Ted Rogers
Up Karen's Ass
INTRODUCTION
“'Let's fuck, Karen,' said my cousin. He was about fourteen and I was a year younger. We were upstairs fooling around in the attic, looking at the old junk in the trunks, and trying on Grandma's old hats and stuff.
“He really caught me by surprise when he asked me that.
“'You know what it means, don't you?' he demanded when I didn't answer right away.
“'Yeah, I know what it means,' I said.
“'Then how about it?'
“'I don't know,' I said uncertainly. 'I don't think it would be right.'
“'What's wrong with it?'
“'I don't know,' I repeated stupidly.
“I knew that I should just have said no and stamped downstairs indignantly. But I was curious and I felt sort of queasy and giddy. It was a peculiar kind of feeling that I'd never felt before.
“'Oh, come on,' he pleaded, 'nobody'll be home for hours.'
“'I–I don't know,' I murmured again.
“'Look,' he said, 'if you show me what you've got, I'll show you what I've got.'
“I was fascinated. I'd never seen a boy's wienie, and I only had a vague idea of what it looked like. They have these pictures in our hygiene book at school, but they don't give you much of an idea.
“'No, you first,' I suddenly said.
“He grinned like a monkey, and nodded happily.
“'Okay, me first.'
“He unzipped his trousers and his penis popped out. It was longer and thicker than I thought. It looked different. At first I couldn't look right at it. I had to glance and then turn away. I did that a couple of times and then I found myself staring right at it.
“'Now you,' he said. 'Pull up your dress and take down your panties.'
“'W-wait,' I pleaded, stalling for time.
“I screwed up my courage and touched his penis very lightly with my fingers.
“'Don't,' he moaned.
“'Why not?'
“'I'll come.'
“'What does that mean? Does it hurt?
“'No-o-o-o, I'll shoot off. Don't you know anything, you ninny?'
“I shook my head. 'I guess I don't know very much,' I said very softly.
“'Come on,' he said fiercely, 'you get undressed. It isn't fair.'
“'Oh, all right,' I said reluctantly.
“I was very shy and could feel myself blushing furiously as I raised my dress up to my waist and then, with even more reluctance, started to pull down my pink panties.
“'Come on, pull down your pants,' he snarled.
“'I will,' I said, 'just let me take my time.'
“I couldn't look at him. I turned my head away and closed my eyes. Suppose Mom and Dad should suddenly come home and catch us. That would be awful. I'd never be able to face them again. But I wanted to undress, and I also knew that I wanted to try what Gerry had said. That's my cousin's name, Gerry.
“'I'm waiting,' he said impatiently.
“'Okay.' With a swift movement I slipped my panties down and let them fall to the floor. Gerry unbuckled his belt, dropped his trousers and his shorts and stepped out of them, and I stepped out of my panties. We were both nude from the waist to our socks.
“'Let's fuck,' he implored.
“'I don't know, Gerry. I guess it won't hurt to try it once. But please be very gentle… I'm scared.'
“'Nothing to be scared of. It's nice, real nice. You'll see.'
“He looked around the room, then peered into the trunk and retrieved a large moth-eaten blanket which he threw on the attic floor.
“'There,' he said. 'You lie down on that, on your back.'
“Holding my dress high, I dropped to my haunches, all the while staring up at him, and then, very slowly and uncertainly, let myself down until I was lying flat. I closed my eyes. I felt him beside me. He positioned himself over me.
“'Spread your legs apart,' he ordered.
“I did. At that moment I felt his weight on top of me, crushing me to the floor. He was so heavy that I could hardly breathe. I felt myself trembling all over, from fright and anticipation. Then I felt him manipulating his wienie between my legs and toward my hole. I gasped as he pushed. It didn't go in.
“'Oh damn,' he muttered with frustration. 'Draw your knees up.'
“I did. But it didn't seem to help much.
“'I got to get some grease,' he said, pulling himself off me. He vanished downstairs, while I lay there panting, wondering if I shouldn't put a stop to this silly business right now. Suppose I got pregnant from what he did. At that moment, however, he returned with a small jar of vaseline from the bathroom medicine chest.
“'Now I'll be able to get it in,' he exclaimed confidently.
“He scrawled over me and let himself down on top of me again. Oh, how heavy he was! Then I felt his wienie pushing at me down there, pushing and pushing real hard.
“'I can't get it in!' he said fiercely.
“'Oh, please stop,' I pleaded. He was hurting me. I wondered what anybody saw in fucking. It seemed to be nothing but pure frustration and misery.
“'I bet you've got your cherry?'
“'Huh?' I didn't know what he meant. I really didn't, I was so innocent.
“'I mean, I bet you've never fucked before.'
“'Of course not,' I said indignantly.
“'I don't want to fuck a virgin,' he finally said.
“The real reason, of course, was that he had failed to penetrate me and he felt that there was something lacking in his prowess.
“He climbed off me and I sat up and smoothed down my dress.
“'Let me screw you in the ass,' he suddenly said.
“I furrowed my eyebrows. Back there? That was really dirty. I wasn't going to let him do anything to me back there. And besides, it would hurt like anything.
“'Oh, come on,' he snapped impatiently, desperation in his voice. 'We gotta do something now.'
“'But that's like an animal,' I protested.
“'So what? Animals usually do it the other way anyhow.'
“That was perfectly true, of course, but I was in no more mood for logical argument than he was. I really wanted to do something. Just being undressed in front of a boy had been enough to get me aroused.
“'Let's just try it anyway,' he said. 'You won't mind it.'
“'How do you know?'
“'Well,' he said slowly and uncertainly, 'I know because it happened to me in scout camp.'
“'You mean boys do that to each other?'
“'Sometimes.'
“He seemed to be embarrassed, which delighted me no end, and I decided not to let him off too easily.
