she seemed half dazed, and supported her as she tottered to her alcove, where she half fell into a low chair. I brought her a glass of wine which she drank gratefully, and which somewhat revived her. Then I saw that she had everything she could want-water, soap, syringe, towels, etc. She asked me to leave her, adding she was now all right. Before doing so, I stooped down to receive the first kiss she would give as a woman, having had her last as a girl. Alice threw her arms round my neck, drew my face to hers, then kissed me passionately over again, quite unable to speak because of her emotion! I returned her kisses with interest, wondering whether she was wishing to make me comprehend that she pardoned me for violating her!
Presently Alice whispered: ‘May I dress now?’ I had intended to have fucked her again, but I saw how overwrought she was; beside that, the afternoon was late and there was just comfortable time left for her to catch her train home. So I replied, ‘Yes, dear, if you like; shall I bring your clothes here?’ She nodded gratefully. I carefully collected her garments and took them to her, then left her to herself to dress; pouring out a bumper of champagne, I celebrated silently but exultingly the successful completion of my vengeance and my victory over Alice’s virginity, then retired to my alcove and resumed my garments.
In about a quarter of an hour Alice appeared, fully dressed, hatted and gloved. I threw open the doors and she passed out without a word but cast a long comprehensive glance round the room in which she had passed so memorable an afternoon. I called a hansom, placed her in it and took her to her station in plenty of time for her train; she was very silent during the drive but made no opposition when I took her hand in mine and gently stroked it. As the train started, I raised my hat with the customary salute, to which she responded in quite her usual pleasant way; no one who witnessed our parting would have dreamt that the pretty ladylike girl had just been forcibly ravished by the quiet gentlemanly man, after having first been stripped naked and subjected to shocking indignities! And as I drove home, I wondered what the outcome of that afternoon’s work would be.
Part Two: The Comedy
One
I will now ask my readers to consider that four months have elapsed since the events recorded in the preceding pages occurred. During this period, Alice and I frequently met at the houses of mutual friends who were under the impression that by thus bringing us together, they were assisting in making a match between us. Our rupture was known only to our two selves, and Alice had quickly recognised that complete silence as to what had happened to her in my Snuggery was her safest policy, for otherwise she would simply make public her changed condition and ruin herself socially. And really there was some excuse for the incorrect impression under which our friends were labouring, for our mutual embarrassment when we first met after her violation, and her inability altogether to subdue on subsequent occasions a certain agitation and heightened colour when I appeared on the scene, were held to be symptoms of the ‘tender passion’ that was supposed to be consuming us both.
But Alice’s manner to me insensibly became kinder and kinder as time went on. Unknown to herself there was in her composition a strain of strong sensuality, which had lain dormant under the quiet peacefully virtuous life of an English miss that she had hitherto led, and it only wanted some fierce sexual stimulant to fan into flame the smouldering fires of her lust. This now had been supplied.
She afterwards confessed to me that, when sense of humiliation and the bitter regrets for her ravished virginity had died down, she found herself recalling certain moments in which she had tasted the most exquisite pleasure, in spite of the dreadful indignities to which her stark-naked self was being submitted, and then unconsciously began to long to experience them again, till a positive though unacknowledged craving sprang up which she was quite unable to stifle but did not know how to satisfy.
When such promising conditions prevail, kind mother Nature and sweet lady Venus generally come into operation. Soon Alice began to feel towards me the tender regard that every woman seems to cherish towards the fortunate individual who has taken her maidenhead! As I have just stated, she became kinder and kinder till it was evident to me that she had pardoned my brutality; instead of almost shrinking from me, she undoubtedly seemed to welcome me and was never averse to finding herself alone with me in quiet corners and nooks for two.
On my side, I was beginning to experience a fierce desire once more to hold her naked in my arms and revel in the delights of her delicious person, to taste her lips as we mutually spent in each other’s clasped embrace, in other words, to fuck her! Kind Mother Nature had taken us both into her charge; now sweet Lady Venus came on the scene.
