, we’d call it his trick.”

“And Holden’s was his car?”

“Not the car itself, the way he drove it. He’d take a girl out on the back roads and drive like the devil was in his rearview mirror. My girlfriend Rhonda told me he got her so scared she wet her pants.”

“Maybe that was what—”

“Oh, just stop!” she said, punching me again. Harder. “I know what you mean, but that isn’t what she was saying. She meant…you know.”

“So you went out with him to show Rhonda he couldn’t make you do that?”

“Well, maybe not that, exactly. But you’re right, it was sort of that way.”

“So what happened?”

“It was pretty much like Rhonda told it. Holden was a maniac, all right. A few times, I was just sure we were going to wreck. But it wasn’t scary at all. I kind of liked it.”

“You think Holden was disappointed?” I said, turning onto the highway, heading north.

“Oh, I know he was,” she said, grinning.

As we passed the Ninety-sixth Street turnoff, Loyal asked, “Where are we going, Lew?”

“It turned out to be a beautiful night. I thought you might want to take a little ride.”

“I sure would. But where can you really ‘ride’ in this city?”

“Just be patient,” I said.

“Watch me,” she retorted, sticking out her tongue.

I paid the extortion to get onto the Henry Hudson, and finally got to let the Plymouth run a little on the Saw Mill River Parkway.

“Hmmm,” Loyal said, as we shot past a big BMW sedan. “This thing feels like it’s not even trying.”

“Wait,” I promised.

Another tollbooth allowed us to get to Yonkers. From there, it wasn’t far to a narrow road that ran as jagged as a mid-attack EKG. The Plymouth had been there before, when I’d had to leave the area in a hurry—the big car acted like it remembered.

“Whooo-ee!” Loyal whooped, as I whipped around an S-curve in low gear and floored it just as I got the nose aimed right. The Roadrunner’s xenon lights ripped blue-white holes in the blackness ahead. She flipped open her seat belt and slid over so she was jammed up against me, her left hand on my thigh to hold her in place.

I came off the back road into an underpass, hooked the entrance ramp, and charged onto the highway again, looking for an opening. It was there, and I had the Plymouth past the century mark in a finger-snap. We slipped off at the next exit, found the side road again, and went back to corner-carving. For a finale, I powered her through a full-sideways slide, making more noise than I needed to about it.

“Over there!” Loyal said, pointing to a side road as if we were being chased.

I nosed the Plymouth along cautiously. I knew she was a tiger on pavement—even wet pavement—with that Viper IRS under her, but I didn’t want to try my luck on dirt. I spun the wheel hard left as I braked, then backed into a small clearing barely big enough to let us in.

“Oh, that was fine!” Loyal said, a little breathless. “I can see why you’re putting money in this one, Lew”— patting the dashboard. “She’s got a nice big butt under that shabby old skirt, doesn’t she?”

“Surprised a lot of people with it, too,” I agreed.

Loyal took a pack of cigarettes out of her little red purse.

“I’m a secret smoker,” she said. “When I was in school, nice girls didn’t smoke. But when I came to New York, it seemed like the girls who knew what was going on, they all did. So I picked it up. Then, all of a sudden, it was, like, if you smoked, you were some kind of a degenerate. So I stopped. Only not really. And sometimes I just want one, you know?”

“I do,” I said, taking the pack from her. I tapped out a pair of smokes, lit them both, handed her one.

“It’s beautiful here,” she said, later. “Even though you can’t see the sky because of all those branches, you know the stars are out. It’s that kind of night.”

“It’s beautiful here, all right. But it would be even if it was the middle of a rainstorm.”

She moved against me. Just a tiny bit, more like a twitch than a snuggle.

“You know something else good girls didn’t do?”

“Drink?”

“Yes. That and have sex in cars. Well, not have sex, even. Just be seen in a boy’s car in certain spots outside of town. I did that once. Because I didn’t know any better, I let this boy talk me into taking a ride, and we ended up parked in one of those places. He never did anything more than kiss me, but by the time Monday came around, it was like I was the Whore of Babylon.”

“Your brother must not have cared for that.”

“Oh my goodness, he did not. Speed went up to the boy that had been telling the story and asked him to fight. Well, the boy wasn’t going to fight Speed, and Speed couldn’t just up and start beating him. But Speed was so smart. He said something to the boy that made him have to fight.”

“What was that?”

“Well…” She looked down at her lap. “He told the boy, ‘I know you didn’t do what you’ve been telling everybody you did. Because you can’t bust a girl’s cherry with your nose.’”

“I guess that would do it,” I said, admiringly.

“Uh-huh. I was only fourteen then. It was right after that when Speed had that talk with me.”

“He was a fine brother.”

“He still is,” she said. “And he’ll always be.”

“You think I’m silly, don’t you?” Loyal said. It was a little after midnight. I was lying on her bed, a pillow propped under my head. She was standing with her back to me, candlelight playing over her lush curves, holding a cigarette in her right hand.

“Because you only smoke in your house when you can open a window?”

“This is my whole stake,” she said. “I can’t do anything that might mess it up.”

“I understand.”

“No, you don’t,” she said, as she dropped her cigarette into a glass of water. She left the window open as she padded into the bathroom in her bare feet. I heard the toilet flush. Then the hiss of the lemon-scented aerosol can she kept on a little shelf next to the sink.

She brought the spray can back with her, gave the bedroom a liberal blast before she closed the window. She returned the can to its resting place and crawled back onto the bed. She stopped when she got as far as my knees, posing on all fours as if she couldn’t make up her mind.

“I want to tell you something, okay?”

“Sure.”

“Don’t you want to know what?”

“When you tell me, I’ll know.”

She didn’t move for a few seconds. Then she crawled the rest of the way toward me, gave me a soft kiss on the mouth, and curled herself into me, her cheek against my chest.

“Remember what I told you, about needing a place to stay for a couple of years?”

“Uh-huh.”