'Don't go wasting yourself on doctors. I can hire any doctor in the world I like, and fire him the moment I feel like it.'
'Very well, papa,' Nancy said again.
Baby's prominence in New York society was increased as the centre of its most fashionable funeral that fall. For the rest of October, the compass of Nancy's mind swung too violently to plot a steady course through life. The isolated monotony of Switzerland seemed a more natural existence than the gay gregariousness of New York because it had been endured for a purpose, like monasticism or a prison sentence. To have mixed as a social equal with the unmannered and pretentious Crippens now disgusted her. Mr Ruston and Mr Wince made her tremble at a brush with evil. But she knew that Eliot was right-'The upper classes have a far leaner time of it than a costermonger, who can revel in the unstinted enjoyment of his bodily functions.' Now Eliot must be as dead as Baby.
In the middle of November, Eliot wrote to her. Nancy was alarmed, because Mr Bryan saw every envelope entering the house and would report the unfamiliar handwriting to her father. The letter began, _Dear Nancy,_ and after a sympathetic half-page about Baby described cheerfully his free surgery in the greengrocer's shop.
_The municipal elections have just ended, _he informed her. _With only two of the nine women town councillors in England re-elected. You see how the suffragettes' campaign is self-defeating? Violence is a useless political weapon, unless cloaked in subtlety. They say we are in for a wet winter, the weather is filthy today, the Thames rising by the hour. I pray it will not drown the entire House of Lords before their opportunity to reject the People's budget. Then shall be my chance. Who knows, that you must put 'M.P.' after my name, should you choose to write?_
It ended, _Yours sincerely, Eliot._ Nancy thought it as unromantic as a prescription.
Nancy nearly wrote back. She sat over her thick, cream wavy-edged paper, fountain pen uncapped. It seemed dereliction of duty towards her father. Instead, she accepted the invitation to a dance with Clarrie Burgess.
Clarrie was three years older than her, heir to a railroad fortune. When Nancy had begun accepting the shower of invitations after Baby's funeral, Clarrie's eagerness in courting her, she suspected, indicated society's relish for a fresh face. Within a week, his presents had escalated from flowers and chocolates to a diamond bracelet. The same evening, John Grange called her to his study. He did not mention Eliot's letter, but with the air of offering sound advice to an investor declared that Clarrie Burgess would make her an excellent husband.
'He would not,' said Nancy.
'Why?'
'He has a scented moustache.' Her father was too puzzled to reply.
In the _New York Times_ two mornings later, Nancy found half-a-dozen columns about phthisis. It was as common as drunkenness or lice among the crammed tenement dwellers of the lower East Side. Her knowledge of pulmonary tuberculosis, its progress, its treatment, was singular among the untrained women of New York. The notion of turning this to some use was exciting. It would restore the purpose to her life which had died with Baby.
Everyone had heard of Lillian D Wald's Visiting Nurse Service. The charity attracted the generosity of Nancy's friends as more genteel than the Salvation Army. Nancy telephoned for an appointment at 265 Henry Street. She drove to the lower East Side in a hansom, remembering that in the same squalor her mother and her relatives had met hastened deaths. Was she lucky to have risen from such society? Or wicked to tolerate it at all? As political thought always turned her mind to Eliot, she left the question open.
The Henry Street Settlement was housed in a brownstone, with shutters and window-boxes, a tree outside protected by railings, half a dozen children playing on the front steps, staring and giggling as she banged the big brass knocker. She was taken to a small, square, linoleum-floored semi-basement with faded yellow wallpaper and pair of hanging gas-globes. A roll-topped desk was jammed against a stout cupboard, library shelves along one side were filled with neat piles of pink lint, rolled bandages, basins and heavy metal boxes. In the corner stood a small washstand with basin and pitcher, the middle had a board and a flat-iron. There was a flower vase standing empty, and a mirror in which she felt no one bothered to look. The decorations were photographs of nurses in groups, a sombre picture of President Lincoln and a framed red-and-white card ordaining DO IT WELL.
