like him had been given a position of such responsibility. Apprentices should not be allowed to sketch on originals, she thought. That should be reserved for experienced artists. Maybe all was not lost though. Perhaps Gerardo's clumsiness, the huge stain he had tipped over her, could be cleaned up thanks to Uhl's exquisite artwork. It could be that Uhl would find some way of increasing the pressure and making it part of the painting process again.
She was sure she would be frightened again. As she fell asleep, this was her last wish.
When she woke up, everything was still incredibly dark. She had no way of knowing what time it was, even whether it was still night-time or not, because before she had gone to sleep she had closed the house shutters. She guessed it must still be night, because she could not hear any birdsong. She drew her hand across her face, then turned over, confident she could get back to sleep. She was about to do so when she noticed it. She sat bolt upright on the mattress, terrified.
The distinct sound of floorboards creaking. In the living room. It had possibly been something similar that had awakened her. Footsteps.
She was all ears, listening. All her tiredness and aching muscles disappeared as if by magic. She could hardly breathe. She quickly tried a relaxation exercise, but it did not work.
There was someone in the living room, by God.
She swung her feet on to the floor. Her brain was a whirling maelstrom of thoughts.
'Hello?' she called out in a quaking, horrified voice.
She waited without moving for several minutes, ready to confront the dreadful possibility that the intruder might burst in at any moment and fling himself on her. The silence all around her made her think she might have been mistaken. But her imagination – that strange diamond, that polygon with a thousand faces – sent fleeting sensations of terror to her mind, tiny inventions like slivers of pure ice. It's the man facing the other way: he's stepped out of the photo and now he's coming for you. But he's walking backwards. You'll see him walk into the room backwards, heading straight for you, guided by your smell. It's your father, in his huge square glasses, coming to tell you that…' She made a great effort to dismiss these recurring nightmares from her mind.
'Is there anybody there?' she heard herself say again.
She waited another prudent moment, her eyes fixed on the closed bedroom door. She remembered that all the light switches were in the hall. She had no way of lighting her room without leaving it and walking in the dark to the front wall. She did not have the courage to do it. Maybe it's a guard, she thought. But what was a security guard doing entering the farm at night and creeping about the living room?
The silence continued. Her heartbeats too. The silence and the heartbeats stubbornly measured their own rhythms. She decided she must have been wrong. There are many reasons wooden floorboards creak. In Alberca she had become accustomed to chance and its shocks: a sudden breeze bringing dead curtains back to life, the creaking sound of a rocking chair, a mirror suddenly disguised in darkness. All of this must be a false alarm raised by her weary brain. She could get up calmly, walk past the living room and switch the house lights on, just as she had done the night before. She took a deep breath and put her hands on the mattress.
At that moment the door opened and her attacker swept into the room like a hurricane.
7
The New Atelier building in Amsterdam housed the headquarters of Art, Conservation and Security for Bruno van Tysch's Foundation in Europe. It was a rather outrageous building, combining Dutch cheerfulness and Calvinist sobriety, with white-framed windows and seventeenth-century-style gables. To give it a cosmopolitan feel, the architect P. Viengsen had added twin columns a la Brunelleschi to the facade. It was on Willemsparksweg Avenue, near the Vondelpark in the Museum District, where all the artistic jewels of the city are to be found: the Rijkmuseum, the Van Gogh Museum, and the Stedelijk. The Atelier was eight storeys high, with three different blocks. Not unusual in Amsterdam, the entrance hall and first floor were below sea level. In his fifth-floor office, Bosch was probably safe from any threat of flood, although he didn't seem particularly aware of his good fortune.
His office – which included a V-shaped mahogany desk with four old-fashioned telephones on one end and three framed photographs on the other – looked out on to the Vondelpark. The photos were placed so that no one sitting opposite Bosch could see them.
