Torture is worse for big, strong fellows like me. Every slave knows that. Little weaklings are tortured for a while and then they die. But with a man like me, it could go on for days and days. I'm not afraid to die, Master, but I beg you — '
'And how would you prefer to be executed, Davus?'
He turned pale and swallowed. 'Cut off my head, Master.'
'That is not the part of you which has offended me.'
He shuddered and looked up at me with wide eyes. 'Don't geld me, Master! I couldn't stand to be a eunuch! Oh, have pity on me!'
'Stop, Davus! Stop, stop, stop. Whatever am I going to do with you? Do you seriously imagine that I might have you killed?'
'What else can I hope for, Master? It's the best punishment I can expect.'
'Then what are you doing here?' 'Master?'
'Why are you still here, waiting for your fate? Why haven't you jumped off the roof and run away? You wouldn't have much chance of escaping, but it's better than death. Stow away on a boat leaving Ostia. Go into exile, like Milo. Why didn't you run away last night?'
'Because…'
'Yes?'
'Because of…'
'What, Davus? What's kept you here to face your punishment?'
'Master, must you make me say it? It's because of her. Diana. I can't leave as long as she's here. Where else would I go? What would be the point? I should die without her.'
'Oh, Davus!' I shook my head. Minerva lay in pieces in my household, and Venus reigned supreme.
We set out on the Appian Way at the sixth hour of the day, when the sun was straight overhead. Pompey's stableman agreed to lend me horses, after I reminded him who I was and told him I still had business to do for his master. This was a small, harmless He, since my business with Pompey was done. Or so I thought at the time.
The stableman, with a broad grin, brought out three horses. I was startled to see that they were the very same horses we had ridden before. All three mounts, it turned out, had returned to the stable together and riderless on the day we were attacked. I felt at once reassured and a little apprehensive to be setting out from Rome astride the same beast as before. I was not sure what to make of the omen, but I was determined to go ahead.
The objective of the trip was simple: I wanted to collect Mopsus and Androcles, the two stableboys I had acquired from Fulvia. I left Eco behind and took only Davus with me. The third horse was for the boys to share on the ride back. I expected that we would spend the night at the inn in Bovillae.
Davus was as quiet as a mute until we passed the Monument of Basilius. He wore a deep frown and grew increasingly agitated. 'Master — Master, are you sure…?'
'Sure of what, Davus?'
'Are you sure that you want me with you? Why not one of the other bodyguards?'
'Are you afraid of the horse, Davus? You can't claim to have no experience of riding now. This is your second trip on the same horse! This beast threw you, true, but when a man's been-thrown, the only thing to do is to get back on.
'It's not the horse, Master. I like this horse, actually. I think she trusts me.'
'Let's hope you give her no cause to regret that.' Davus frowned.
'Besides,' I went on, 'I could hardly leave you at home in my absence, given the circumstances, could I?'
'You mean… because of your daughter — '
'No, because of my wife. I shouldn't care to return home and find that Bethesda had killed you while I was gone.'
Davus swallowed hard. 'Still, Master, I don't understand why you're taking me with you, just the two of us.'
'I don't quite understand that myself. Reason has fled; I give myself over to impulse. We shall see where the road takes us.'
'But Master, we already know that'
'Do we?'
'It leads yonder to Mount Alba.'
I laughed out loud. 'What a remarkable wit you have, Davus!' Davus laughed, too, but only half-heartedly. Was that because he feared me, or because he did not quite grasp the joke?
It was springtime on the Appian Way. The weather was mild and there was birdsong on the air. The grass was green along the road and spangled with flowers. Slaves and oxen laboured in the fields. There was a great deal of traffic in both directions — sheep and cattle being led to market, messengers on horseback, the Utters and carriages of the rich. The whole world seemed to be awakening from a cold dream of winter.
I was hungry by the time we passed through Bovillae, but I decided to press on to Clodius's villa. As we passed the altar of Jupiter, I caught a glimpse of Felix sitting against an oak tree, dozing in the dappled shade. We passed the road leading up to the new House of the Vestals, and farther on, on the opposite side of the way, the shrine of the Good Goddess. There appeared to be a gathering of women inside, to judge from the Utters and carriages and idle attendants outside. As we passed I heard chanting from within, and recognized Felicia's whimsical singsong. Perhaps nothing much had changed in her world, despite the bloody scene that had unfolded before her eyes and all the commotion it had caused.
We approached Clodius's villa this time by the road leading up to it, and were seen and challenged long before we reached the top. When a group of very rough-looking slaves barred our way, I produced the scrip from Fulvia transferring ownership of the two stableboys. Fortunately, one of the slaves could read, if barely. He slowly mouthed each word, then handed the square of parchment back to me.
'Good riddance, I say! Those two are nothing but trouble. Always getting above themselves. Taking them back to the city, are you?' 'That's my intention.'
He shook his head. 'There'll be no end of trouble for them to get into there. Well, come on. They'll be in the stable, I imagine.'
The boys remembered us at once. They seemed especially delighted to see Davus (or the elephant, as Mopsus called him). When I told them they no longer belonged to their mistress, but to me, they were puzzled at first, but together they mounted the third horse readily enough. As we set out, they seemed suddenly to realize that they were leaving for good. Mopsus turned about and hooked his thumbnail under his front teeth to make a clicking sound at the older slaves they were leaving behind. 'Goodbye, you no-good drunkards!' His little brother copied him, and the insults degenerated into references to various bodily functions. The slaves standing in the road watching the departure feigned outrage and pretended to look about for stones to throw. Some of them laughed out loud.
How had I described to Bethesda the new acquisitions for the household? 'Two high-spirited boys, and very clever. They'll put new life in the house.' That was before I realized that new life was already on the way, thanks to Diana and Davus. And I had assumed that the woman who tamed Pompey's bodyguards would have no trouble controlling two boys; now I began to wonder.
Davus seemed finally to relax a bit. I realized that he felt safer with Mopsus and Androcles along; surely I would not try to murder him in front of two laughing boys.
It was late in the afternoon when we returned to Bovillae. I wanted nothing more than some of the hostess's excellent cooking and a reasonably clean place to sleep. We would make an early bed and be up and ready to leave before dawn.
At first I thought that our hostess had lost weight and changed her hair somehow, then I realized it was a different woman behind the counter. She had the same eyes but was thinner and prettier, or would have been except for her drawn expression. I told her we needed accommodation for the night.
'You're early for that,' she said, smiling wanly. 'The first of the day. So you can have first pick.' 'Is there much choice?'
'Not really. It's all one room, but some folks prefer to be against the wall instead of out in the middle, or closer to the stairs or the window. Come up, and I’ll show you. Then you can bring up your things to mark your
