'How y' doin', Kaz?' Ryan said.
'How you feeling is a better question.'
'Coming along. But I have a problem that needs solving.'
'Do my best.. '
'Nobody should have known where Lucinda and I were. We had been there for three days and some guy who called himself Jerry Paradise, or maybe his name's Harry Meeks, showed up and tried to kill us. He was from Atlantic City, so I'm pretty sure Mickey sent him, but the only thing I can't figure out is how Mickey could know where we were.'
'You call him?'
'I called him once, but it was from a pay phone and it was the same day we got attacked, so that couldn't be it.' He looked at Lucinda. 'Just a minute. .' He turned to her. 'Did you call your brother?'
'No.' Then she remembered the call she had made to Penny. 'But I called my mother at the Jersey house two days ago when I went into Avalon for food.'
'Lucinda called Penny at the house in Jersey two days ago.'
'He must have a Pin Tel.'
'A what?'
'A gadget the phone company developed to catch people who are making threatening phone calls. If he's got one, he'd get a printout of the number she was calling from. It's not much of a trick to get the address.' Then Kaz added, 'I guess I don't have to tell you not to call him again unless you wanna decorate the inside of a pine box.'
'Listen, Kaz, I want to be part of this.'
Kaz said nothing, so Ryan forged ahead.
'Mickey's already tried to kill me three times. As long as I'm a target, I might as well go ahead and get a uniform.'
Kaz really didn't want to work with amateurs, but he couldn't say that to Ryan. 'Cole and I are working on something. Get some place where you won't draw a crow d a nd lay low. Is that a cell?' 'yeah.'
'Okay, gimme the number and stay out of sight. If I need any help, I'll call.'
Ryan gave him the cell-phone number and they ended the conversation.
After he hung up, Ryan and Lucinda held hands in the cockpit of the ketch as the day turned slowly to dusk. The sun sat on the horizon like an orange cue ball on frothy green felt. It slowly sank from view and then they were in a strange murky twilight, the boat shooting down the sides of the following sea. For almost a minute, the color of the ocean and the sky were an identical shade of dusky gray. Where sky and water met, there was no horizon. It created a strange vertigo, as if the small sailboat were in a colorless vortex, a small shifting platform in a world of invisible, coursing currents.
Then night fell and the moon lit the ocean as they, once again, slipped silently away, heading toward Mexico.
They finally arrived at a protected cove in Mexican waters about six miles south of Ensenada. It was nine- thirty in the morning when they dropped anchor. With sleep still in her eyes, Lucinda got the sail down, gathered it in, and lashed it to the boom with a line. Then they sat in the cockpit and drank coffee. Lucinda turned on the radio for some music to lighten the mood, and while they listened to the distant sounds from a San Diego station, they admired the beautiful, but barren, Mexican coast.
At ten o'clock, the radio station announced what most of the world already knew-Haze Richards had won the California Democratic primary. He would control the national convention scheduled in Denver.
Ryan shut off the radio, then got his crutches and moved forward on the deck of the boat.
'Where are you going?' Lucinda asked.
'I'm going to get this leg in shape.'
She watched as he stretched out and hooked his right leg under his left heel and started doing leg lifts, using the right leg to help. He was sweating and grimacing with pain. He did ten reps, counted to twenty, and did ten more. Over and over, he repeated the exercises.
He had no strength in the leg and after a while, Lucinda could watch no longer and went below. In the small cabin, she could still hear the thumps as his heel hit the deck. She had seen the mangled leg up close. She knew that most of his muscle had been lost.
Up on deck, under the Mexican sun, Ryan continued his leg raises. Sweat was rolling off him, but his mind was miles away. He was back at Stanford University on the practice field in the shadow of Maples Pavillion. He was nineteen years old, lying on the ground in his practice uniform doing grass drills with the backs and ends. He could hear the fitness coach, Zoran Petrovich, screaming at them with his German accent, Lass go. Come on ya lazy pussies, two, free, fo'. . two, free, fo'. .
Ryan struggled with his damaged leg, trying to lift it, using less and less help from the right until he couldn't lift it at all.
Lass go, ya pussies. . A bunch a' fooking Frauleins. . Yah?
In his thoughts, he was back in time. He was young and healthy. There was no fear of defeat-only open fields and touchdowns stretched before him.
Come on, let's go. . One, two, free, fo'. .
He had always been at his best on game day. He wasn't going to give up. He wasn't going to let Mickey win. . not after coming this far.
Chapter 55
Six hundred miles south of the border, they found a sheltered bay listed on the map as Magdalena. They anchored in the cove.
May turned into June, and June became July.
They found a world without worry. Ryan worked out twice a day for almost two hours, concentrating not only on his leg, but the rest of his body as well, building muscles long left unused. Lucinda cooked and swam and sunned herself in the nude on the forward deck. At night, they made love under the stars.
Weeks passed and their only connection with the world was the ship-to-shore radio and the occasional Mexican lobster boat that came into the cove looking for fresh beds. Twice a week, they called Kaz and Cole, who'd had no luck finding David Robb. Kaz said he'd worn out his welcome at the Justice Department and could no longer even get a visitor's pass. They both sounded tired and frustrated.
Atmospheric conditions allowed them to pick up a San Diego all-news radio station one evening in late June and they learned that Haze Richards had gone to Europe and was discussing world events with heads of state. He returned to the United States the third week in July for the Democratic National Convention, which neither Ryan nor Lucinda saw because they were out of TV reception. Kaz told them about it on the cell phone.
'This fucking guy. . You should have heard him. He's gonna make America work, my ass. He'll make it work for that bunch of oil cans in the mob. UBC said he was the candidate of the nineties, the Roosevelt of a new era. I was so depressed, I wanted to shoot myself.'
After the convention, Haze had picked Senator Ben Savage from California as his running mate, then went back to Europe where he had his picture taken with Arab kings and Balkan presidents. Kaz passed the events along to them. He seemed to get more desperate with each call. To Ryan, it all had become distant-part of something he'd left way behind.
In two months, Ryan had strengthened his leg enough to be able to take short, hesitant steps without crutches. The leg felt spindly and strange under him.
One afternoon, Ryan and Lucinda had taken the Avon to shore. It was warm and they seldom wore any clothes. They were alone in the secluded cove. It was their Eden. All the darkness in their lives, all the shadows were washed away by the ocean, then burned away by the blazing sun. They had taken beach towels and food and the small rail barbecue off the Linda, Ryan was determined to walk the length of the beach. Lucinda looked at him,
