deal. Pearl stubbed his cigarette into the lawn and shakily lit another. It was Frank Iverson he feared. For as long as he could remember, wherever he had lived, whatever he had been doing, there had been Frank Iversons. They had pushed him in the schoolyard and called him names, they had sent flunkies to trip him and had stood laughing with their girlfriends as he clutched at the bloody scrapes on his knees and elbows, later in life they had loomed behind their desks, shaking their manicured fingers at him and telling him that there was no room in their institutions for 'his type.'
And however much this Frank Iverson's outward concern and intervention had helped him, Pearl knew better than to trust him. It was Serenyl, and Serenyl alone, that maintained the man's civility and support. For nearly two years their work had gone on without a single hitch.
It would take care and patience to convince Iverson of the need to hold off on the sale. But what were a few weeks, Pearl reasoned desperately, or even a few months, compared with the importance of the anesthe ic to medicine? In the end, even Frank would have to understand that.
Understand. Pearl shuddered at the notion. One of the more unpleasant constants in life had been that, where he and the things that were important to him were concerned, the Frank Iversons had never understood. There were still several hours before Iverson would even be at his office. Until then, there was nothing he could do. He badly needed to relax. Glancing at his watch, he crossed the yard and entered the cellar of his rented bungalow through the metal bulkhead. The basement, dusty and unfinished, was illuminated by a single, bare bulb, suspended from the ceiling. Pearl took a screwdriver from his toolbox, knelt down behind the oil burner, and pried out a loosened segment from the cinderblock wall. Creating the hiding place had been one of his first priorities after moving in. He moved several dozen vials of Serenyl and the notebook outlining its synthesis off to one side of the space and withdrew one of two cigar boxes stuffed with photographs.
Next, he carefully replaced the cinderblock and shuffled to his room.
Settling onto his bed, he undid his robe, and then, one at a time, drew certain photos from the box. By the third one, Pearl's hand had slipped down the front of his pajama pants and begun gently to massage himself.
Iverson had demanded, none too kindly, that he steer absolutely clear of any involvement with boys, or for that matter, with any men in the area.
Without the photographs, he would have gone insane. The ones he selected this morning were the very best in his collection-those he had taken himself. In minutes, his growing arousal had begun to dispel some of the fears and loneliness. It would all work out, he told himself. Whatever words he had to find to convince Iverson, he would find. He produced a five-by-seven in which three beautiful boys were frozen in a montage he had carefully designed. That afternoon in East St. Louis had been incredible-one of the very best. Slowly, Pearl's eyes closed, his movements intensifying as his fantasies took flight. Being different wasn't easy. It never had been. But as best he could, as he always had, he was making do. And for once in his life, for once in his goddamned, troubled life, something was going to work out. 'Frank, come in, come in.'
Judge Clayton Iverson's chambers, a huge, high-ceilinged room with dark oak paneling and three walls of immaculately, aligned tomes, was as somber and intimidating as was the man himself. On the wall behind the desk, surrounding a portrait of the chief justice of the Supreme Court, were dozens of framed photographs of the Judge in variations of the same pose with three presidents, half a dozen governors, and virtually every New Hampshire politician of substance for the past half century. There was also, near the center of the display, a color photo of Frank, dressed in his purple and gold Sterling High School uniform, his left arm extended, his right cocked behind his ear, ready to throw. The draperies were drawn against the midday sun. Seated behind his massive oak desk, his thick, silver hair fairly glowing in the dim light, the Judge looked bigger than life. Frank had feared it was an error not to have pushed for a meeting in some more neutral site. And now, as he sensed the awe that had always accompanied his visits to that room, he cursed himself for not having been more insistent. Well, no matter, he decided. It was time for a new Iverson to take charge. He had set passing records on the fields of a dozen different rivals, his play had quieted scores of enemy crowds. He would meet the man in his lair, or anywhere else for that matter, and he would prevail. 'So, Judge, ' he began, matching, then just exceeding the firmness f the man's handshake.
