Motherhood Is Murder

He wrote in his pad and said slowly, ?Mom-my support.? He finished writing and looked up. ?What?s that mean??

Another Pac-Man bit the dust and the music played as the token crumpled into thin air. I was beginning to feel aligned with the little game piece, running and dodging. And from Lee?s tone I feared that my end could be the same.

?I wanted to talk to other moms. You know, have a peer group. Be able to check in with someone and make sure you?re not nuts.?

He made another note. ?So you feel like you?re going crazy??

Was this guy for real?

I reflexively glanced around the room for the woman officer. Surely, she would understand.

I shut my eyes and shook my head. ?That?s not what I meant.?

?I understand that you were away from your table when the accident occurred. Can you tell me your whereabouts around ten thirty P.M.??

?Well, I didn?t look at my watch, but I was in the ladies? room when Sara told me the captain wanted us back at our tables.?

Lee nodded. ?And prior to that??

Another Pac-Man warbled to his demise.

?I was on the upper deck, admiring the view of the Golden Gate.?

?With whom?? Lee asked.

?By myself.?

Lee squinted at me. ?Where was your husband??

?Dancing. Are you with homicide??

Lee looked surprised. ?No. Why would you think the homicide division would be here??

Oh no! Way to put your foot in it, Kate!

?Sorry. I . . . never mind.?

Lee scowled and made another note. ?So you were on the upper deck and your husband was on the main. Dancing? Alone??

?No. We?d been dancing together, but I got tired and wanted to get some air. Margaret had been sitting alone at our table for a while because her husband . . . well, actually, I don?t know where her husband was . . . maybe he just doesn?t dance. I asked Jim to dance with her because she looked lonely. And I went to the upper deck to get some air and enjoy the view.?

?So you left your husband with Margaret??

I nodded.

Lee narrowed his eyes at me. ?Margaret was the one who found Helene at the bottom of the stairs.?

?Uh-huh,? I answered, not following his train of thought.

Lee pinched his lips together, then said in a condescending tone, ?So, how can Margaret be dancing with your husband on the main deck and find her friend on the upper deck at the same time??

I shrugged. ?Oh. Well, maybe she didn?t want to dance with Jim . . . I really don?t know, I haven?t asked him . . .?

Lee shook his head at me. He looked as though he wanted to roll his eyes, but some ounce of professionalism remained because he controlled himself.

?Did you see anyone on the upper deck?? he asked.

?Yeah. There were people around.?

?Who??

I stirred my coffee and thought.

?Take your time,? Lee said, tapping his pen against the video glass top.

?I don?t know, I wasn?t cataloging people. I mean, I don?t remember being entirely alone, people were hovering around oohing and aahing at the bridge. But I can?t exactly say who I saw.?

Lee stopped tapping his pen. ?I see. Were you upset with anyone here tonight??

?No, of course not.?

?Did you argue or fight with anyone tonight??

?No.?

?Did you see anyone arguing or overhear anything??

Evelyn accused Sara of fighting with Helene. Should I tell the officer that? But what did I really know?

I shook my head. ?I didn?t overhear any fights.?

?When was the last time you saw Helene??