The one closest to the wall was a portrait of his father Vincent Bosch. Vincent was a lawyer for a Dutch tobacco firm. The man in the portrait wore a moustache, had a penetrating gaze, and a huge head, which Lothar had inherited. He looked like a methodical, scrupulous character. The guiding maxim he tried to pass on to his children – achieve the best possible results with the means available – appeared to be chiselled into each and every one of his features. He would have been pleased with the results.
The photo in the middle was of Henrickje. She was pretty, with short blonde hair, a broad smile, and a certain horsiness about her jaw owing to over-prominent teeth. Bosch could vouch for the fact that her body was perfectly well proportioned: Hendrickje liked to show it off in attractive stripey dresses. She was twenty-nine, five years younger than Inspector Bosch, and was rich. They met at a party where an astrologer got them together because of their zodiac signs. Bosch was not attracted to her at first; they ended up getting married. The marriage worked perfectly. Hendrickje – tall, slender, wonderful, attractive, sterile (a problem diagnosed ten months after the wedding), ladylike and positive ('You have to think positively, Lothar', she used to tell him) enjoyed the privilege of having several lovers. Bosch, stubborn, serious, solitary, silent and conservative, only had Hendrickje, but felt that the mere fact of loving her did not mean he could hold her against her will, like the criminals he so detested. Respecting other people's wishes was part of the ideas of freedom that the young inspector had lived by during his troubled adolescence, when he was an okupa in a building on the Spui. It was almost perverse that the same Lothar Bosch who threw stones at the anti-riot squads from the Golfillo statue should a few years later join the city police. On the rare occasions when he still asks himself why he took that decision, he believes he can find the answer in the portrait of his father (back to him), and his sceptical Calvinist gaze. His father wanted him to study
Law, he wanted to be useful to society, his father wanted him to earn money, he did not want to work with his father. So why not become a policeman? A logical decision. One way 'to achieve the best possible results with the means available'.
To some extent, Hendrickje liked him being a policeman. This gave a certain security, or 'stability', to the image of their marriage. Their fights were as rare as were their moments of love, so that in this way, at least, their relationship was balanced. Then one foggy morning in November 1992, it had all come to a sudden end: Hendrickje Michelsen was returning by car from Utrecht when a lorry trailer guillotined her. The impact not only spilled her brains instantaneously, but took with them her head (her beautiful blonde-haired horsey head, the one we can see in the photo), and also her slender neck and part of her upper body. She had gone to Utrecht to visit a lover. Bosch heard the news while he was questioning a man suspected of several murders. He went numb, but chose to go on with the interrogation. Eventually the suspect proved to be terribly innocent. Then one evening in March, four months after the tragedy, a supernatural event took place in the house of the lonely, widowed inspector. The doorbell went, and when he opened it Bosch found himself face-to-face with a girl with straw-blonde hair who said her name was Emma Thorderberg. She was wearing a leather jacket and jeans, with a bag slung over her shoulder. She explained why she had come, and an astonished Bosch let her in. The girl went into the bathroom and an hour later it was Henrickje who came out, wearing her striped dress. She took several long, elegant strides with the bare, shiny legs of someone risen from the dead, and then took up a position in the dining room without so much as a glance at the open-mouthed Lothar. The painting was by Jan Carlsen. Like all artists, Carlsen had reserved the right to change the original: he had shortened the skirt and lowered the neckline to make her more seductive. Apart from that, the cerublastyne had created an exact equivalent: it was as if Hendrickje were alive.
Afterwards he found out who had sent him this surprise gift. 'It was Hannah's idea,' his brother Roland explained on the telephone. 'We weren't sure how you would take it, Lothar. If you don't like it, send it back. Carlsen assured us we could sell it on.'
At first Bosch was tempted to get rid of the work of art. He felt so disturbed he could not eat in the same room but had to move elsewhere to avoid looking at it. He had no idea whether this feeling was due to the fact that Hendrickje was dead, or that he did not want to have to remember her, or for God knows what other obscure reason. Like the good policeman he was, he began by discounting the least likely reasons. If he kept photos and
