“Donald Foster’s a fan, isn’t he?”
“Really? I thought it was the wife.” Another tear.
“His wife?”
“Really, Mr Dunford, here we go again. Reckless talk costs lives.”
I turned back to the window.
A blue and white police car was coming up the gravel drive.
“Shit.”
Eraser?
I looked at my father’s watch.
It had been just over forty minutes since I’d phoned.
Not Eraser?
I walked over to the door.
“You’re leaving so soon?”
“I’m afraid the police are here. They may want to talk to you about Barry Gannon.”
“Not again?” sighed Mrs Dawson.
“Again? What do you mean again?”
There was a stampede of boots and shouts up the stairs.
“I really think you should be going,” said Mrs Dawson.
The door burst open.
“Yep, I really think you should be going,” said the first policeman through the door.
The one with the beard.
Not Fraser.
Fuck Fraser.
“I thought we’d told you about bothering people who don’t want bothering,” said the other, shorter officer.
There were just the two of them, but the room felt as though it was full of men in black uniforms, with iron- shod boots and truncheons in their hands.
The short one stepped towards me.
“Here comes a copper to chop off your head.”
A sharp pain from a kick to my ankle brought me falling to my knees.
I sprawled across the carpet, my eyes blinking wet with burning red tears, trying to stand.
A pair of white tights walked towards me.
“You lying bastard,” hissed Mrs White.
A big pair of feet led her away.
“You’re dead,” whispered the bearded officer, seizing me by my hair and dragging me from the room.
I looked back at the bed, my scalp red raw.
Mrs Dawson was lying on her side, her back to the door, the radio on loud.
The door shut.
The room was gone.
Big monkey hands pinched me hard under the armpits, the smaller claws still at the roots of my hair.
I saw a huge radiator, the paint flaking in strips.
I was at the top of the stairs, my shoes struggling to stay on my feet.
Then I was holding on to the banister halfway down.
And then I was at the foot of the stairs, trying to stand, one hand on the bottom step, one upon my chest.
Then all the heat was gone and there was only cold air and bits of the gravel drive in my palms.
And then we were all running together down the drive.
Then they were touching my cock, their hands in my pockets, making me giggle and squirm.
And then they were opening the door of my car, holding my hand out.
Yellow light.
Yellow light again.
“Oh, thank heavens for that.”
My mother’s pink face, shaking from side to side.
“What happened love?”
Two tall black figures behind her, like huge crows.
“Eddie, love?”
A yellow room full of blacks and blues.
“You’re in Pinderfields Casualty,” said a man’s deep voice from the black beyond.
There was something at the end of my arm.
“Can you feel anything?”
A big fat bandaged hand at the end of my arm.
“Careful, love,” said my mother, a gentle brown hand upon my cheek.
Yellow light, black flashes.
“They know who I am! They know where we live!”
“Best leave him for now,” said another man.
Black flash.
“I’m sorry, Mum.”
“Don’t be worrying about me, love.”
A taxi, Paki radio talk and the scent of pines.
I stared down at my white right hand.
“What time is it?”
“Just gone three.”
“Wednesday?”
“Yes, love. Wednesday.”
Out the window, Wakefield city centre slugging past.
“What happened Mum?”
“I don’t know love.”
“Who called you?”
“Called me? It was me that found you.”
“Where?”
My mother, her face to the window, sniffing.
“In the drive.”
“What happened to the car?”
“I found you in the car. You were on the back seat.”
“Mum…”
“Covered in blood.”
“Mum…”
“Just lying there.”
“Please…”
“I thought you were bloody dead.” She was crying.
I stared down at my white right hand, the stink of the ban dages stronger than the cab.
