Judith didn't acknowledge his apology, and he was thankful for that consideration. She must have guessed from the strangled sound of his voice how difficult it had been for him.
But Judith didn't believe he meant one word of his apology. There wasn't anything for her to forgive anyway, she told herself. He had hurt her feelings, yes, but he had been telling her exactly how he felt.
Iain was acutely relieved when they reached their destination. Yet he hesitated at the threshold. Both he and Judith could hear Isabella weeping. They heard Winslow's voice as well, and though the words weren't clear, his soothing tone of voice certainly was.
Judith thought they should come back in the morning, but before she could suggest as much, Iain had already knocked on the door.
Winslow opened it. The look of irritation on his face indicated he wasn't happy with the interruption. As soon as he saw Iain, however, his surly look vanished.
Brodick's brother didn't look at all like him, save for the color of his eyes. They were the same intense shade of blue. He was shorter than Brodick, and not nearly as handsome. His hair was a darker blond, unruly with curls, too.
Iain explained his reasons for the visitation, and when he'd finished, Winslow shrugged, then opened the door wide to invite them inside.
The cottage was similar to Patrick's in size, but was filled with clutter of clothes strewn about, and forgotten treachers stacked on top of each other on the table.
Isabelle wasn't much of a housekeeper. The pretty woman was in bed, propped up by a mound of pillows behind her. Her eyes were swollen from crying.
Judith thought she was ill. Her brown hair hung limp around her shoulders and her complexion was as pale as the moon.
'I don't wish to disturb you,' Judith began. She took the satchel from Iain and was about to put it on the table when she realized there wasn't room. Since the two stools were also covered with clothing, she settled on placing the satchel on the floor. 'Your mother sent a gift for you, Isabelle, messages too, but I'll be happy to come back when you're feeling better.'
'She isn't ill,' Winslow remarked.
'Then why is she in bed?' Judith asked.
Winslow looked surprised by that question. She thought it was because she'd been impudent asking.
'She's going to have my son any time now,' Winslow explained.
Judith turned back to Isabelle. She saw the tears in her eyes. 'Are you in labor now?'
Isabelle vehemently shook her head. Judith frowned. 'Then why are you in bed?' she asked again, trying to understand.
Winslow couldn't understand why the Englishwoman was asking such foolish questions. He forced a patient voice. 'She's in bed so she can conserve her strength.'
The midwife Judith put such faith in would have had palpitations over that twisted bit of logic. She smiled at Isabelle before turning to look at her husband again.
'Then why doesn't a warrior conserve his strength before going into battle?'
Winslow raised an eyebrow. Iain smiled. 'A warrior must always train for battle,' Winslow answered. 'He becomes weak and ineffective if he doesn't constantly train. Don't the English follow this dictate?'
Judith shrugged. Her attention had already moved on, for she'd just spotted the birthing stool in the corner near the door. She immediately walked over to get a better look at the contraption.
Winslow noticed her interest and was reminded of a duty he needed to complete. 'Iain, would you help me get this outside? It's upsetting to Isabelle,' he said in a low whisper. 'I'll take it back down to Agnes's home in the morning.'
Judith was intrigued by both the design and the craftsmanship. The birthing stool was actually a horseshoe- shaped chair. The circular back was tall, sturdy-looking. The seat of the stool was only a narrow ledge fashioned to support the woman's thighs. Both the wooden handles and the sides were inlaid with gold, and the craftsman had used a clever hand to draw angels along the sides.
She tried to hide her curiosity. 'Would you like to see what your mother sent to you, Isabelle?' she asked.
'Yes, please.'
Judith carried the satchel over to the bed. She stood by the side, smiling over Isabelle's pleasure.
'Both your mother and your father are feeling well,' she said. 'Margaret wanted me to tell you your cousin Rebecca is marrying a Stuart in the fall.'
Isabelle mopped at the corners of her eyes with a linen square. She made a grimace, clutched the covers with both hands and then let out a low sigh. Beads of perspiration appeared on her brow. Judith picked up the linen cloth she'd dropped, leaned over the bed and mopped the sweat away.
'You aren't feeling well, are you?' she whispered.
Isabelle shook her head. 'I ate too much of Winslow's supper,' she whispered back. 'It was terrible but I was very hungry. I wish he'd let me out of bed. Why are you here?'
The question, asked so casually, caught Judith by surprise. 'To give you your mother's gifts and tell you the news from home.'
'No, I mean to ask you why you're here in the Highlands,' she explained.
'My friend, Frances Catherine, asked me to come,' Judith replied. 'Why are you whispering?'
The pretty woman smiled. Then Winslow inadvertently ruined her budding good mood.
Iain had opened the door, and Winslow was carrying the birthing chair outside. Isabelle immediately got teary-eyed again. She waited until Iain had pulled the door closed and then said, 'Frances Catherine's afraid, too, isn't she?'
'Isabelle, every woman becomes a little frightened before the birthing. Does the chair upset you?'
Isabelle nodded. 'I won't use it.'
She was getting as worked up as Frances Catherine had been when she talked about the birthing. Judith barely knew Isabelle, but she still felt terribly sorry for her. Her fear was so apparent.
'The chair isn't used for torture,' Judith said. 'Maude says the birthing mothers are happy to have such comfort. You're fortunate to have one here.'
'Comfort?'
'Yes,' Judith replied. 'She says the chair is made in such a way that the woman's back and legs are nicely supported.'
'Who is this Maude?'
'A midwife I know,' Judith answered.
'What else did she say?' Isabelle asked. She quit twisting the top of the quilt.
'Maude stayed with me for a good six weeks,' Judith explained. 'She gave me a great deal of advice for Frances Catherine.'
The clutter in the cottage was driving Judith to distraction, and while she repeated some of the midwife's suggestions, she folded the clothing and put the garments in a neat stack on the foot of the bed.
'You should be up and about,' Judith said as she turned to tackle the mess on the table. 'Fresh air and long walks are just as important as a peaceful mind.'
'Winslow worries I'll fall,' Isabelle said.
'Then ask him to walk with you,' Judith suggested. 'Being cooped up inside all day long would make me daft, Isabelle.'
The sound of Isabelle's laughter filled the cottage. 'It's making me daft too,' she admitted. She pulled back the covers and swung her legs over the side.
'Are you a midwife in England?'
'Good heavens, no,' Judith answered. 'I'm not even married. I just made it my purpose to get as much information as possible from experienced midwives so I could help Frances Catherine.'
'Do you mean to say that in England an unmarried woman can openly discuss this intimate topic?'
Isabelle sounded stunned. Judith laughed. 'Nay, it isn't discussed at all, and my mother would be most unhappy if she knew what I was learning.'
'Would she punish you?'
