Tolliver wasn't in the mood to discuss the degeneration of American society as exemplified by the emergence of the serial killer as common occurrence. He just nodded.
'He's different,' I said. 'Seth Koenig.'
'Define.'
I shook my head. 'He's pretty intense, pretty deep. Not your regular law enforcement type.'
'You hot for him?'
I laughed. 'Nah. He's too old for me.'
'How old?'
'Probably in his early forties.'
'But in good shape, you said.'
There are times when I just don't appreciate Tolliver's teasing. 'I'm not talking about his body. I'm talking about his head.'
'Can you pin that down a little?'
'I think…' I hesitated for a long moment, uneasy about putting my idea into words. 'I think he's more than professionally interested. Maybe obsessed.'
'With you,' Tolliver said, very levelly.
'No, with Tabitha. Not her personally.' I struggled to express what I felt. 'He's obsessed with the puzzle of it. You know, how some people spend a large part of their lives rehashing the Lizzie Borden case? How futile that is, because all the people involved are dead and gone? But there are still books appearing all the time about it. I think that's how Seth Koenig is about Tabitha Morgenstern. Look at his work record. He hasn't done anything newsworthy since he worked her case. And here he is, Johnny-on-the-spot, when she's found. Not because of Tabitha as a person, or because of Joel and Diane, but because of the mystery of it. Like some of the law enforcement people in Colorado are about that little girl who was killed in her own home.'
'The little beauty queen. You think Seth is as fascinated with Tabitha as some people are with her?'
'Yes, I think that's possible. And I think it's dangerous,' I said.
I sat beside him on the end of his bed and found myself looking at the picture he'd stuck in the mirror frame, a picture he carried with him on the road. It was a snapshot of Cameron, Mark, Tolliver, and me. We're all smiling, but not genuinely. Mark's looking down a little, his stout build and round face distinguishing him from the rest of us. Cameron's to my left, in profile, looking away. Her light hair is pulled up in a ponytail. Tolliver and I are in the center, and his arm is around my shoulders. At first glance, you might assume that Tolliver and I were the brother and sister; we're both dark-headed and pale and slim. But if you spend any time with us, you notice that my face is longer and narrower than Tolliver's, which is practically square. And his eyes are a rich dark brown. Mine, though also dark and often mistaken for brown (since people see what they expect to see), are actually gray. Tolliver's mouth is thin and fine-lipped; mine is full. Tolliver had acne as a teen that went untreated, and he has scars on his cheeks as a result. My skin is smooth and fine. Tolliver has a lot of attraction for the opposite sex, and I don't seem to have much of that.
'You just scare them,' Tolliver said quietly.
'Was I talking out loud?'
'No, I could just follow what you were thinking,' he said. 'You're the only psychic in this family.' He put his arm around me and gave me a hug.
'You know I don't like to be called psychic,' I said, but I wasn't really angry.
'I know, but what else would you call it?'
We'd had this discussion before. 'I am a corpse-finder,' I said, with mock hauteur. 'I'm the Human Geiger- Counter.'
'You need a superhero outfit. You'd look good in gray and red,' Tolliver said. 'Tights and a cape, maybe some red gloves, high red boots?' I smiled at the picture. 'After this media hoopla is over, we can go to the apartment for about a week,' Tolliver said. 'We can catch up on our laundry and our sleep.'
The apartment in St. Louis wasn't great, but it beat living in a hotel, no matter how fancy. We could open our mail (what little we got), wash our clothes, cook a little.
The constant travel was getting increasingly old. We'd been at it for five years now, at first making almost nothing; in fact, we'd gone into debt. But the past three years, as the word spread, business had started becoming regular, and we'd even turned down a job or two. We'd paid back what we owed, and we'd saved a lot.
Someday, we wanted to buy a house, maybe in Texas, so we wouldn't be too far from our little sisters—though the chances were slim that we'd get to visit with them much, thanks to my aunt Iona and her husband. But we would be on hand when we were needed, and maybe seeing us from time to time would waken better memories for Mariella and Gracie.
When we had a house, we would buy a lawn mower, and I would mow every week. I would have a big planter, one of those that looked like a truncated barrel, and I'd fill it with flowers. Butterflies would perch on them, and bees would lumber in and out. I wanted one of those big Rubbermaid mailboxes, too. You could get them at Wal- Mart.
'Harper?'
'What?'
'You had that dazed look again. What's up?'
'Thinking about a house,' I admitted.
'Well, maybe next year,' Tolliver said.
