“Cole?”
She nods.
I chew on my bottom lip. “We weren’t very good together. I mean I wanted it to work, but it just didn’t. At all.”
She regards me with a raised brow for several long moments. I think she’s going to call me on it. She tips her head to the side and opens her mouth to say something. Then she shrugs. “You do know Erik is the hottest guy at CCH in, well, ever, right? And he is totally into you.”
I blush and scrunch my shoulders. “Seriously? Because I feel like I’m all over the place, a total nervous mess.”
Sienna laughs. “Completely justified. That guy could melt an iceberg, he’s so hot. Which is why you should trust me when I say you should definitely wear that skirt.”
I chew on my lip and look in the mirror again, stare at the nervous expression in my eyes, and then take a sweeping gaze over the skin-baring outfit. “Fine, you convinced me.”
“Good, because the guys are here.”
My heart skips a beat. “What? When?”
“While you were in the bathroom putting that on. Let’s go.”
“But I’m not ready!”
“Yes you are. Trust me. Once he sees your legs, he won’t be looking at anything else.”
I laugh and let her pull me out the door, the buckles on the chunky brown boots she loaned me jangling as she drags me through the house.
Tonight is going to be fun. Really, truly fun. There’s a fall harvest festival in town, right off Port Street. I haven’t been to it in years, because it’s close to the piers and the water. From the top of the Ferris wheel, it has a sweeping view of the ocean. And by the time it gets going in earnest, I’m usually up in the mountains, ensconced in my lake.
Erik and Patrick lounge on the chocolate-leather couch in the living room. Erik has one foot propped up on the opposite knee. He’s got on crisp, deep indigo blue jeans and a navy V-necked sweater. A white T-shirt peeks out from underneath. His hair must have a light layer of gel, because it’s out of his face for once, and it makes his blue eyes seem even brighter.
He stands and his eyes sweep over me for a second, a smile playing at the edges of his lips. “Wow. You look . . .”
I grin and hug him, take in the natural salty scent that clings to his skin. “You look pretty good yourself.”
We follow Sienna and Patrick outside to where Patrick’s old Bronco sits, its flawless coat of red paint gleaming. Patrick could afford a newer car, but I guess he’s like Steven, into the classics. Erik opens the back door for me. I climb in and slide over to give him room. He slams the door shut, and we buckle up as Patrick throws it in reverse. In moments, we’re rolling down the surface streets toward the main drag in town. The Festival always straddles the two parking lots between the grocery store and the post office, at the end of Port Street, not far from the tourist shops.
Patrick parks on a side street behind the little cinder-block post office. He seems to have found the only empty spot within several blocks. Erik squeezes my hand and then climbs out, pulling me with him.
Music floods my ears. Country or something with a fiddle. Not normally my taste, but I can’t help but smile as the twangy voice of a girl blares from the speakers. I want to dance. I want to dance until the festival is over and I’m the last one standing there on the floor.
We follow Patrick and Sienna toward the festival. Flags and streamers are strung back and forth across the space, flapping in the sea breeze. Orange, yellow, and white Christmas lights are wrapped around every light pole.
Sienna, in her high heels, trips on a crack in the sidewalk and knocks into Patrick. He makes a big show of saving her. She giggles as he swoops in and picks her up, carrying her as if she broke an ankle. They pass a large garbage can, and he pretends like he’s going to throw her in. She shrieks, playfully hitting him in the shoulder, until Patrick sets her back down.
The relationship glow reflects off the two of them and onto me and Erik. I grin at him, loving every moment of this. He smiles back at me, genuine happiness in his eyes as he leans down and brushes his lips against mine. I have to fight the urge to close my eyes. It’s still a little strange to me that I can be myself around him—that he knows what I am and doesn’t care. He’s as much of a drug to me as the water is.
We pass through the festival’s main entry and are assaulted by the smells: fried onions, cotton candy, freshly squeezed lemonade, grilled corn on the cob. Tufts of smoke fill the air from the barbecues, and occasional shrill ringing bursts from the games. A small roller coaster clackety-clacks up the incline. The band grows louder.
“What do you want to do first?” Sienna asks, spinning around and walking backward. Patrick holds on to her elbows to keep her from falling over on the uneven ground.
“Ferris wheel,” I say.
“Done.” She spins around again and skips off toward the Ferris wheel perched at the edge of the lot, the corner closest to the marina and the piers.
It’s a warm night for Autumn, with a sky so cloudless I could spend all night counting the stars. A gentle briny breeze floats across the place, mingling with the scent of fried fair food and caramel apples.
The Ferris wheel is small, the sort that two people sit side by side in. Sienna and Patrick climb into the first car, with Erik and me behind them in the next one. The car rises slowly, pausing momentarily a few times to let other riders on.
The car above us starts to swing back and forth, and then Patrick’s voice calls out, “If the ride is a rockin’, don’t come a knockin’!”
I roll my eyes as I hear Sienna chide him, but the car swings for a while longer before finally stilling. We rise higher, until we’ve surpassed the roller coaster and the stage. The landscape opens up around us. Erik slides an arm behind me and pulls me up against him. I lean into his chest and watch as we rise high enough to see the ocean spread out below us. It sparkles under the twinkling stars, eventually disappearing into the mist.
Our car stops at the tip-top, so that Sienna and Patrick aren’t in view anymore, and it’s just Erik and me, like we’re the only souls on earth. The faint sounds of the band still trickle up to us, but it’s a ballad now, a sweet violin solo as our only company in the darkness.
My hunger for the ocean grows, as I stare down at it.
“You want to swim, huh?”
I nod.
“If it gets unbearable, tell me. We’ll go.”
I nod, grateful he understands, and turn to look him in the eyes. I tip my head back, and Erik leans over me enough so that we can kiss again. This time his tongue traces my lips until I part them. And then we’re kissing like that, more heated, deeper than before. Unlike the kisses with Cole, this one doesn’t end too soon.
I’m so lost in the moment, I nearly jump out of my seat when someone clears their throat. I look up to see the attendant standing there, the next riders behind him.
Oh, right. We’re at the bottom.
I scramble out of the car, accepting Erik’s hand as he leads me around the attendant. But just as I pass him, I glance over and nearly trip over my own feet.
Cole is standing there with Nikki. Are they together now? Or are they here as friends? I blink rapidly and look past them. Kristi’s here, too, with a guy I’ve seen her talking to at school. Are they also on a double date?
Why do I feel like my insides are in a blender right now? It’s just Nikki. There’s no way he’d date her. There’s no way he’d get over me so quickly.
But I’m here with Erik. Cole thinks
I tear my eyes away from him, hoping somehow to get rid of the image of Nikki’s hand on Cole’s arm. Of course, they would be here. Everyone goes to the Harvest Festival.
Erik notices my expression but doesn’t call me on it. He attempts to distract me. “What now?” he asks. We walk past one of the games that rings out with a shrill bell, overstuffed cartoon characters dangling from the edges of the booth.
“We dance?”
