He laughed. 'I would.'
She smiled. 'You're lying to me to make me feel better. It's all right. It's working. Now tell me another lie. Tell me once again that it's going to be all right. I might believe you this time.'
'Judith, if it does become complicated, I'll send someone to get Agnes.'
'God help Isabelle then,' Judith whispered. 'Iain, don't you wonder why she hasn't already sent Winslow to get the midwife?'
He nodded. 'I did wonder,' he admitted.
Judith told him what she'd learned about the midwife and her assistant. Then she gave him her opinion. Her voice was shaking with fury by the time she'd finished.
She wanted to know what Iain thought about Agnes's conduct, but they'd reached the narrow courtyard in front of Isabelle's cottage and there wasn't time now for a discussion.
Winslow opened the door before Iain had even raised his hand to pound on it. A wave of heat, so intense it felt like it was scorching Judith's face, poured through the opening. Perspiration covered Winslow's brow and fat drops of sweat rolled down from his temples.
It was so unbearably hot inside the cottage, Judith could barely catch her breath. She walked inside the doorway and came to an abrupt stop. She spotted Isabelle sitting on the side of the bed. She was doubled over, huddled beneath several thick quilts, and even from across the room Judith could hear her softly weeping.
In that moment while she stood there staring at Isabelle, she knew without a doubt that she couldn't walk away from this. She would do whatever was needed to help the woman.
Isabelle's terror tore at Judith's heart.
Iain put his hands on Judith's shoulders. She realized then that he was standing right behind her.
'Winslow, Judith doesn't feel that-'
She stopped him. 'I don't feel that the heat in here is helping,' she announced. She turned around and looked up at Iain. 'Don't worry so,' she whispered. 'It's going to be all right.'
The change in her astonished Iain. There wasn't a hint of panic in her expression or her voice. Judith looked serene… and in command.
She slowly walked across the room to stand in front of Isabelle.
'Good Lord, Isabelle, it's as hot as purgatory in here,' she announced with forced cheerfulness.
Isabelle didn't look up at her. Judith knelt down on the floor in front of her. She slowly removed the cocoon of covers from Isabelle's head and shoulders. Then she gently tilted her face up so she could look at her.
Tears streamed down Isabelle's cheeks. Her hair was dripping wet too, and hung in limp clumps around her shoulders. Judith brushed her hair back over her shoulder, then mopped her cheeks dry with the edge of the quilt. When she was finished with that motherly task, she took hold of Isabelle's hands.
The fear in Isabelle's eyes made Judith want to weep. She didn't, of course, because her new friend needed her strength now, and Judith was determined to see that she got it. She could weep later, after the two of them had gotten through this frightening experience.
She squeezed Isabelle's hands. 'I want you to listen carefully to what I'm going to say to you,' she instructed. She waited for Isabelle's nod, then continued. 'We're going to do just fine.'
'You'll stay with me? You won't leave?'
'I'll stay,' she answered. 'I promise.'
Isabelle nodded.
'How long have you been having these pains?' Judith asked.
'Since early morning,' Isabelle answered. 'I didn't even tell Winslow.'
'Why did you wait?'
'I was hoping the pains would go away,' she answered in a low whisper. 'And I was worried he wouldn't listen to me and insist on going to get Agnes to help me. It took me a long time to convince my husband to ask Iain for permission to get you.'
Tears started down Isabelle's cheeks again. She gripped Judith's hands now.
'Thank you for coming.'
'I'm pleased to be here,' Judith answered, hoping God would understand and forgive her for not wanting to come here at all. She was still so worried inside, her stomach was aching, and the heat in the room was draining her of her strength.
'Isabelle, it's all right for you to be a little afraid, but you should also be very excited and joyful, too. You're about to bring a new life into this world.'
'I would rather Winslow do it.'
Judith was so surprised by that remark, she started laughing. Isabelle smiled.
'We'd better get organized,' Judith said then. 'Is the heat in here comforting to you?'
Isabelle shook her head. Judith stood up and turned to the two men standing at the door. She smiled when she saw the look on Iain's face. The poor man was very ill at ease. He was trying to leave the cottage. Winslow wasn't letting him. Isabelle's husband was blocking the door while he frowned at Judith.
She smiled at him. 'Winslow, please pull the furs back from the windows. We need fresh air now.'
She turned to Iain next. He was reaching for the door latch. She stopped him with her question. 'Is that beam of wood above strong enough to hold your weight?'
'It should be sturdy enough,' he answered.
He tried to leave again. 'Wait,' she called out. She hurriedly looked through the piles of linen stacked on the foot of the bed but couldn't find anything long enough to suit her purposes. Then she remembered the plaid. The material was quite long, narrow in width, and perfect for her needs. She took the plaid over to Iain. 'Will you please loop this over the beam for me? Test your weight against it, too. I wouldn't want the wood to come crashing down on Isabella.'
'You think to tie her?' Winslow blurted out.
She shook her head. 'I want to give Isabelle something to hold on to when she's standing,' she explained. 'This is for her comfort, Winslow.'
The warrior wasn't convinced until his wife nodded. Then he helped Iain see to the chore. When they were finished, the narrow strips of the plaid hung down at equal lengths on both sides of the beam.
Winslow wanted to add another log to the fire. Judith wouldn't let him. She excused both men from the cottage. Winslow hesitated. 'I'll be standing right outside the door, wife. If you want me to get Agnes, just call out. I'll hear you.'
'I won't be sending for her,' Isabelle replied, her voice an angry shiver.
Winslow let out a weary sigh. His worry for his wife was evident. So was his frustration. He threaded his fingers through his hair, took a step toward Isabelle, then stopped. Judith thought he wanted a moment of privacy. She quickly turned around and pretended to be busy poking at the fire with the prod.
She heard whispering behind her. A moment later the sound of the door closing reached her. She went back to Isabelle to get to the chore of preparing her for the birthing. She tried to pull the quilts away, but Isabelle held tight. She was trying to hide under the covers, too.
'Isabelle, are you having a pain now?'
'No.'
'Then what is it?'
It took Isabelle a long time to gather enough courage to tell Judith what was wrong. She whispered her confession that her water had broken and she'd ruined the bedding. She sounded ashamed, humiliated. And after she had finished explaining, she burst into tears.
'Please look at me,' Judith asked in a gentle voice. She waited until Isabelle finally turned her gaze up to hers, then forced a very matter-of-fact tone of voice. 'Giving birth is a miracle, Isabelle, but it's also messy. You're going to have to put your embarrassment aside and be practical about this. Tomorrow you can blush all day long if you want to, all right?'
Isabelle nodded. 'You aren't embarrassed?' she wanted to know.
'No,' Judith answered.
Isabelle looked relieved. Her face was still bright red, and Judith wasn't certain if it was from blushing or from the horrible heat inside the cottage.
The next hour was spent on necessary preparations. Judith kept up a constant chatter while she stripped the
