William Dietrich
Dark Winter
STATION ROSTER
The Beakers
Mickey Moss: astrophysics
Harrison Adams: astronomer
Carl Mendoza: astronomer
Gina Brindisi: astronomy post-doc
Dana Andrews: atmospheric science
Gerald Follett: atmospheric science
Hiro Sakura: magnetic fields
Alexi Molotov: aurora australis
Jed Lewis: meteorology
Lena Jindrova: botanist
Eleanor Chen: science technician
Robert Norse: psychologist
Station Support
Rod Cameron: station manager
Nancy Hodge: medic
Abby Dixon: computers
Doug 'Pika' Taylor: generators
Wade 'Cueball' Pulaski: cook
Jimmy 'Buck' Tyson: vehicle mechanic
Gabriella Reid: berthing and administration
Linda Brown: logistics and galley
George Geller: maintenance
Steve Calhoun: carpenter
Hank Anderson: carpenter
Charles Longfellow: electrician
Gage Perlin: plumber
Clyde Skinner: radio and communications
CHAPTER ONE
Sometimes you have to go into nothing to get what you want.
That was the Jed Lewis theory, anyway. West Texas oil patch, Saudi, the North Slope. Hadn't worked for him yet but one kind of extreme had led to another, one kind of quest to its polar opposite. Sometimes life patterns like that, when you keep changing your mind about what it is you do want. So now he'd come to the very end of the world and was peering over its edge, too late to turn back, hoping that in the farthest place on earth he'd finally fit in. Atone to himself for his own confusion of purpose. Belong.
Maybe.
'The Pole!' Jim Sparco had seduced him. 'Feels closer to the stars than anyplace on earth. It's high desert, a desert of ice, and the air's so dry that it feels like you can eat the stars. Bites of candy.' The climatologist had gripped his arm. 'The South Pole, Lewis. It's there you realize how cold the universe really is.'
The money had almost been secondary. They'd understood each other, Sparco and he, this longing for the desolate places. A place uncomplicated. Pure.
Except for their rock, of course. That raised questions. It was their pebble, their tumor, their apple.
The world is round but it has an edge. A cold crustal wrinkle called the Trans-Antarctic Range runs for more than a thousand miles and divides Antarctica in two. On the north side of the mountains is a haunting but recognizable landscape of glacier and mountain and frozen ocean: an Ice Age world, yes, but still a world- our world. To its south, toward the Pole, is an ice cap so deep and vast and empty as to seem unformed and unimagined. A vacuum, a blank. The white clay of God.
Lewis crossed in the sinking light of an Antarctic autumn. He was exhausted from thirty hours of flying, constricted by thirty-five pounds of polar clothing, and weary of the noisy dimness of the LC-130 military transport plane, its webbed seats pinching circulation and its schizophrenic ventilation blowing hot and cold.
He was also entranced by beauty. The sun was slowly dipping toward six-month night and the aqua crevasses and sugared crags below were melodramatic with blaze and shadow. Golden photons, bouncing off virginal snow, created a hazed fire. Frozen seas looked like cracked porcelain. Unnamed peaks reared out of fogs thick as frosting, and glaciers grinned with splintery teeth attached to blue gums. It was all quite primeval, untrodden and unspoiled, a white board on which to redraw yourself. The kind of place where he could be whatever he made himself, whatever he announced himself, to be.
The Trans-Antarctic Range is like a dam, however, holding behind it a plateau of two-mile-thick polar ice like a police line braced against a pressing crowd. A hundred thousand years of accumulated snowfall. A few peaks at the edge of the ice plateau bravely poke their snouts up as if to tread water but then, farther south, relief disappears altogether. The glaciers vanish. So do ridges, crevasses, and theatrical light. What follows is utter flatness, a frozen mesa as big as the contiguous United States. When the airplane crossed the mountains it entered something fundamentally different, Lewis realized. It was then that his excitement began to turn to disquiet.
Imagine an infinite sheet of paper. No, not infinite, because the curve of the earth provides a kind of boundary. Except that the horizon itself is foggy and indistinct with floating ice crystals, suspended like diamond dust, so that the snow merges without definition into pale sky. There was nothing to see from the tiny scratched windows of the National Guard transport: no relief, no reference point, no imperfection. When he thought he saw undulations in the snow the load master informed him he was merely looking at the shadow of cirrus clouds far overhead. When he thought he saw a track across the snow- left by a tractor or snowmobile, perhaps- the load master pointed to a contrail being left by an outgoing transport. His track was the shadow of that dissipating streak across the sky.
Lewis moved among the pallets of cargo from window to window, waiting for something to happen. Nothing did. The plane lumbered on, cold slithering along its fuselage.
He checked his watch, as if it still meant anything in a place where the sun went haywire, and looked out again.
Nothing.
He looked out a different window. No movie would start on the blank screen below. No progress could be discerned. He searched a sky and plateau that seemed blank mirrors of each other, vainly searching for some rip, some imperfection, some reassurance that he was someplace.
Nothing.
He sat on his web seat and chewed a cold lunch.
After a drag of time the Guardsman cuffed his shoulder and Lewis stood again, looking where the sergeant pointed. Far away there was a pimple on the vastness. A tiny bug, a freckle, a period with a white runway attached
