A Superior Death

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There was no place left on the dock and the runabout pulled alongside the 3rd Sister and rafted off. Patience, her pale hair dyed red by the sinking sun, crossed the deck and stepped onto the dock.

“Amygdaloid gets any more popular and we’ll have a floating city to rival Hong Kong’s,” Anna said. It was too much to hope, she knew, that Patience had just stopped by to use the pit toilet. Her fear was confirmed: the woman walked straight down the dock and turned up the hill toward the ranger station.

“Looks like I’ve got company,” Anna said ruefully.

“I’d better check on Holly. Those three clotheshorses think she’s part of their adventure.” Briefly, Hawk touched Anna’s arm. “Rain check?”

“Sure.” I’ll pray for foul weather, Anna thought as she watched him walk down the trail. She found herself thinking Hawk Bradshaw would be perfect: he was only in town once or twice a week and would vanish like the honeysuckle when the first snows fell.

Suddenly Anna shuddered. She wasn’t sure she cared for the woman who had come to use people in such a calculating way.

ELEVEN

Patience stopped at the foot of the steps and looked back over her shoulder at Hawk’s retreating form. “Am I interrupting anything?”

“Not a thing.”

“Too bad,” she said and they both enjoyed the view a second longer.

Anna sat down again and waited for Patience to tell her what had brought her to the north shore after eight p.m. Patience sat beside her. The light-colored hair was tied back into a ponytail and bound with a cabbage rose ribbon that matched, exactly, her peach shorts and jersey. Her deck shoes were white, even to the leather laces.

When she returned to Houghton in the fall, Anna promised herself, she would go clothes shopping. Levi’s and sweatshirts were losing their appeal.

“I’m out on a domestic mission tonight,” Patience said. “Carrie’s disappeared.”

Anna hoped it was not along with another case of pickle relish. “A moderately alarming disappearance or a call-out-the-Coast-Guard disappearance?”

“Moderately alarming. Carrie’s started acting out this summer. In ten years some therapist will discover it’s all my fault. In the meantime I’m blaming her. We are not having fun. She’s been coming home at two and three in the morning with that damp, rumpled look. I can’t get a word out of her. She’s turned from a nice little girl into a sullen tramp. God!” Patience rested her head in one hand. “Sorry. I don’t mean that. I’m alternately pissed off and worried sick. It’s very tiring.”

“Do you think she’s out with her boyfriend tonight?”

“I’d bet on it. She was supposed to be home by five-thirty. She knew I had a date. She just doesn’t give a damn about anybody but herself. Oh! I sound like a selfish shrew, don’t I? Vaguely, I seem to remember promising myself I wouldn’t say things like that if I ever became a mom. I just don’t want her getting into trouble. I got married too young. I was seventeen. What a fool! She’s thirteen and only just barely, All she’ll get out of it now is AIDS.”

Anna had forgotten about AIDS. Teenage troubles had taken a dire turn since she’d fumbled in the back seat of Steve Duran’s parents’ Chrysler. “What makes you think she’s on the north shore? I’d think she and the boy would just wander around Rock. There’s plenty of trails.”

“You’d think so, wouldn’t you? If she’s got to be such a little slut-” Anna winced. “Sorry, sorry, sorry. I was once a little slut myself. I am just so angry,” Patience apologized. “I just wish she’d stay on land-then my mad wouldn’t be undermined by my worry that some young idiot’s got her killed in one of those aluminum death traps we rent out at thirty dollars a day. I’m rambling. I think she’s on the north shore because two of the kids who work at the lodge said they saw her on Belle Isle. They didn’t put in and she didn’t return their wave, so they could be mistaken but it’s all I’ve got to go on at the moment.”

“You checked Belle?”

“On the way here. And Merrit Lane, Duncan Bay, and Lane Cove,” Patience listed the campgrounds between Rock Harbor and Amygdaloid accessible by water.

“Do you have a marine radio?” Anna asked.

“Yes.”

“What do I call you?”

“The Venture.”

“Why don’t you head back around Blake’s. Watch the coast, check the camps again. The water’s been pretty flat today, even around the point, so I doubt she’s come to any harm. I’ll head down toward McCargo and see what I can find. She may already be home. Radio if you find anything, or if you don’t. We’ll look until it’s dark. If she’s not home by midnight, I’ll call Lucas and Ralph. They’ll stage a search for tomorrow. I doubt it’ll come to that-I need the overtime too badly.”

Patience laughed. “You’re a comfort, Anna.”

“Your tax dollars at work.”

“I’ll tell Lucas,” Patience volunteered.

The dinner date had been with Lucas Vega, Anna realized, and didn’t wonder that Patience was so angry with her daughter.

The glow ignited by Hawk and two beers was gone. All that remained was a mild alcohol-induced lethargy. Anna sluiced as much of it away as she could with cold water, pulled on a Levi jacket and again climbed aboard the Belle Isle.

The dock, though still populated, was quiet: people talking softly, listening to the loons calling down the night. The 3rd Sister was gone. In the distance was the dull thunder of their air compressor filling tanks. Denny had been sensitive about the racket and anchored out when recharging air cylinders. Jamming jugs, he called it. Anna avoided the slang. Where she’d grown up “jugs” did not refer to scuba tanks.

The gold had drained from the water, leaving silver and peach petals of evening on the smooth channel. It was Anna’s favorite time of day. Stillness settled over the islands, the winds died, animals came to drink or play.

A great blue heron, the color of the sky, stood on a stone several feet from shore. Two female mergansers sharing a brood of eighteen or twenty ducklings paddled in the shallows. Once Anna had seen two moose swimming the channel, only their magnificent heads above the water. According to the naturalists, the moose population-or the seeds of it- had swum the eighteen miles from the mainland to Isle Royale. It seemed incredible but fishermen had reported seeing the beasts as much as twenty miles out in the lake.

Puttering down the silent channel, Anna realized she was enjoying herself. It was a pleasure to be looking for someone who wasn’t being devoured by a cannibalistic husband, wasn’t floating with old corpses, someone who, at worst, was probably having illicit sex with the busboy.

Darkness gathered. Near Kamloops Island, Anna switched on her running lights. Carrie would not be found tonight unless she chose to be. It was time to head for home.

The last fragile light of day glowed in the western sky. Overhead the stars were coming into their own. Anna shut down her engines and went out on deck to enjoy the coming dark. On summer nights in Texas, in Mexico, now here, she promised herself that one day she would learn the constellations. Could she love them better for knowing their human names?

A faint offshore breeze brought her the sweet complex smell of land and she thought how heady that perfume must have been to sailors months at sea. The smells of the desert had come one at a time: a clear stream of sage on a dry wind, a gust of rain-damp earth on the last hurrah of a sudden thunderstorm. In the vegetation-rich north country Anna could seldom separate out the myriad scents. Layers of wealth and promise, secrets deep under the moss.

The breeze freshened and carried a new fragment of news: the grumbling of a vessel. By the low-pitched sound and the high rev of the engine, Anna guessed it was a small outboard, a hundred to a hundred and seventy-five