Love the one youre with

More than their dress or appearance, though, I am riveted by the placid, relaxed mood of their table. To Leo's credit, Drake looks unguarded, even engrossed by questions he's undoubtedly answered a thousand times, and Leo looks to be at complete, sexy ease. I note that he has ditched what used to be his standard yellow pad in favor of a small silver tape recorder which he has set up discretely beside the salt-and-pepper kiosk. In fact, but for the recorder and the sheer knowledge that Drake is Drake, there would be no way to discern that an interview is in the works. Even the grungy-but-still-ultra-fashionable posse whom I presume to be Drake's entourage is keeping a respectful distance near the counter, further kudos to Leo; I've seen public relations types swarm around celebrities far less famous with interviewers far more accredited, playing watchdog against inane or inappropriate questions. Clearly the pack has determined that Leo is a solid guy-or at least a solid journalist.

'Damn,' Suzanne whispers as she stares. 'What a strong face he has.'

I nod, even though I know we are not looking at the same man, basking for one final second in Leo.

Then I say, 'Okay. Let's get to work,' and begin unloading my equipment, surveying various backgrounds, and searching for the source of the best natural light. 'Try to act like an assistant, would ya?'

'Right-o,' she says, as the manager of the diner, a squat woman named Rosa whose current giddiness belies her deep frown lines, asks if she can get us anything for at least the third time since ushering us into her diner. I have the sense that today is a highlight of her career, something we have in common-although only one of us has an 8 ? 10 glossy shot of Drake and black Sharpie ready to go.

I tell Rosa no thank you, and she presses with, 'Not even a water or coffee?'

I am too jittery for caffeine, so accept her offer of water while Suzanne pipes up with an unabashed request for a strawberry milkshake.

'Super. We're famous for our milkshakes,' Rosa says proudly and scurries to put in the order.

I give my sister a disapproving, but mildly amused, look.

She shrugs. 'What can I tell ya? I work best with a sugar buzz. Don't you want to get the best out of your people?'

I roll my eyes, relieved to discover that my real assistant, a fresh-faced youth named Justin, has arrived with some larger lights and other rental equipment too cumbersome to fly with. After introducing ourselves and briefly chatting, I point out the shots that I think are best, then ask for his input, which seems to please him. His delight, in turn, makes me feel like the old pro and gives me a needed boost of confidence. Justin agrees with my assessment on background and lighting, adds one idea of his own, and the two of us get down to the nitty-gritty of setting up, taking light-meter reads, and snapping a couple of test sets. Meanwhile, Suzanne makes a feeble showing of helpfulness while doing her best to eavesdrop on the interview.

As we move about the small diner, I can't help overhearing an occasional question from Leo, and a few inspiring snippets from Drake until finally, Justin and I are ready to go. I glance at my watch, discovering that we are ahead of schedule, and feel relaxed for the first time all day-maybe even all week.

Until I hear Leo say my name, that is, and I turn around to find him and Drake watching me expectantly.

'C'mere,' Leo beckons as if we're the oldest of pals, and he has just run into the third friend in our once inseparable triumvirate.

My heart skips a beat-for so many reasons. Or at least two.

'Holy shit. He's looking right at you,' Suzanne mumbles behind her milkshake. And then-'Whatever you do, don't trip over those cords.'

I take a deep breath, give myself a final little pep talk and, feeling grateful that I don't work in heels, stroll over to the table where several of Drake's staffers are now hovering.

Leo looks past them, as if they're invisible, and says to me, 'Hey, Ellen.'

'Hi, Leo,' I say.

'Have a seat,' he says, as I think deja vu. Although upon further thought, the exchange actually is the same as yesterday's-which means it's not deja vu. Enough mental rambling, I think as I take Leo's side of the booth. He moves over, but only barely, so that we are close enough to hold hands if we were so inclined.

'Ellen, this is Drake Watters. Drake, meet my good friend Ellen,' Leo says in what is another surreal moment. I simply can't believe that I'm being introduced to Drake-and that Leo is making the introduction.

I instinctively start to extend my hand, but then remember what Frank once told me about how germ phobic many A-listers are, so I give Drake a respectful nod instead.

'Hello, Drake,' I say, my heart racing.

'Very nice to meet you, Ellen,' he says in his lyrical South African accent. He looks every bit as cool as I thought he would, yet at the same time, there is something surprisingly unflashy, even understated, about him.

'Nice to meet you, too,' I say, stopping with that, as I recall another bit of advice from Frank: that a death knell for a photographer is to bore a celebrity subject with obsequious chatter. Not that anything springs to mind anyway, except for: I was, like, totally deflowered to that one song of yours. Although true, I know I would never in a million years utter such a ridiculous thing, yet I still feel mildly concerned that I might-the verbal equivalent of fearing that you will, for no reason at all, hurl yourself off a balcony at the mall.

At this point, one handler type rubs his palms together indicating that there will be no further small talk. 'You're Ellen Dempsey?' he says, also in a South African accent, but a clunkier one than Drake's.

'Yes,' I say, fleetingly wishing that I changed my professional name when Andy and I married.

'You have fifteen minutes to shoot,' another handler instructs me, somewhat condescendingly.

'No problem,' I say, then turn my gaze back to Drake. 'Shall we get started?'

'Sure,' he says, nodding just as a rock star should-all loosey-goosey, cool. 'Where do you want me?'

I point to a booth behind ours, switching into auto-pilot. There is no time left for jitters. 'Right over there,' I instruct him. 'Just slide in toward the window, please. And could you take your cup of tea with you? I'd like it in the foreground.'

'Great,' Drake says, winking. 'I wasn't done with it, anyway.'

As he slides out of the booth, I catch Leo giving me a look that can only be described as fond. I flash him a small, sincere-nearly fond-smile in return.

'Break a leg,' he whispers, looking up at me.

I pause, getting sucked into his eyes. Then, against my better judgment, I say, 'Wait for me?'

Leo smiles. 'Was planning on it. You can't shake me that easily.'

I smile again as it suddenly occurs to me that I will not be able to hide Leo's connection to the story forever. Andy and Margot will see his byline. Everyone will. Our names will be printed together, along with Drake's, all on the very same page. But as I pick up my camera, I tell myself that this day might just be worth a little bit of trouble.

The next fifteen minutes are a high-adrenaline blur of snapping ninety-four photos while giving Drake a steady stream of monotone instruction: Sit here, stand there, a little to the left, chin up a bit, small smile, no smile, half-smile, hand on your mug, hand on the table, hands on your lap, look out the window, look over my shoulder, look right at me. Then: Okay. That's it. Thank you, Drake.

And I'm done. Blissfully done. And the best, most euphoric part is that I know I have my one, great shot. I always know when I have my shot-and today I am even more certain than usual. Drake, with just the right amount of natural light behind him, creating almost a soft halo effect; red booth contrasting with black shirt and white mug; strong lines of the table, window, and Drake's own bone structure. Perfection.

'Thank you, Ellen Dempsey,' Drake says, smiling. 'That was painless.'

I smile-no, beam-back at him, memorizing the way he makes my most ordinary name sound like a line of a poem, one of his songs. I am on an absolute physical, emotional high.

Then, after Drake is whisked off by his people, and Justin has packed up our equipment, and Rosa has prominently displayed her signed headshot next to the cash register, and Suzanne has hunkered down at the counter to sample a chocolate malt, I am finally alone with Leo in the back of the diner, leaning against a wall, looking into his eyes, once again.