in shame, curbing his own growing anger, but Lev can tell it's not anger aimed at him. He takes a deep breath and continues. 'The way the winds are blowing, you'll probably serve a few years of juvenile detention, then a few more years of house arrest.'
Lev knows he should be relieved by this, but the feeling is slow in coming.
He considers the idea of house arrest. 'Whose house?'' he asks.
He can tell Pastor Dan reads everything between the lines of that question.
'You have to understand, Lev, your parents are the kind of people who can't bend without breaking.'
'Whose house?'
Pastor Dan sighs. 'When your parents signed the unwind order, you became a ward of the state. After what happened at the harvest camp, the state offered to return custody to your parents, but they refused it. I'm sorry.'
Lev is not surprised. He's horrified, but not surprised. Thoughts of his parents bring up the old feelings that drove him crazy enough to become a clapper. But now he finds that sense of despair is no longer bottomless. 'So is my last name 'Ward' now?'
'Not necessarily. Your brother Marcus is petitioning for guardianship. If he gets it, you'll be in his care whenever they let you go. So you'll still be a Calder . . . that is, if you want to be.'
Lev nods his approval, thinking back to his tithing party and how Marcus was the only one to stand up for him. Lev hadn't understood it at the time.
'My parents disowned Marcus, too.' At least he knows he'll be in good company.
Pastor Dan straightens out his shirt and shivers a bit from the cold. He doesn't really look like himself today. This is the first time Lev has seen him without his pastor's clothes. 'Why are you dressed like that, anyway?'
He takes a moment before he answers. 'I resigned my position. I left the church.'
The thought of Pastor Dan being anything but Pastor Dan throws Lev for a loop. 'You . . . you lost your faith?'
'No,' he says, 'just my convictions. I still very much believe in God—just not a god who condones human tithing.'
Lev begins to feel himself choking up with an unexpected flood of feeling, all the emotions that had been building up throughout their talk—throughout the weeks—arriving all at once, like a sonic boom. 'I never knew that was a choice.'
All his life there was only one thing Lev was allowed to believe. It had surrounded him, cocooned him, constricted him with the same stifling softness as the layers of insulation around him now. For the first time in his life, Lev feels those bonds around his soul begin to loosen.
'You think maybe I can believe in that God, too?'
69. Unwinds
There's a sprawling ranch in west Texas.
The money to build it came from oil that had long since dried up, but the money remained and multiplied. Now there's a whole compound, an oasis as green as a golf course in the middle of the flat, wild plains. This is where Harlan Dunfee grew to the age of sixteen, finding trouble along the way. He was arrested for disorderly behavior twice in Odessa, but his father, a big-shot admiral, got him off both times. The third time, his parents came up with a different solution.
Today is Harlan Dunfee's twenty-sixth birthday. He's having a party. Of sorts.
There are hundreds of guests at Harlan's party. One of them is a boy by the name of Zachary, though his friends know him as Emby. He's been living here at the ranch for some time now, waiting for this day. He has Harlan's right lung.
Today, he gives it back to Harlan.
At the same time, six hundred miles to the west a wide-bodied jet lands in an airplane graveyard. The jet is full of crates, and each crate contains four Unwinds. As the crates are opened, a teenage boy peers out of one, not sure what to expect. He's faced by a flashlight, and when the flashlight lowers he can see that it's not an adult who opened the crate but another kid. He wears khaki clothes and he smiles at them, showing braces on a set of teeth that don't seem to need them. 'Hi, my name's Hayden, and I'll be your rescuer today,' he announces, 'Is everyone safe and sound in there?'
'We're fine,' says the young Unwind. 'Where are we?'
'Purgatory,' says Hayden. 'Also known as Arizona.'
The young Unwind steps out of the crate, terrified of what might be in store for him. He stands in the processional of kids being herded along, and, against Hayden's warning, bangs his head on the door of the cargo hold as he steps out. The harsh light of day and the blistering heat assault him as he walks down a ramp to the ground. He can tell this isn't an airport, and yet there are planes everywhere.
In the distance a golf cart rolls toward them, kicking up a plume of red dust. The crowd falls silent as it approaches. As it comes to a stop, the driver steps out. He's a man with serious scars over half of his face. The man speaks quietly for a moment with Hayden, then addresses the crowd.
It's then that the young Unwind realizes this is not a man but just another kid, one not much older than himself. Perhaps it's the scars on his face that make him look older— or maybe it's just the way he carries himself.
'Let me be the first to welcome you all to the Graveyard,' he says.
'Officially, my name is E. Robert Mullard. . . .' He smiles. 'But everyone calls me Connor.'
The Admiral never returned to the Graveyard. His health would not allow it. Instead, he's at his family's Texas ranch, in the care of a wife who left him years before. Although he's weak and can't get around well anymore, he hasn't changed much. 'The doctors say only 25 percent of my heart is still alive,' he tells anyone who asks. 'It'll do.'
What has kept him alive more than anything else is the prospect of Harlan's big party. You could say that those terrifying stories about 'Humphrey Dunfee' are true. At last, all his parts have been found, all the recipients have been gathered. But there will be no surgeries here—in spite of the rumors, rebuilding Harlan piece by piece was never the plan. But the Dunfees
He's here even now, as the Admiral and his wife step into their garden. He's in the voices of their many party guests, talking and laughing. There are men and women of all ages. Each wears a name tag, but there are no names on those tags. Today, names are unimportant.
RIGHT HAND reads the sticker on one young man's lapel. He couldn't be any older than twenty-five.
'Let me see,' says the Admiral.
The man holds out his hand. The Admiral looks it over until he finds a scar between the thumb and forefinger. 'I took Harlan fishing when he was nine. He got that scar trying to gut a trout.'
And then there's a voice from behind him—another man, a little bit older than the first.
'I remember!' he says. The Admiral smiles. Perhaps the memories are spread out, but they're here—every one of them.
He catches that boy who insists on calling himself Emby milling around at the edge of the garden by himself, wheezing less now that he's finally been put on the proper asthma medication. 'What are you doing over here?' the Admiral asks. 'You should be over with the others.'
'I don't know anybody.'
'Yes, you do,' says the Admiral. 'You just don't realize it yet.' And he leads Emby toward the crowd.
Meanwhile, in the airplane graveyard, Connor speaks to the new arrivals as they stand outside the jet that brought them here. Connor is amazed that they listen to him. He's amazed that he actually commands their
