yet so interfused with energy, expressed it so fully, that any added word would have been commonplace and futile.  I dreaded lest the others should come in suddenly and break the spell she had cast about me; but we stood there a while by the corner of the big gable of the house, and no one came.  I heard the merry voices some way off presently, and knew that they were going along the river to the great meadow on the other side of the house and garden.

We drew back a little, and looked up at the house: the door and the windows were open to the fragrant sun-cured air; from the upper window-sills hung festoons of flowers in honour of the festival, as if the others shared in the love for the old house.

“Come in,” said Ellen.  “I hope nothing will spoil it inside; but I don’t think it will.  Come! we must go back presently to the others.  They have gone on to the tents; for surely they must have tents pitched for the haymakers—the house would not hold a tithe of the folk, I am sure.”

She led me on to the door, murmuring little above her breath as she did so, “The earth and the growth of it and the life of it!  If I could but say or show how I love it!”

We went in, and found no soul in any room as we wandered from room to room,—from the rose-covered porch to the strange and quaint garrets amongst the great timbers of the roof, where of old time the tillers and herdsmen of the manor slept, but which a-nights seemed now, by the small size of the beds, and the litter of useless and disregarded matters—bunches of dying flowers, feathers of birds, shells of starling’s eggs, caddis worms in mugs, and the like—seemed to be inhabited for the time by children.

Everywhere there was but little furniture, and that only the most necessary, and of the simplest forms.  The extravagant love of ornament which I had noted in this people elsewhere seemed here to have given place to the feeling that the house itself and its associations was the ornament of the country life amidst which it had been left stranded from old times, and that to re-ornament it would but take away its use as a piece of natural beauty.

We sat down at last in a room over the wall which Ellen had caressed, and which was still hung with old tapestry, originally of no artistic value, but now faded into pleasant grey tones which harmonised thoroughly well with the quiet of the place, and which would have been ill supplanted by brighter and more striking decoration.

I asked a few random questions of Ellen as we sat there, but scarcely listened to her answers, and presently became silent, and then scarce conscious of anything, but that I was there in that old room, the doves crooning from the roofs of the barn and dovecot beyond the window opposite to me.

My thought returned to me after what I think was but a minute or two, but which, as in a vivid dream, seemed as if it had lasted a long time, when I saw Ellen sitting, looking all the fuller of life and pleasure and desire from the contrast with the grey faded tapestry with its futile design, which was now only bearable because it had grown so faint and feeble.

She looked at me kindly, but as if she read me through and through.  She said: “You have begun again your never-ending contrast between the past and this present.  Is it not so?”

“True,” said I.  “I was thinking of what you, with your capacity and intelligence, joined to your love of pleasure, and your impatience of unreasonable restraint—of what you would have been in that past.  And even now, when all is won and has been for a long time, my heart is sickened with thinking of all the waste of life that has gone on for so many years.”

“So many centuries,” she said, “so many ages!”

“True,” I said; “too true,” and sat silent again.

She rose up and said: “Come, I must not let you go off into a dream again so soon.  If we must lose you, I want you to see all that you can see first before you go back again.”

“Lose me?” I said—“go back again?  Am I not to go up to the North with you?  What do you mean?”

She smiled somewhat sadly, and said: “Not yet; we will not talk of that yet.  Only, what were you thinking of just now?”

I said falteringly: “I was saying to myself, The past, the present?  Should she not have said the contrast of the present with the future: of blind despair with hope?”

“I knew it,” she said.  Then she caught my hand and said excitedly, “Come, while there is yet time!  Come!” And she led me out of the room; and as we were going downstairs and out of the house into the garden by a little side door which opened out of a curious lobby, she said in a calm voice, as if she wished me to forget her sudden nervousness: “Come! we ought to join the others before they come here looking for us.  And let me tell you, my friend, that I can see you are too apt to fall into mere dreamy

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