The Ghost War

asleep, if his eyes were open or closed, until he tapped on the radio and heard a late-night commercial: “We need truckers. Best rates per mile!”

So he made his way to the spare bedroom to watch reruns of Road Rules and Laguna Beachas Janice snored away obliviously in their bedroom. The mole had a weakness for the bikinied bodies that filled MTV’s version of reality, though he had to mute the sound to spare himself the nonsense that poured from the mouths of the kids on screen.

Something was wrong. They were after him. Not the indefinable impossible they who plagued the suckers who heard voices in their heads. Not aliens or Jesus. A very real they, probably in the form of a joint agency-FBI task force. He couldn’t say how he knew, but he did. He’d never been nervous like this before. And he was damn sure he wasn’t having an attack of conscience over what had happened to the Drafter. He’d traded in his conscience when his baby boy died. As far as the mole was concerned, God had no conscience, and if God didn’t need one, he didn’t either. No, this churning in his stomach wasn’t guilt. It was fear, fear that he might be caught.

Yet when the mole stopped to consider the facts, as he did a hundred times a day, he had no evidence to support his fears. Almost no evidence. Except for the polygraph. A couple weeks before the North Koreans blew up the Phantom, he’d failed a poly. Not even failed, really. He hadn’t muffed the big questions, the ones that he knew were coming. They were no secret, part of a routine as established as the Lord’s Prayer. Haveyou ever been approached,by a foreign intelligence service? Have you ever accepted money from a foreign intelligence service?And the granddaddy of ‘em all, the Rose Bowl of polygraph questions: Have you ever committed an act of espionage against the United States?

The mole’s exam had been scheduled months in advance, standard operating procedure. He’d hardly worried about it. In his basement lair, he practiced his answers until they bored him. When he walked into the musty offices in the basement of the Old Headquarters Building where the polygraph examiners worked their magic, he’d been relaxed and confident. In retrospect, maybe too confident.

The session was supposed to last an hour. For forty-five minutes, he breezed through. When the trouble hit, he was already looking forward to being done. Maybe he’d cut out of work early, head over to the Gold Club, celebrate getting this chore out of the way for the next five years. They had two-for-one drink specials before 7:00 P.M, and sometimes the girls went two-for-one on dances too, just to stay loose.

Then, apropos of nothing, the damned examiner had asked him if he had any hidden bank accounts. For some reason, the question had surprised him. He tensed up, actually felt his heart skip, and knew he was in trouble.

“Of course not,” he said. “I have a brokerage account where I day-trade sometimes. Blow my retirement money. At Fidelity. That kind of thing, you mean?”

The tester, a chubby middle-aged man with a heavy English accent, looked curiously at the computer screen where the mole’s blood pressure, heart and breathing rate, and perspiration levels were displayed in real time.

“I mean accounts you haven’t reported to the Internal Revenue Service or on your financial disclosure forms. Might you have any accounts like that?” For the first time all session, the examiner looked directly at the mole while asking his question.

“Of course not.”

“What about offshore accounts?”

The mole pretended to consider. “Can’t say I do.”

“How about other valuable assets?”

“I don’t get what you’re going on about.”

“Cars, boats, houses? Collectible automobiles, for example. A second home?”

Collectible automobiles? Was that a shot in the dark or did this guy somehow know about the M5? “Nothing like that.”

The tester looked at the computer screen, then at the mole.

“Are you certain? Because I’m showing evidence of deception in your last several answers. I don’t mean to imply you’re doing anything illegal. People have many reasons to keep offshore bank accounts, as an example.”

This prissy English asshole with his singsong voice. As an example. The mole wanted to gouge out his eyes, as an example.

“I don’t know what you think you’re seeing, but I don’t have any hidden assets. I wish.”

“All right. Let us move on, then.”

AND THEY HAD MOVED ON. But three weeks later, not long after the North Koreans sank the Drafter, the mole had gotten a call from Gleeson, his boss, asking him to schedule a second polygraph.

“Nothing serious. They have a few questions. Seem to think you have a bank account in the Caymans or something.” Gleeson had snickered a bit, as if nothing could be more ludicrous. “Do me a favor and call them.”

The same day he’d received the official request in his in-box, sounding considerably less friendly. Failure to comply with this notice may result in loss of security clearance, termination from the Central Intelligence Agency, and other penalties, including criminal prosecution….

By the time the mole finished reading the letter, his hand was trembling. Until this moment he had never truly considered what would happen if the agency caught him. Of course, he’d known before he started spying that he could go to prison. But jail had always seemed like a vague abstraction. He was a white guy from Michigan. He didn’t know anyone in prison. Prison was a building he drove by on the interstate with razor-wire fences and signs warning “Do Not Pick Up Hitchhikers.”

Now he found himself thinking about prison as something more than theoretical. The vision was not comforting. At best, he would spend decades locked up. More likely the rest of his life, at someplace like the Supermax Penitentiary in Colorado, where the government housed Theodore Kaczynski, the Unabomber.

He’d be held in solitary confinement, caged twenty-three hours a day in a concrete cell with a window too narrow to see the sun. He’d get an hour of exercise in a steel mesh box, watched by guards who would never talk, no matter how much he begged them for the simple kindness of conversation. And he would beg. He was sure of it. Maybe the Unabomber liked his privacy. But the mole knew he couldn’t spend that much time alone, without a computer or a television or even a radio for company. He would go insane, cut himself just for something to do. His mind would gnaw itself up until nothing was left. Even the thought of being locked up that way made his heart flutter like he’d just run a marathon, made him want to go down to his basement and put his.357 in his mouth with a round in every chamber, so that no matter how many times he spun the cylinder the result would be the same —

He breathed deep and pulled himself together. He was freaking out, and over what? Over a form letter. The agency didn’t think he was spying for the Chinese or anybody else. They thought maybe he had a bank account he hadn’t told them about. This letter was the Langley bureaucracy in action, nothing more. He’d call them back, practice harder for the poly, and be done with it. One day, when he was writing his memoirs, he’d be sure to include this incident, letter and all. That way everyone would see that the agency had muffed its big chance to stop him.

Sure enough, when he called the polygraph office, a tired-sounding secretary told him that the examiners were backed up and that they couldn’t schedule him for a month at the earliest. She sounded like she thought she was doing him a favor, like she handled reservations for some fancy restaurant in New York. “So Thursday the seventeenth at noon?”

“That’s the earliest availability. Do you want it or not?”

“Sure.”

“See you then.” Click.

WITH THAT HE’D PUT the incident out of his mind, or at least to the side, a fly buzzing in another room. Even after the Drafter died, the mole figured he was safe. Then the rumors started.

“Did you hear?” Gleeson asked him one morning. “They’re running a full-scale review of how the DPRK”— North Korea—“discovered the Drafter. Looking for leaks.”