Lords of the Sky

I said, “But we decided. We found our power and forced our will on the world. And spilled blood in the forcing.”

She said, “Because we followed that dream. We only chased what we thought right. Perhaps, after we are gone, there shall be others with a different dream; and they’ll pursue it no less fierce than we.”

I said, “But is that right?”

And Rwyan smiled and turned her face to me, so that I was met by her blind gaze; and then she took my face in her hands. “I think it so. I’ve done what I’ve done because I saw no other way, and I do not feel guilty. I regret the blood we shed, aye. But-do I remember this aright?-‘you cannot cook a fish without gutting it first, lest after you fall sick.’ That’s what we’ve done, Daviot: we’ve gutted the world’s fish and presented it for the eating. Would you have it otherwise?”

I looked at her and shook my head: “No.”

She said, “Good,” and kissed me again, harder.

We were walking hand in hand when the dragons came, like thunder out of the northern sky.

We both stopped silent in our tracks, a tocsin ringing loud in our souls. My grip on Rwyan’s hand tightened, and hers no less on mine. We turned to the north and saw them coming fast and low from the hills. I felt a fear of what message they brought.

And then it was delivered.

Deburah and Anryale landed before us in a great skirling of dust from the sun-dried ground. Kathanria winged restless overhead. I felt their emotions, but they were so flustered I could not immediately comprehend what they told us: only that they were mightily disturbed and brought bad news. I felt a leaden weight descend on my soul and was utterly confused.

Rwyan interpreted better. She went to Anryale and stroked the mottled cheeks of her dragon. I felt Deburah nudge me, and staggered, and turned to find her lustrous eyes fixed hard on mine. I swear, could dragons cry, she’d have been weeping then.

I said, “What’s amiss?”

And Rwyan answered me, “Bellek! He’s gone.”

I said, “What? How mean you, gone? Gone where? Lost?”

Rwyan and Deburah both answered me, and from above, Kathanria: No, not lost Gone: dead.

I was astride Deburah’s saddle before I knew it: sometimes action runs faster than thought. Rwyan was not much slower, and we climbed into the sky as if the hounds of all the gods I could not believe in were snapping at our heels.

We winged furiously north. To where Bellek had taken the dragons to hunt. And then farther north still, over those southern foothills of the Dragonsteeth Mountains to the Dragoncastle.

The ramparts were filled with dragons. I think all the broods were there, and all filling the sky with their belling. My head rang with it. It echoed off the mountain walls and drove me to cover my ears for the promise it sounded. It was a sad sound, and as Deburah landed in the yard. I felt a new weight of dread fill my soul.

Her emotions were a turmoil I could not properly understand: only that Bellek was dead.

He had told us nothing of that valley. Perhaps because he knew he would go there, once he was confident his dragons had new masters, and was, perhaps, afraid that it should deter us from that inheritance. I think it would not have: I think that bonding is too strong.

It was high amongst the peaks to the north and west, where crags fell down in jagged lines like dragons’ fangs on a line that let in the morning sun and saw its eventide setting. No trees grew there, nor any water ran, and the topmost hills were yet blanched with snow. It was a still place, the only sound the keening of the wind. It was filled with bones, more bones than I’d ever seen, all white and stark, no flesh on them. Or not on most of them: amongst the tangles of ribs and wingbones and skulls lay a little fragment that wore Bellek’s gear.

I saw that clear as we landed, because Deburah showed it me and I felt her grief.

I sat her back-this was so precipitous a place, I had no hope of climbing down there, and I knew she’d not descend. At least, not until it was her time; and that I’d no sooner think on than Rwyan’s demise. This was the last resting place of all the world’s dragons, and none felt happy to be here before their time. So I sat astride my saddle and heard all the dragons bell their mourning at the falling sun and, when they were done, asked Deburah what had happened.

She told me: We came north to hunt. Bellek was on Kathanria, but he sent us off alone after we came here. He told us he’d spend a while with Aiylra, in remembrance. We hunted. Then we felt him die and came here, and he was gone.

I told her: He wanted it so. He chose his way.

And then, because I felt her fear, that I’d never thought to feel from any dragon: He left us behind. We’ll not forsake you.

Her pleasure overcame remorse at Bellek’s chosen death. I looked down at the broken pieces of that strange man and surmised he’d flung himself off the heights to join his lost Aiylra in the bones below.

I think he’s happy now, I told my Deburah.

And she asked me: And you’ll not leave?

Aloud, I said, “No!” And heard my exclamation echoed by Rwyan.

I felt the happiness of the dragons then, and it filled me, replacing what sadness I felt for Bellek. Which, am I honest, was not much: I thought he’d lived out his span and picked his end, and that I should deny no man.

That second year became a third, and the world’s ways shifted. The Changed of Dharbek were proclaimed free citizens. Those Attul-ki not slain by the dragons reversed their magic, so that Dharbek blossomed. Under escort of our dragons, skyboats crossed the Fend for the first time in peace, to deliver Ahn back to the shores of Kellambek. Those Changed who would cross the Slammerkin went over free, knowing they might return if they would. The Khe’anjiwha ceded lands in Ahn-feshang to those few (very few!) brave Dhar or Changed who’d find a new country.

Of course there were disputes, but when the sorcerers sent word, we came with our dragons, and none would argue with them.

We saw the Changed freed and Ahn find homes in Kellambek. Taerl presided over a Council similar to that governing Ur-Dharbek. In Ahn-feshang the Khe’anjiwha and the Attul-ki now held less power and spoke with the Dhar about the future, as if that were now a thing shared between equals. Our world seemed set fair on the course we’d given it.

And we Dragonmasters hungered for our castle and the high, wild mountains of Tartarus. Our dragons were bored; sated with battles and eager to go home.

I shared that feeling. I could no longer deny it: Dharbek was no longer my home, but only those tall mountains where the dragons lived, and I (was I cursed by Bellek? Were we all?) felt at ease.

I spoke of it with Rwyan, and she agreed; and so we went back.

Tezdal and Urt came with us. They felt the call no less than we, and like us felt separated from the worlds of men now. Urt had been offered a seat in the Raethe; begged to take it when he refused, and still refused.

“It would not feel right,” he told me one bright and windy autumn day as we walked the ramparts and watched the wind chase clouds across the sky. “I am a Dragonmaster now, and did I sit in Council and argue and folk agree with me, how should I know them honest and not merely afraid of Kathanria?”

I nodded. I’d the same feeling and had given Taerl similar answer when he asked much the same of me.

“Nor,” Urt went on, “are my people even now entirely at ease with dragons.”

“Blood’s memory dies hard,” I said.

“And so they are neither at ease with me,” he murmured. Then laughed, “Nor I with them. I am different, Daviot.”

I said, “We all of us are. This is our home now, I think.”

“Yes.” He crossed to a crenellation, leaning out to stare down the vertiginous mountainside into the valley. The Changed village was a cluster of minuscule buildings, like tiny pebbles dropped beside the slender thread of the river. It had grown now, as more of Urt’s people ventured north-those whose blood did not hold such innate fear of the dragons. Absently, he said, “We should hunt soon and lay them up meat for the winter. Also, their ale is near ready for drinking.”