Jeremiah Healy
Right To Die
The sixth book in the John Francis Cuddy series, 1991
1
PART OF IT STARTED AS A DARE, S0RT 0F. I was thinking how Massachusetts is crazy about giving its citizens days off for events it's not really observing. For example, the third Monday in April is known as Patriots' Day. Supposedly, the Commonwealth closes down to honor those who served in war. Actually, it just excuses us from work for the Boston Marathon. I once warned a friend who'd called me from Texas, a diehard Dallas Cowboys fan, that he'd have a tough time arriving here on Patriots' Day. Awed, he said, 'Y'all have a holiday for your football team?' In fact, Suffolk County alone sets aside March 17 for the Wearing of the Green. The Irish pols neutrally dubbed that one 'Evacuation Day,' commemorating the momentous afternoon the colonists kicked the British troops out of Boston harbor. I've never mentioned Evacuation Day to the Texan; I'm afraid of what he'd think we were celebrating.
Nancy Meagher said, 'God, it's freezing!'
She was standing in front of me, my arms joined around her. Or, more accurately, around the tan L. L. Bean parka over bulky ski sweater over long johns that she was wearing. On a brutal Saturday evening in early December we were waiting with forty thousand other hardy souls on Boylston Street, across from the elevated patio of the Prudential Center, for the lighting of the Christmas tree. A fifty-foot spruce is given to the city of Boston each year by the province of Nova Scotia. The gift commemorates something else, but without a masking holiday, I can never remember what it is. A man on an accordion platform was adjusting a camera and klieg lights. Several hundred smarter folks watched from inside the windows of the Pru Tower or the new Hynes Convention Center. The smell of sausage and peppers wafted from somewhere near the Paris Cinema.
Nancy said, 'Unconscionable.'
'Sorry?'
'It is unconscionable not to start on time when it's this cold.'
Hugging Nancy a little tighter, I looked around at our immediate neighbors. High school and college kids, not dressed sufficiently for the temperature, stamping their feet and stringing together ridiculous curses in the camaraderie of youth. Parents more my age, rubbing the mittened hands of their kids or wiping tiny red noses with wads of tissues pulled from pocket or handbag. A couple of cops in earmuffs, standing stoic but watchful. The crowd was well behaved so far, but occasionally you could hear coordinated shouting. If the Japanese restaurant behind and below us could have put up sake to go, they'd have made a fortune.
The weather really afflicted Nancy, but I was wearing just a rugby shirt under my coat and over my corduroy pants. Some Vikings must have come over the wall in my ancestors' part of County Kerry, because I rarely feel the winter.
To take Nancy's mind off it, I said, 'You know, this is where the finish line used to be.'
'The finish line?'
'Of the marathon.'
No response.
I said, 'The Boston Marathon?'
She cricked her neck to frown at me. Black hair, worn a little longer since autumn, wide blue eyes, a sprinkling of freckles across the nose and onto both cheeks. 'Not all of us are day-labor private investigators, John Cuddy.'
'Meaning?'
'Meaning I've lived in this city all my life, and I've never once seen the marathon in person.'
'You're kidding?'
'It's too cold to kid.'
'But the marathon's a holiday.'
Nancy shrugged off my arms. 'When I was little, traffic was too snarled to come over here from South Boston. When I was in law school, I thanked God for the extra day and studied.'
'Nance, even the courthouse closes for the marathon. What's your excuse now?'
'I never knew anybody stupid enough to run that far.'
'It's not stupid.'
'It is.'
'Is not.'
She almost smiled. ' 'Tis.'
' 'Tain't.'
'I suppose you think you could run it.'
'I suppose I could.'
'John, you're too big.'
'Six two and a little isn't too big.'
'I meant you're too heavy. The guys they show on TV are string beans.'
'One ninety and a little isn't that heavy. Besides, I'd train down for it.'
'John, anyway you're too…'
Nancy tried to swallow that last word, but I'd already heard it.
I said, 'Too what?'
'Never mind.'
'Too old, is what you said. You think I'm too old to run the marathon.'
There was a feedback noise from an amplifier. Some 'older' men were fiddling with a tall microphone on the patio under the tree. Then a male voice came over the public address system. 'On behalf of the Prudential Center, I would like to welcome you to – '
The rest of his comments were drowned out by the swelling cheer of the crowd.
Over the roar I said into Nancy's ear, 'Now it's down the street a couple of blocks.'
'What?'
'I said, now it's down – '
'What is?'
'The finish line of the marathon. It used to be just about where we're standing. But when Prudential decided to scale back its operations here, the John Hancock agreed to sponsor the race and moved the finish line down almost to the Tower.' I pointed to the Hancock, a Boston landmark of aquamarine glass now known more for its sky deck than for the four-by-ten windows that kept sproinging out and hurtling earthward just after it was built.
Nancy didn't turn her head. 'Fascinating. And still stupid.'
At the mike a priest delivered a longish invocation. I let my eyes drift over to the Empire Insurance building. My