One evening, Alice and I met at the house of a lady hostess, who placed us together at the dinner table; and I naturally devoted myself to Alice afterwards in the drawing-room. When the guests began to depart, our hostess asked me if I would mind seeing Alice home in my taxi-cab, which of course I was delighted to do. Strangely enough the possibilities of a tкte-а-tкte did not occur to me, and it was only when Alice returned to the hall cloaked and veiled and our hostess had told her that I had very kindly offered to take her home in my taxi that the opportunity of testing her real feelings was suggested to me by the vivid blush which, for a moment, suffused her face and elicited a sympathetic but significant smile from our hostess, who evidently thought she had done us both a good turn. And so she had, but not in the direction she fondly thought!
The taxi had hardly begun to move when we both simultaneously seemed to remember that we were alone together for the first time since the afternoon on which Alice had been first tortured scientifically and then ravished! Overcome by some sudden inspiration, our eyes sought each other. In the dim light, I saw Alice’s face working under the rush of her emotion, but she was looking at me with eyes full of love and not of anger; she began to cuddle up against me perhaps unconsciously, at the same time turning her face up as if seeking a kiss. I could not resist the mute invitation. Quickly I slipped my left arm round her, drew her to me (she yielding to me without a struggle), pressed my lips on hers and fondly rained kisses on her mouth. ‘Jack!’ she murmured lovingly. I felt her thrill under my kisses, then catch her breath and quiver again! I recognised the symptoms. Promptly I slipped my right hand under her clothes, and before she could offer any resistance (even had she desired to do so, which she evidently did not), my hand had reached the sweet junction of her belly and thighs, and my fingers began to attack the folds of her chemise through the opening of her drawers in their feverish impatience to get at her cunt! ‘Jack! oh Jack!’ Alice again murmured as she pressed herself against me as closely as she could, while at the same time she began to open her thighs slightly, as if to facilitate the operations of my ardent fingers which, just at that moment, succeeded in displacing the last obstacle and were now resting on her cunt itself!
Alice quivered deliciously at the touch of my hand on her bare flesh as I gently and tenderly stroked her cunt, playing lovingly on its moist palpitating lips and twining her hairs round my fingers; but as soon as she felt me tickle her clitoris (time was short and we were fast reaching her rooms, besides which it would have been cruel to have aroused her sexual passions without satisfying them) she threw all restraint to the winds and madly agitated her cunt against my hand, wriggling divinely as I set to work to frig her. Soon came the first blissful ecstasy; a delicious spasm thrilled through her as she spent deliriously on my fingers-then another-and another-and yet another-till, unable to spend any more, she gasped brokenly: ‘Stop, Jack!… I can’t… go on!’ only half conscious and utterly absorbed in the overpoweringly exquisite sensations of the moment and the delicious satisfying of the longings and cravings which had been tormenting her. It was full time that we stopped, for the taxi was now turning into the street in which she lived. Quickly but reluctantly I withdrew my hand from Alice’s cunt, now moist with her repeated spendings, and I just managed to get her clothes into some sort of order when the cab stopped at her door. I sprang out first and assisted Alice to alight, which she did almost totteringly as she had not yet recovered from her trance of sexual pleasure.
‘I’ll see you right into your rooms, so that I may be able truly to report that I have faithfully executed the orders,’ I said laughingly, more for the benefit of my chauffeur than of Alice.
‘Thanks very much!’ she replied quietly, and having collected her wraps, I followed her into the house and up the staircase to her apartments on the first floor, carefully closing the door after me.
Alice threw herself into my arms in an ecstasy of delight. I rather think: that she expected me to take the opportunity to fuck her-and gladly would I have done so, as I was in a terrible state of lust; but I always hated ‘snatch-fucking’ and if I stayed with her long enough for her to undress and be properly fucked, it might arouse suspicions that would damage her reputation.
So after a passionate embrace, I whispered:
‘I must not stop here, darling: when will you come to lunch?’
