She sighed mentally and pressed her lips together, warning herself once more of the dangers inherent in allowing herself to feel contempt for anyone senior to her. Even if she never let a sign of it show outwardly, it would affect the way she responded to his orders and endless lectures on an officer’s proper duties, which could only make things even worse in the end. But she couldn’t help it. Her favorite subjects at the Academy had been tactics and ship handling, and she knew she had a natural gift in both areas. Santino did not. He was unimaginative and mentally lazy—at best a plodder, whose poor performance was shielded by Lieutenant Commander Hirake’s sheer competence as his boss and carried by Senior Chief Del Conte’s matching competence from below. She’d only had a chance to see him in the simulator once or twice, but her fingers had itched with the need to shove him aside and take over the tac console herself.
Which might be another reason he gave her so much grief, she sometimes thought. She’d done her level best not to let her contempt show, but he had access to her Academy records. That meant he knew exactly how high she’d placed in the Tactical Department, and unless he was even stupider than she thought (possible but not likely; he seemed able to zip his own shoes), he had to know she was absolutely convinced that she could have done his job at least twice as well as he could.
She sighed again, this time physically, pressing her face into Nimitz’s coat, and admitted, if only to herself, the real reason she detested Elvis Santino. He reminded her inescapably of Mr. Midshipman Lord Pavel Young, the conceited, vicious, small-minded, oh-so-nobly born cretin who had done his level best to destroy her and her career at Saganami Island.
Her lips tightened, and Nimitz made a scolding sound and reached out to touch her cheek with one long- fingered true-hand. She closed her eyes, fighting against replaying the memory of that dreadful night in the showers yet again, then drew a deep breath, smoothed her expression, and lowered him to her lap once more.
“You okay, Honor?” Audrey asked quietly, her soft voice hidden under a strenuous argument between Nassios and Basanta over the merits of the Academy’s new soccer coach.
“Hmm? Oh, sure.” She smiled at the redhead. “Just thinking about something else.”
“Homesickness, huh?” Audrey smiled back. “I get hit by it every so often, too, you know. Of course,” her smile grew into a grin, “I don’t have a treecat to keep me company when it does!”
Her infectious chuckle robbed the last sentence of any implied bitterness, and she rummaged in her belt purse for a bedraggled, rather wilted stalk of celery. All of the midshipmen who shared Snotty Row with Honor had taken to hoarding celery almost from the moment they discovered Nimitz’s passion for it, and now Audrey smiled fondly as the ’cat seized it avidly and began to devour it.
“Gee, thanks a whole bunch, Audrey!” Honor growled. “You just wrecked his appetite for dinner completely!”
“Sure I did,” Audrey replied. “Or I would have, if he didn’t carry his own itty-bitty black hole around inside him somewhere.”
“As any informed person would know, that’s his stomach, not a black hole,” Honor told her sternly.
“Sure. It just
“I’ve seen you at the mess table, too, boy-oh,” Audrey told him, “and if I were you, I wouldn’t be throwing any rocks around my glass foyer!”
“I’m just a growing boy,” Basanta said with artful innocence, and Honor joined in the laughter.
HMS
Honor was as aware of the background tension as anyone else. She and her fellow middies could scarcely have helped being aware of it under any circumstances, but she had the added advantage of Nimitz, and she only had to watch his body language to read his reaction to the crew’s edginess.
The ship was scarcely a hotbed of mutiny, of course, but there was a sense of rough edges and routines just out of joint that produced a general air of unsettlement, and she occasionally wondered if that hovering feeling that things were somehow out of adjustment helped explain some of Santino’s irascibility. She suspected, even as she wondered, that the notion was nonsense, nothing more than an effort to supply some sort of excuse for the way the OCTO goaded and baited the midshipmen under his nominal care. Still, she had to admit that it left
Of course, Elvis Santino all by himself was more than enough to make any universe imperfect, she told herself as she hurried down the passage. The OCTO was in an even worse mood than usual today, and all of the middies knew it was going to be impossible to do anything well enough to satisfy him. Not that they had any choice but to try, which was how Honor came to find herself bound all the way forward to Magazine Two just so she could personally count the laser heads to confirm the computer inventory. It was pure makework, an order concocted solely to keep her occupied and let Santino once more demonstrate his petty-tyrant authority. Not that she objected all that strenuously to anything that got her out of his immediate vicinity!
She rounded a corner and turned left along Axial One, the large central passage running directly down the cruiser’s long axis.
More modern warships had abandoned such passages in favor of better designed and laid out lift systems, although most merchantmen retained them. Convenient though they were in many ways, they represented what