Two mature women sat on rush-seated chairs, both in blue-and-white check cotton dresses with flared skirts, a black tie and a broad white belt. The one with the centre parting and the bun was Lillian Wald. The other, with the upswept hair, her partner Mary Brewster, wife of a general.
Lillian Wald told her bluntly, 'You're not the first society lady who's come here, filled with good intentions. But unfortunately, even the best intentions aren't good enough. Once they find the nature of our work-and the nature of the folk we work among-they generally find their disgust hard to swallow. Maybe it would be better for both of us if you expressed your desire to help by writing a cheque?'
'However big a cheque, it wouldn't buy me an easy conscience. And I have come to you with the selfishness expected of my set. I want something useful in my life.'
The reply seemed to excite curiosity. 'But why occupy yourself with the sick? Here at the Nurses' Settlement the work's mostly hard, and always unpleasant till you're used to it. Some ladies never get used to it. You could go across to the Travellers' Aid Society on West 54th. You'd do as much good, saving vulnerable young working women arriving in New York from moral corruption.'
'But I'm interested in medical matters. Particularly phthisis. I've just lost a dear sister from the disease. I was so close to her in a Swiss sanitorium, I felt that I had nursed her myself.'
'Oh, I recollect the item in the newspapers,' said Mary Brewster.
Miss Wald became less forbidding. 'I'll accept you as a do-er rather than a do-gooder,' she decided after more questioning. 'I only take trained ladies, you know. It's public health nursing, for the ultimate good of the whole community of New York. I will not bestow nursing care as a charity upon our patients. That is a derogation of human dignity to the recipient, however inflating for the donor. I enrol a few nurses' aides, which you can try for six months. If you last, you can take regular instruction as a public health nurse. That'll be at Teachers College, in Columbia University. I'm starting a training programme there next year.'
Nancy was as delighted with her uniform as with her acceptance-the same check that Lillian Wald wore herself, with dainty buttoned shoes protected by black spats, a black straw skimmer hat, a wide apron for work, the promise in summer of a white muslin cravat. She carried a black leather bag with two handles, accompanying one of the nurses from tenement to tenement, generally over the rooftops. The poorer you were on the lower East Side, the higher up you lived.
Her job was mostly cleaning and cooking. The squalor, filth and decay neither shocked nor deterred her. Nor that one in ten of the adults she saw every day, perhaps one in six of the infants would before long end in an unembellished pine coffin in Potter's Field. The well-fed patients in the clean and comfortable Clinique Laлnnec were equally surely condemned to die, and Eliot had taught her that the only real tragedy in life was death.
The tubercular sufferers sought fresh air as shipwrecked sailors water. Some lived in tents on the roof, through burning summer and winter snow. Nancy consoled herself that many of the East Side immigrants-or their children- would pull themselves from the human mire. And that many others kept their families clean, fed and temperate in such discouraging surroundings. And that many more had left straw-floored European cellars and garrets no better, and the air tainted with political oppression.
Her father had at first objected with unexpected mildness. One evening in late November, he called her to his study. 'Mr Bryan saw this in the
He picked up a newspaper cutting. The column was headed, JOHN GRANGE'S DAUGHTER IN SLUMS. 'You spoke to this reporter, Nancy?'
'I asked Miss Wald's permission. I thought what he wrote would make you proud of me, papa.'
'I am not. Why should my only daughter spend her days in filth? You could be molested, attacked.'
Nancy sat in a straight-back chair opposite. She slowly smoothed her gray satin skirt. 'I should never be. In my uniform, I am like a queen in her robes. I am respected, welcomed and loved.' She reminded him, 'I asked and you gave your permission.'
'I did not give you permission to penetrate such places. I naturally imagined that you would be a nurse to people of social standing.'
'Women of my own age-those I work among-do things far more evil every day without troubling their fathers at all. Don't you see, papa? I'm your best publicity agent. You're far too hard-headed, not to recognize there are many who do not over-love you.'