'How goes it? Mom okay?'
'She's still upset about Annie, but otherwise, she's fine. In it up to here in that garden of hers.'
'She certainly does love that ol' garden. Lisette's been working on one, too, you know. You and Mom'll have to come see it. Speaking of Annie, have you by any chance seen her today?'
'Nope, tonight. I promised your mother I'd take her over.'
'Well, you're in for a pleasant surprise. She's doing great. Don Norman tells me they'll probably operate on her hip before the week's out. Now Suzanne Cole is back on the case, so Annie's got the benefit of both doctors.'
'That's good to hear, Frank. It's a shame, though, a crying shame that she had to fall like that.'
Frank tensed. As always, the man had gone right for the jugular. No bullshit, no finesse. The key to handling him would be to stay cool and not allow himself to get rattled. 'No one feels worse about what happened than I do, Judge, ' he said. 'But what's done is done. Now, our job is to get her back on her feet, right? And thanks to Ultramed, we've got one of the best physical therapy departments in the state.'
'You didn't keep a tight enough rein on that doctor of yours, Frank.
You're in charge. It's your hospital, just like this is my courtroom.'
Oh, give me a fucking break, Frank thought. 'You're right, Judge,' he said. 'Your point's well taken. I've spoken to Don, and he knows his behind is on the griddle from now on. Also, he's making arrangements to pay for any expenses Annie runs up in getting home care after her surgery.'
'Excellent, son. That's an excellent move.'
'Our hospital's come a long way since Ultramed took over, Judge. I'll do anything I have to to keep it on the right track.' Clayton Iverson loosened his tie and ran his thumbs beneath the black suspenders that had always been part of his courtroom dress. 'I assume, ' he said, 'that statement of purpose is your roundabout way of asking me to withdraw the notice I dispatched to your friend, Ms. Baron.'
Damn, but the man was tough. 'Well, as long as you brought it up The Judge swiveled in his seat, lifted the picture of Frank from the wall, and appraised it thoughtfully. 'Remember when this was taken? ' he asked. 'It was right before the state championship game against Bloomfield. The best game you ever played, I think. Six touchdown passes against the team people were calling the toughest ever in the state.'
'Five, ' Frank corrected. The Judge smiled. 'You're forgetting the thirty yarder in the third quarter that was called back for a holding penalty. On the very next play, you threw that forty-five-yard bomb to Brian Cullen. Three men hanging all over you, and you heaved that ball downfield like… like you were playing in the backyard.'
'That was a long time ago, Judge.'
Frank was genuinely surprised and touched by the detail in the man's recollection. 'You have quite a memory.'
'Son, ' Clayton Iverson said, 'you'd be amazed at how much I remember from those days.'
His tone was uncharacteristically wistful. 'There was a toughness to you then, Frank-a determination to be the best. You had the whole world right in the palm of your hand. Somewhere along the line, though, you started backing off, making bad choices. No, not bad,' he corrected,
'terrible. Somewhere along the line, you lost that edge.'
'But-'
'I'm not through. The worst part of it all is that the more you struggled, the less willing you became to listen to advice. You ran up against problems, and instead of plowing through them like you used to do, you tried to run around them. 'I want you to succeed here, Frank. I want that very much. But I'm not going to make it easy for you. I'm going through with that letter, and I'm going to try and find out just what went on with Guy.'
'I've told you before, Judge. Nothing went on with Guy.'
'I hope not, Frank. Don't you see? I want you to show up at that board meeting with a case for Ultramed that's so strong and so polished, no one on the board would even think about voting against you. This is one problem you're going to meet head on, son. And I pray to God you roll right over me.'
Frank held up his hands in frustration. 'Judge, you're just making a mess of everything. Checking up on me and the hospital, auditing our books. The people at Ultramed are watching. If they see that I can't even reason with my own father, everything I've gained these past four years will be headed down the drain. Just the fact that I was the last one to know about your letter has already made me look like an idiot.'
