Hotter Blood: More Tales of Erotic Horror

His face was so finely sculpted, its complexion so perfect, that it did not look real; it more closely resembled a beautiful mask. His shoulder-length hair spilled over the pillow in wavy reddish-brown strands. Long lashes rested on his high cheekbones and full lips parted slightly with each exhalation. His broad shoulders spread above a smooth muscular chest which rose and fell rhythmically with his flat rippled belly.

Caryl touched his hair gently with two fingertips and her stomach fluttered with excitement.

I'm actually here! she thought. With him! With Hawk! My first time… and it's with the biggest rock star in the world.. .

He'd first appeared about twenty years ago as the lead guitarist and songwriter for a band called Birds of Prey. Back then, he was Darren Hawke. When the band broke up in 1980 — after only two top-forty hits — Hawke continued to perform on his own, mostly in nightclubs and small auditoriums, but only for a while. He disappeared for three years — the equivalent of a death certificate in the music business — and rumors blew around like the wind: Darren Hawke, the sexiest and most admired member of the Birds of Prey, had died; he was in hiding because he had AIDS; he was in a drug-induced downward spiral; he'd had a sex change operation and would soon reappear as a female rock musician.

But no one really knew what had happened to Darren Hawke during those three years of invisibility. Then, suddenly, as if he'd never been gone, he reappeared as, simply, Hawk. He had a band, but its members were incidental. Hawk was the only star of this show. There was an album from which four songs became number-one hits. A series of steamy videos on MTV just fed the flames of his popularity. The music was at once dark and uplifting, romantic and shamelessly sexual. Suddenly, Hawk was the favorite target of gossip columnists and tabloids. A week did not pass when he was not paired with a new woman: a movie star, a recording star, a model, writer or television actress. Sometimes the tabloids even paired him, both subtly and blatantly, with other men. But his career flourished and his popularity only grew. His reputation as a man who never spent more than one night with the same woman only helped his career.

And Caryl had followed it all. She'd savored every picture of Hawk in every paper and magazine that featured one. And then he'd come to San Francisco. In spite of the limitations of her budget and the complaints of her mother, she'd bought a ticket. She'd gotten a seat in the third row and was shocked when Hawk had pointed at her several times during the concert, smiling and winking. Afterward, as she was making her way out of the auditorium, she was approached by a man in a black leather jacket who gave her a backstage pass and told her that Hawk wanted to see her. At first she thought it was a joke. But when the pass got her past the guards and into his dressing room, she knew it was for real.

Caryl was led down a long poorly lighted corridor with doors on either side. Dressing rooms, she thought. Some of the doors were open and Caryl couldn't keep herself from peeking into a few as she passed. Three half-naked bodies writhed on the floor in one room; in another, a man with long platinum hair injected something into his bony arm as a girl's head bobbed up and down on his lap. Caryl didn't look into any more rooms, but she could hear sounds: muffled laughter… crying… sucking… 'Now lick my ass, bitch!' was snarled through clenched teeth. Caryl became frightened and, for a moment, considered running back the way she'd come.

'Right here,' the leather-jacketed man said, opening a door.

Hawk was shirtless, barefoot and sweaty as he sat on the edge of a narrow bed drinking from a flask. Smiling, he offered her a drink, but she declined. What was her name? Did she like the show? Did she come alone? Did she need a ride home? Or maybe she'd like to go out? Go to his hotel for a late dinner?

Dinner with Hawk, she thought, her jaw slack. 'Yuh-yeah. Sure. That would be nice.' Her mother would never have to know; Caryl could say she went out with friends. And that wouldn't exactly be a lie, would it?

'Lemme get dressed.' He put the flask aside and stood, removing his tight black pants in one graceful sweep of movement, and Caryl spun around with a gasp, her heart pounding like a jackhammer in her chest.

Hawk chuckled. 'What? You never seen a naked man before?'

She closed her eyes but the image would not go away: his perfect body, smooth skin, firm muscular thighs and… and that… smooth and cylindrical… not too big, not too small… at least, as far as she knew. And what did she know?

'A-a-as a muh-matter of fact,' she said, her mouth dry, 'no. I haven't.' She kept her back to him, head bowed, afraid to turn around, and stiffened when she heard him coming toward her.

Hawk stepped in front of her, completely naked and smiling, and said quietly, 'Really? Never?'

She just stared at his bare legs and feet, but when he hooked a finger under her chin and slowly raised her head, her eyes traveled the length of his body and her breath caught in her throat. She stopped at his eyes — sparkling and slightly narrowed — and there her gaze held.

'Really?' he asked again, stroking her cheek with a finger, and she nodded; her mouth was too dry to speak now. 'Well, you got one right here. Look all you want.' He held her hands lightly and, grinning, took one step back so she could look him over.

Her face burned, but, as if with their own will, her eyes moved down his body slowly, lingering on his muscular torso, passing over his hairless, unblemished skin to the patch of hair surrounding his penis. It moved. Twitched. Began to grow. Caryl thought her heart would jump out of her mouth.

His hands were on her shoulders and she found herself moving backward and sitting when her legs bumped the edge of the bed, where her purse dropped from trembling fingers. He knelt before her, closed his eyes and pressed her hands to his face, his hair, moved them down his neck, over his shoulders, down his chest, holding her fingertips to his nipples, and —

— Caryl felt weak, felt a warmth in her middle that she'd never felt before, growing warmer, hotter, and —

— Hawk moved his hands up her arms and began removing her clothes smoothly, gracefully, until she was in nothing but her underwear, and —

— she knew there was something she had to say, something she had to do, to make sure of, but she couldn't remember what, until —

— he pushed her down on the bed gently and laid down beside her, pressing his erection to her bare thigh, and then —

— she remembered. Caryl's mother, Margaret Dunphy, was a devout Christian and disapproved of premarital sex. But, unlike many others who shared her belief, she condemned no one who felt otherwise and always knew Caryl might choose to live her life differently than Margaret had. For that reason, she'd told her daughter to make sure she was prepared and never to engage in sex without protecting herself, not only to prevent pregnancy but also to prevent the transmission of diseases. 'The Bible doesn't condemn promiscuity just because God didn't want us to have fun,' she'd told Caryl once. 'It just took a few thousand years for the reasons to become painfully obvious.' It was not Margaret Dunphy's belief that AIDS was God's punishment to the sinful; it was, quite simply, she thought, the result of man's lack of common sense. 'Whether you're married or not,' she'd said, 'screwing around is just not common sense. Right?' So, because of her mother's concern, and with her approval, Caryl kept a few condoms in her purse at all times. And if this was it, if this was going to be her first time, she was going to use them.

'Wait,' she whispered hoarsely, the frantic pounding of her heart making her voice hitch rhythmically. 'Just a second.'

'What?' He raised his head, frowning.

As she reached for her purse, the only thing she managed to say was 'Pruh-protection.'

He chuckled and wrapped his fingers around her wrist, pulling it away from the purse. 'We don't need that.'

His words broke through her hypnotic stupor and she pushed herself into a sitting position. 'Oh, I think we do. I do, anyway.'

He leaned close and gave her a little kiss. 'Have you ever heard the phrase, 'It's like taking a shower with a raincoat on'? That's what it's like for a guy. And besides, you don't have anything to worry about.'

'Buh-but I know about your repu-reputation,' she breathed. 'I've heard the stories. All those women… some say men, too…'

He laughed loudly this time. 'And you believed them? They're just stories. Anybody in my position has to put up with that. I don't even pay attention to