wouldn't be a Kincaid warrior left alive in another week's time.
It all suddenly overwhelmed her. For the first time in her life, Jamie needed a good, long, loud cry. 'I'm going to find Mary Kathleen,' she whispered.
'She's with Elizabeth. She's going to stay with Angus and his wife until tonight, Jamie.'
'Why?'
'Don't question me.'
'You needn't snap at me, Alec,' Jamie whispered. 'Why can't I go and get our daughter? I want to hold her.'
Alec reacted to the worry in her voice. 'You'll ruin my surprise,' he told her.
He thought he'd placate her and was therefore unprepared for her reaction. Her eyes filled with tears. 'I had a wonderful surprise for you,' she wailed. 'It's ruined now.'
Father Murdock rushed forward and awkwardly patted Jamie's shoulder. 'Now, now, lass. The day isn't over yet. There's still the king-'
'He must not be coming after all,' Gavin interjected. He thought that announcement would please his mistress, for he'd witnessed her initial reaction when she'd been told Edgar was going to pay a visit.
'Well, spit,' Jamie cried out. 'Now it's all ruined.'
Alec meant to correct that misassumption when Jamie turned back to him. 'Where's Edith? I want to ask her-'
'She and Annie are packing their things. Marcus?' Alec called out. 'You'd better go and ready your things as well.'
'Why is everyone packing?' Jamie asked.
'They're leaving,' Alec stated.
'Where are they going?'
'Marcus is taking Edith and Annie over to Brack's holding. They are distant cousins,' Gavin explained.
'For a nice visit?' Jamie asked, mopping at the corners of her eyes with her plaid.
'No,' Alec replied. 'They're going to live with Brack's family.'
'Why? I don't understand, Alec. Edith and I are sure to become good friends,' she said. 'And Annie is Helena's sister, Alec. You cannot turn your back on her.
Will you not reconsider this decision?'
'No.'
His expression was set in stone. Jamie turned to Marcus. 'You'll be coming back, won't you?'
Marcus gave her a quick nod. Jamie turned to Alec again. 'I'm going back inside now. If you order anyone to follow me, I'll use another club on him. I wish to be alone for a few minutes.'
Alec knew it was safe and therefore nodded approval. He needn't have bothered, he realized, as Jamie had already started up the steps to the castle. 'There are guests waiting in the hall,' he called out to her.
The door slammed shut on his words. Alec let out a sigh. He turned to his soldiers and gave them new instructions. He wanted to hurry through his orders so that he could go after Jamie. She'd look so dejected. The tears in her eyes had upset him, too. Perhaps if he fixed her pleats, she'd feel better. Then he could goad her into telling him she loved him again.
Jamie noticed four big soldiers dawdling in the entrance as soon as she shut the door behind her. The colors in their checkered plaid indicated they were from yet another clan. She noticed a fifth soldier standing near the hearth when he called out to his friends to let her pass. She turned to the man and gave a quick curtsy. The soldier immediately motioned her forward with a rather arrogant wave of his hand.
She didn't want to have to engage in conversation now. Still, good manners required that she at least introduce herself.
Jamie hurried down the steps, clutching her plaid to her waist. She was determined to get the sorry chore over and done with as soon as possible. Then she was going to go up to her bedroom and have her cry.
The elderly gray-haired soldier had already made himself at home. He held a goblet of wine in one hand and a fat wedge of cheese in the other.
When she stood a foot or two away from him, the soldier straightened away from the mantel. Jamie managed a smile. Her plaid fell to the floor when she affected a second proper curtsy. And that was simply the last upset she could take. Tears started streaming down her cheeks; she picked up the cloth. She might have been able to regain control of herself, though, if the soldier hadn't had such a kind, sympathetic expression.
'Dear lady, what has caused you this distress?'
Well, spit, the man had a kind voice, too. His eyes seemed to radiate compassion. His age reminded her a little of her papa too, which only made matters worse, of course. Now she wasn't just miserable; she was homesick, too.
'Surely it can't be as terrible as all that,' the soldier added.
'If you knew what shame I've caused the Kincaids, why, you'd probably be weeping, too,' Jamie blurted out. 'I've started so many wars I can barely keep count.'
The soldier's eyes widened over that pronouncement. Jamie nodded. 'It's the truth I'm telling you. I might as well admit it all, for you're sure to hear of this mess by the end of your visit. If I were a coward, I'd take to my bed for the rest of my days.'
'Perhaps I can help.'
'No one can help, save the king, of course, and when he gets wind of this trouble, he'll probably have me flogged.'
Her words were fairly tripping over themselves in her hurry to explain. 'I was trying to do the right thing, you see, only everything that's right in England is wrong up here. You can't say thank you because they take it as an insult. You can't save a baby's life because they think you've kidnapped him. You can't-'
'Slowly, dear lady,' the soldier advised. 'Start at the beginning. You'll feel all the better after sharing your worries, and I really would like to help. I have considerable influence here.'
The man sounded sincere. 'I don't know where to start this pitiful confession,'
Jamie admitted.
'Start with the first war,' he suggested.
She nodded. 'I started a war with the McPhersons because I tended the laird's dying son. When the babe was better, the laird came to fetch him and accused me of kidnapping the child.'
The soldier gave her a sympathetic expression. 'I didn't kidnap the baby, of course, but I did save him from sure death. You would think his papa would be appreciative.'
'I would think so,' he replied.
'He wasn't. I called him a pig.'
'The laird?'
'No, I do believe I called him a goat.' Jamie shrugged. 'It doesn't matter now.
He went home in a pout and now the Kincaids can't go near his land. We can't go to Ferguson's holding either, because I gave Daniel's wife sanctuary.'
'I see.'
'Daniel was furious, of course.'
'Of course,' the soldier agreed. 'Did Daniel threaten war, too?'
'No, but he's thinking about it. I'm going to tell the king what a prickly temper Daniel has if he doesn't treat my sister better.'
'What do you think the king will do?'
'He'll have a firm talk with Daniel, most likely. He'll set him straight about his duties to his wife.'
'You have complete faith in King Edgar, then?'
'Oh, yes,' Jamie rushed out. 'I haven't met the man, of course, but Alec would only be loyal to a good king.' She ended her statement with a delicate shrug.
The soldier smiled. 'Still, you must have heard wonderful stories about Edgar,' he prodded.
'Oh, heaven's no,' Jamie returned. She mopped the wetness from her cheeks with her plaid while she added, 'I heard he was a monster.'
The stranger's reaction indicated his displeasure. 'When I was in England, of course,' she went on. 'Now I know the stories aren't true. Alec wouldn't pledge himself to a monster.'
