direction of the stairway. He stopped at my door. I knew he was standing on the other side and I waited for him to knock.
When I heard him walk away, I quickly opened the door.
He turned around.
“Is she going to be okay?” I asked.
His mouth formed a grim line. “She’s confused. If she doesn’t get better, I’m taking her to a doctor.”
“And you?” I saw how shaken he looked. “How are you doing?”
“You don’t have to worry about me.”
“Do anyway.”
He looked away.
I stepped into the hall. “Matt, why is she acting this way?”
“You should never have come here, Megan.”
“Are you saying it’s my fault?” I asked. “Are you? Please look at me.”
He did, and for a moment neither of us spoke.
“Are you asking me to leave?”
He took a deep breath. “It would be the best thing.”
“Okay, I’ll consider it, but first tell me why she’s upset. I want to know what’s going on.”
He didn’t reply.
“Matt, I can’t help if I don’t understand the problem.”
Still he said nothing.
“So I guess you don’t want my help.”
“I don’t.”
I stepped back into my room and closed the door. The distance he kept between us no longer made me mad; it made me hurt.
We were playing a game, Matt and 1.1 was tiptoeing around an abandoned house-or maybe it was a barn. The walls and floors were made of rough wood, and the simple wooden stairs looked more like tilted ladders. We were playing hide-and-seek.
It was twilight outside. Inside, it grew darker with each minute. I knew we should stop the game before it got too late, but I kept on. I could hear Matt walking on the floor above my head, searching for me. I quietly opened a trapdoor and descended the stairs that led to the basement.
The air was cold and damp down there; it held the darkness like a sponge. My eyes adjusted slowly to the bit of light that came from the doorway above. Suddenly I saw huge wheels, wheels with teeth, one wheel interlocking with the next, like the gears inside a clock. The largest was as tall as 1.
I heard a noise, a groan from the machinery. My eyes focused on the biggest wheel. It started to turn slowly, very slowly at first. The smaller wheels rotated with it. I had to stop them. I knew if I didn’t, they’d turn faster and faster, shaking the old building till it flew apart.
I grasped the huge teeth of the main wheel and pulled back, dragging it in the opposite direction. But as soon as I stopped pulling, the wheel moved forward again, turning more quickly. I gripped harder, my hands slippery with sweat. Still, each time I pulled back, the gigantic wheel made up those inches and moved even farther ahead, pulling me with it.
I had to find another way to stop it. I tried to step back to study the wheel and discovered I couldn’t move. I yanked my arm, struggling to pull it away, but the edge of my sweater sleeve was caught between the teeth of the big wheel and a smaller one. The speed of the wheels was steadily increasing. I called for help, called for Matt. I writhed and pulled and bit the threads of my sweater. At the last moment I slipped free of it.
Run, I told myself. But I stood there, fascinated, watching the wheels consume my garment. Then I felt the pull. The powerful teeth had caught my hair. I was being dragged toward the center of the wheels. I screamed for Matt.
I heard his footsteps cross the floor above me. I shouted his name over and over. Then I heard his footsteps fading and the door upstairs shut. He had left me.
I struggled to free myself, fighting for each inch against the powerful wheels, dreading the teeth that would crush whatever came between them.
I couldn’t believe Matt had abandoned me. Then I thought, he knows what’s happening. He started these wheels moving. That instant I was pulled into the darkness.
In the morning light last night’s dream had lost its terror but not its power to disturb. I recognized the exaggerations of a nightmare-huge wheels, like gears inside a gigantic clock, waiting to grind me up-it was surreal. Even so, I felt a sense of foreboding. What truth lay behind the images? In the dream I had been drawn into something I had no control over, something I couldn’t stop, and Matt had walked away.
I dressed slowly, then went down to the kitchen. Matt was there, finishing a bowl of cereal.
“How’s Grandmother?” I asked. “Where’s Grandmother?”
Her Bible lay open on the table next to a half-drained cup of coffee.
“In the music room,” he said wearily.
“Why?”
“Don’t you know?” he snapped.
I bit back a sharp response. “Something else has been moved.”
“How did you know it was moved, rather than missing?”
he asked, as if trying to trap me in my words.
“Ease up, Matt. When we thought the Bible and clock were missing, it turned out they were moved.”
He rubbed his head. He looked as if he’d barely slept.
“So what was it this time?”
“Paintings. An old painting of the mill was moved from the parlor to the music room and hung above the Chinese chest.
The watercolor that was there was left facedown on the floor.”
“When did this happen?”
“You tell me. You were here last night, alone in the house while she was up in bed.”
“Are you accusing me?” I asked.
“I don’t know what I’m doing,” he mumbled.
I intercepted him as he walked toward the refrigerator.
“You have as much access to this house as I do, and know the place better. We can point fingers at each other and refuse to trust or we can try-” The kitchen door opened.
Grandmother gazed at the two of us, her eyes narrowing.
Matt and I stepped back from each other.
“I have put the watercolor where it belongs,” she informed us. “I need help with the landscape.”
“I’ll take care of it,” I said. “You’ll be late for school, Matt.
Leave me the phone number of Grandmother’s doctor,” I added, when she had exited.
I followed her through the door and down the hall to the front parlor, where I helped her set the large painting back on its hook.
“Is there anything else I can do?” I asked.
“Haven’t you done enough?” Grandmother replied sarcastically.
I stared after her as she left the room. If I didn’t get some answers soon, I was going to be as paranoid as she. I needed information, and there was only one person I knew who might have it.
I arrived at Tea Leaves an hour before work.
“I don’t want my fortune read,” I said to Jamie. “Tell your mother I have some questions about my grandmother’s house and the family. Strange things are happening, and I need her advice.”
A few minutes later the door opened at the top of the stairs, and the old woman beckoned to me. Before I reached the entrance to the second-floor apartment, Mrs.
