that?'
Caroline saw him down to the first floor, and dismissed the house's servant to help him on with his watchcoat herself, tugging his collar snug about him and smoothing the fabric to lie flat.
'I wish you could have stayed, Alan. I begrudge every minute you are away from… from our family, now we're reunited,' she said, with a hitch in her voice. 'I… we feel so much gratitude, and admiration for you, for so many things you've done for us.'
'I could not, not tonight, Caroline. I fear for him, too, and I couldn't have sat there with him.'
'I understand,' she replied softly. 'I shall do my weeping in private, too.'
She raised her arms and he took her in his arms, holding her snug and safe, stroking her back as she almost gave way to her emotions, whispering 'there, there' to comfort her if he was able and secretly enjoying the closeness, and the feel of her slimness against him. How tiny her waist was, how neat her breasts felt. How sweet and clean she smelt: her hair and her slight hint of Hungary Water scent.
Caroline peeked over her shoulder to see if any of the servants of the lodging house were about, then turned her face up to his and closed her eyes. With an offer like that, Alan could not turn it down.
He kissed her. As gently and as shyly as he had just that once years before. Her lips parted just a little and her clean breath mingled with his. Then her eyes flew open and her arms locked behind his neck, pulling him down to her and there was nothing shy about it.
'I must ask your forgiveness once more,' Alan muttered, shaken to his core by this entrancing creature all over again as she fell away slightly, dropped back from tiptoe and leaned back to regard him with such a smile of wonder and delight.
'Mine arse on a bandbox, Alan Lewrie,' she said, grinning, and then whispered with secret glee, 'Between us, I pray there shall never be anything to forgive.'
'My God!' he gasped.
'All the English ladies tell me it's most improper to be quite as forward as I am,' she added, laughing. 'I'm but a crude rustic from America, don't you know. Do sup with us tomorrow. And the day after. And the day after that. Spend your every waking moment with us. With me. I would enjoy it so awfully much, before we're parted again.'
'You'd be scandalized,' Alan gawped. 'Governour would run me through!'
'I trust to your gentlemanly nature, Alan. And to your sense of decency. What harm to my good name could you ever do me?'
God help the poor mort, Alan thought. If you only knew I
'Lord knows, I'd think of something. Sooner or later,' he admitted at last. He tried to pass it off as a jape.
'I would trust to the affection you already show for me,' she said with such a solemn little face it almost made his ears ring. 'As I trust how admirable I hold you in mine.'
One more quick kiss, and then he had to go, out into another freezing cold afternoon, but warmed right through by her regard and the feel of her lingering upon him.
'Damme, she's the sweetest, dearest young thing!' he said to himself as he trudged along the street, dodging darting youngsters, mongers and traders. 'Oh, if only… what? Christ on a cross, Lewrie, you're cunt-struck! Next thing you know, you'll be thinking of asking for her hand! And haven't I done enough to her family already?'
'Dear Alan,' Lady Delia cooed as he entered her morning room and took the preferred hand to kiss. She stroked his face with a hot-house rose she'd been toying with.
'Delighted to see you again, milady,' he told her soberly.
'Do be seated and break your fast with me, sir,' she said. She turned to her servants and told them they could depart on their errands. Once the door was shut, she was out of her chair in a twinkling, into his arms and raining kisses and endearments upon him. Devil a bite of roll or sip of tea he got until they had fallen into a swoon across her soft bed in the other room, strewn their clothing to the winds and slaked their lusts with the frenzy of rutting stoats.
Lewrie lay back on her soft pillows, panting and grinning, so pleased with the world in general, and his lot in it in particular. A young girl in love with him he'd half a mind- merely half a mind so far-to pursue with fantasies of wedded bliss, tender and succulent young Abigail to roger all over his suite whenever he wanted her, and Lady Delia Cantner to top the bargain off. For as long as his luck was in, he'd not shed a tear.
Of course, if he went down to Surrey and pursued Caroline, he would have to give up all this, he pondered as he got his breath back. Well, Abigail was merely a convenience, nothing more, and her delight was in her obvious hero-worship and her talented young body. She'd play the game with another lodger, get her couple of shillings for her troubles from another man. Lady Delia, though. That was fun, he had to admit. Part of it was the covert glee of covering old Lord Cantner's lawful blanket, sneaking and taking their pleasure as they just had, with the servants out of the way, and playing the 'Merry Andrew' the next moment, a devoted family protege when the stupid old colt's-tooth was around. Nothing lasting there, either, ecstatic as it was. He knew if he begged off, Lady Delia would have another admirer gnawing on her magnificent breasts as quick as she could change her dress. There were legions of them waiting in line for a chance at her. Affectionate as their relationship was, it was not love, not the sort of Jove that Caroline's eyes promised. And he was getting a little jaded with simple sex, Alan thought. Once his grandmother died, and he inherited, he'd have enough to care for the lovely Caroline in the manner she deserved.
'I have seen so little of you these past few days, my chuck,' Delia crooned, sliding a thigh over him. 'Those beastly friends of yours have kept you from me.'
'I believe you just made up for it, m'dear,' Alan chuckled.
'Not a jot of it,' she promised. 'And did you secure your friend a place at last?'
'That I did,' Alan replied, expressing his doubts he'd done Burgess any favors. Lady Delia had put out some feelers for him as well, though with his lordship out of the country, there was little direct she could do without his presence.
'So the task is ended.' She beamed. 'And you may begin to pay attention to me again. How delightful. It's rare enough to have Roger out of the house, much less over in Holland, so I may be with my darling lad. I thought I would die of happiness to know that we'd have so much time free of interferences. Then the weather, and those Chiswick people… Did you miss me, Alan? Tell me you did. Tell me how much you did,' she teased lazily.
Her long raven hair spilled over his chest and his face. Her large, firm breasts mashed down onto his chest as she rolled astride of him and held herself on knees and palms, breathing on his neck and into his ear, rocking back and forth, from side to side maddeningly.
'Better I show you instead,' Alan laughed deep in his throat, taking hold of her bouncers and squeezing them, kissing her neck in return, eliciting her deep groans of impending bliss.
'Ummm, yess,' she muttered, shaking with husky amusement as well. 'Devour me, Alan. Ooooh, yess! Ummmm!'
Tumescent as a belaying pin, he slid back into her for the second time in half an hour, and she leaned back and flung her arms to the ceiling to ride St. George on his member, grinding her hips down against his, clasping him with her thighs and moaning with heartfelt abandon as his hands kept possession of her heavy breasts, leaning forward into his grasp with her hands clawed into his shoulders and grinning and crying out, wincing with each thrust and movement. Panting and grunting as their pace quickened.
She looked magnificent, perspiration sheened on her body, her nipples hard and rasping on his hungry palms, her soft thighs clasping and slipping with sweat and her heels under his buttocks to drive him deeper. Her hair was matted and a stray lock clung to the corner of her crumpled mouth as it hung open. Hot, burning dark eyes glowed down at him, urging him on, begging him for more…
'Well, damme!' a petulant voice interposed.
'Sufferin' shit!' Alan gasped, looking toward the door to espy a very thin, reedy Lord Roger Cantner standing in the doorway.
I think I've been here before, Alan thought sadly. Christ, this time I'm going to get my young arse killed!
'My dear,' Lady Delia said, looking back over her shoulder, calm as you'd like, 'you're back early.'
'How… how dare…' Lord Cantner sputtered. 'That young swine, behind me back, you whore!'
'Surely you must have known, Roger dear,' Delia replied, still astride and making no moves to break away. 'If not about Alan, then about any of the others.' She did pull up a sheet to cover herself, Alan included, for which he
