and didn’t like the delay. But the only person to my knowledge with whom Lucius never managed to pull rank was the emperor himself. Everyone else just fitted around him.
In between short waking spells, I dreamt fitfully through the night. I dreamt that Maximin was looking down at me from heaven. He sat beside a severe, iconic Christ; on his face the same troubled look I’d seen him wearing the last time I’d seen him alive. He spoke to me, but I was again unable to hear what he said.
I dreamt, or think I did, that a wolf came close by the carriage. Lucius and the guards chased it away with their drawn swords.
Then I was back in Rome, though not this time by the broken sewer. I was now with the dispensator. He sat in his office, looking at me with his usual slight distaste. He spoke to me, but no sound came from his lips. He spoke to me again. Still I couldn’t hear or understand. Now impatient, he took me to the door of his office. The entrance hall and labyrinth of tunnels at the front of the Lateran had been abolished. The door of his office opened straight onto the square outside.
Again, I saw that slow, silent triumphal procession. The emperor was shrouded in purple. His carriage stopped close by me. He pointed and pointed at me, until I realised he wanted me to join the procession in my allotted place at the back with the other barbarian prisoners. The flutists and drummers never once stopped their silent, convoluted playing.
I woke bathed in sweat, with the first light of dawn stealing over the rocky landscape from our right. My arm still hurt, but I felt that I was recovering from the fever.
By now, Lucius was increasingly sure we were safe. Closer to Ravenna than to Rome, we were deep into the exarch’s zone of rule. We were passing rapidly down towards sea level, and the air was became appreciably warmer and more oppressive.
We thanked the Greek, and I got unsteadily but with returning strength into my saddle. My last sight of them was far back along the road, where they’d stopped for breakfast.
At Fano, on the Adriatic coast, we turned northwest, following the coastal road towards Rimini.
That evening, there was no return of the fever, and we were able to take turns again at sleeping and watching. But we did this, Lucius said, from simple caution. Even if the dispensator had worked some other miracle, he could have us murdered, or perhaps kidnapped. He was no longer able to have us arrested.
We spoke awhile about nothing in particular. But Lucius was concerned that I should sleep as much as possible.
We passed the sixth day of our journey on the long road between Pesaro and Rimini. On our left, approached by long spurs from the main road, stood walled towns. I could hear the church bells ringing for the Sunday service. Needless to say, we didn’t stop to go in and pray anywhere.
On our right was the Adriatic. Looking out over the flat, gentle expanse of water, I could see the stream of warships and trading ships that connected this outpost of the Empire with the gorgeous East. I could hear the dull, rhythmical thump of the drums that kept the naval oarsman in time together. The trading ships were decked with sails of frequently gorgeous colour.
The East itself was preparing for some struggle of life or death from which it might not emerge. Here, on the edge of the directly ruled Empire, trade and the process of such government as was possible continued as normal. This, I reflected, was how our myrrh must have arrived.
The road was filled with merchants and wheeled traffic and the litters of the wealthy. The occasional band of soldiers passed by us. They gave me an interested look, but returned the greetings Lucius called to them.
That evening, we stopped at another of those inns. Lucius spent a long time after dinner questioning the keeper and the other guests about the news from Ravenna and the East. The wars were going uniformly ill for Phocas. There were rumours of a joint attack by the Persians and barbarians on Constantinople itself. The city couldn’t be taken with those huge double walls that surrounded it and its unbroken command of the seas. But how long could the Empire last with just the capital intact? The provinces, I was told, were either occupied by various enemies or falling away of their own accord.
The main topic of discussion was how long it would be before our exarch in Ravenna declared for one of the African exarch’s sons or some other candidate. There was no fresh news from Carthage or Constantinople. We had a drink with some merchants from Antioch. They told us the city was dissolving into endemic violence between the Greek and Jewish communities. Meanwhile, the Syriac majority was growing more open in its heresy and preparing to receive the Persian king, whenever he should make his expected full descent on Syria.
This was news, I thought with a sudden rush of greed, that would convert easily to gold on the Roman markets.
We had no fresh news from Rome – not that anyone now could possibly have overtaken us. No one had even yet heard that the pope was back from Naples. Circuitously but at length, Lucius questioned everyone about any groups of armed men who weren’t obviously connected with the exarch. There had been no one.
For the first time since leaving Rome, we bathed and passed the night in a bed. I cuddled up close to Lucius in the warm night air, feeling a vague obligation to have sex with him. But he was asleep even before I drifted off. I’d slept badly on the road, he hardly at all with the work of looking after me. I dreamt in disjointed flashes of Rome and the many comforts of Marcella’s house. There was nothing frightening in my dreams.
In the morning, we exercised away some of the stiffness of the long ride behind us, and bathed again after a leisurely breakfast. I managed a small quantity of bread soaked in olive oil. Lucius allowed me no wine.
We set out on fresh horses. I could feel the definite return of health and strength, and I delighted in the warm sea breeze and my clean clothing.
We skirted Rimini. I could see from a distant inspection that this was still a substantial town within its walls. But Lucius insisted we shouldn’t spend any time there. Except for our inexplicable brush on the third afternoon of our journey, we’d passed unchallenged.
‘Best not push our luck,’ he said, after pointing out the main sights that could be seen above the distant walls. ‘You can tour to your heart’s content once our business with the exarch is out of the way.’
In the early afternoon, we entered a small town. This had shrivelled to a core within its walls. Most of the buildings outside this core had collapsed, and some of the materials had been used again for the construction of churches or heavier fortifications. But it had a bustling market and a wine shop where we could sit down and eat our first proper meal in days. Lucius fed me some thin gruel sweetened with honey to cover the bitterness of the drugs he’d added. I managed to swallow most of this. He kept the wine heavily watered.
‘Can’t have you drunk as well as half dead,’ he joked.
We went for a walk round the centre of the town. I demanded this much, and I leaned heavily on him as we inspected the surviving buildings. There was a fine basilica there, now used as a monastery. An inscription above the portico recorded that the building had been provided by the munificence of a certain Gordianus in the reign of Claudius the Goth Killer. It was an interesting example from a time when architectural styles were on the turn from the elegant but ancient to the more functional modern.
There was a public library. But Lucius flatly refused to let me enter. He’d never seen me at work in Rome. But he probably guessed how time could stand still for me whenever I found myself in a room with books.
There was also a tiny church built by the mother of Constantine shortly after his conversion. This had been changed and extended over the years, and now had a bell tower that stood incongruously beside it.
‘Are you up to climbing this?’ Lucius asked. ‘I can show you something that will raise your spirits.’
I nodded. He helped me up the narrow steps to the top. I clutched with my good arm at the wooden rail, wondering at how little strength I could put into the grip. Even so, I could feel the gradual return of strength. Young bodies have the most wondrous resilience. The fever had not been great, and now it was passing.
At the top, Lucius leant over the northern parapet. ‘Do you see that blur in the distance?’ he asked.
I looked. Before me lay an immense flat waste, an embanked road leading through it until lost in the heat haze. Far beyond, almost on the horizon, I saw what Lucius was pointing at. It was a blur at first. But I focused and concentrated. Through the low, shimmering air, I could see a high and wide expanse of domes and towers.
There were miles and miles yet to go. But I’d had my first sight of Ravenna – that great, untakeable fastness perched between a marsh and the sea. From here, the last Western emperors had ruled Italy as best they could, safe from the general havoc that lapped or overpoured the walls of every other city. From here, the exarch now ruled, in continual touch by sea with Constantinople and the world that stretched far beyond the narrow confines of
