'Yes, my lord.' The old sergeant's voice was choked. 'My lord will be coming with us?'
Nikol made no response. Michael stepped forward, prepared to argue, prepared to tell everyone the truth, if necessary. Anything to save her. He caught the flash of blue eyes from behind the helm. Nikol's gaze held his a moment, warned him to keep silent.
'No, not immediately,' she replied. 'And don't wait for me. I will try to save what little of value remains.'
'My lord — '
'Go, Jeoffrey. Take my thanks and my blessing.'
The knight held out a gauntleted hand. The old man caught hold of it, pressed it to his lips.
'Never did a noble knight fight with such courage as you have fought this day, my lord I May Paladine walk always at your side.'
The sergeant bowed his head. Tears streamed down the weathered cheeks. Then he was gone, running through the smoke, shouting orders.
Michael stepped forward, out of the shadows. 'You should go with them, my lady.'
Nikol did not even glance at him. She stood staring out into the woods, crawling with evil creatures. 'Your prayers did little good, Brother.'
Michael's face burned with shame. Did she know the truth? Suspect? He turned away in unhappy silence.
'Don't go, Michael,' she said softly, remorsefully. 'Forgive me… and ask the gods to forgive me. It's just… so hopeless!'
She leaned against him, thankful for his support. He couldn't very well take an armored knight in his arms. He made do by squeezing her hand tightly. 'We must get away, my lady.'
'Yes,' Nikol murmured. She talked as if she were in a daze. 'There is a cave, not far from the castle. Nicholas and I used to play there, when we were little. It is well hidden. We will be safe.'
'Is there anything you want to take with you?' Michael asked, feeling helpless. He looked at the castle walls. Even now, they appeared stalwart, impregnable. It was difficult to imagine that they could no longer offer the shelter they promised. 'What about the servants?' he asked.
'I sent them away long ago,' said Nikol. They were alone now. The men had fled. She removed her helm. Her face was ashen, grimy with dirt and blood and sweat. 'Most of them have family in these parts. They'll warn them, hopefully in time to get away safely. As for the jewels, we sold them years ago. I have with me what matters to me most.'
Her gaze went fondly, sadly to the sword in her hand — her brother's sword, which once had been her father's and his father's before him.
'But we'll need food, water skins…'
A hideous yell went up from the goblins in the woods. A black wave started to roll across the torn and trampled grasslands in front of the castle. The gate was shut. It would take them some time to storm the walls, even though they were no longer defended.
Nikol's lips tightened. She replaced the helm over her head, gripped the sword. 'Stay behind me and keep clear of my sword arm. I may need to fight our way out.'
'Yes, my lady.'
They hastened to stairs, leading downward. Nikol paused, turned to him, grasped his hand.
'We'll find Nicholas, and you will heal him,' she said.
'Yes, my lady,' Michael replied. What could he say?
She nodded abruptly and disappeared into the darkness of the spiral staircase. Michael followed after her, his heart aching, heavy.
'It's hopeless!' he wanted to shout. 'Hopeless! Even if we did find him, I can't heal him! Don't you see? Don't you understand?'
Grasping the blue holy symbol of Mishakal, he drew it forth from beneath his robes. Once it would have lit the darkness. Once it would have glowed brightly, radiantly. Now he could barely see it for the thick shadows surrounding him.
He let the medallion fall heavily to his chest. 'You will see, soon enough. Now you despise me. Then you will hate me.'
He stumbled after her through the darkness.
Part IV
Night crept over the land. Nikol stood at the entrance to the cave and watched the lurid red glow of flames lighting the dark sky, at first brilliantly, then gradually growing dim. The smoke of the burning stung the eyes, bit into the nostrils. Occasionally, raucous shouts and wild laughter could be heard, carried on the wind.
'You should rest, my lady,' said Michael gently.
'You sleep, Brother,' she told him. 'I'll keep watch.'
Her spirit was strong, but it could not lend its strength to muscle and bone and sinew. Even as she spoke, her knees buckled beneath her. Michael caught her in his arms, eased her to the cavern floor. He pried her fingers from the sword she still held, fingers gummed black with goblin blood. He washed her hands, bathed her face with cool water.
'Wake me before the dawn,' she murmured. 'We will follow them… find Nicholas.' She slept.
Michael sat back, closed his eyes. Tears of weariness and despair filled his eyes; a lump grew in his throat, choked him. He loved her so, and he must fail her. Even if they found Nicholas and saved him — and how could they do that, against a goblin army? — Michael could not heal him.
TOMORROW NIGHT, THE NIGHT OF DOOM, THE BRIDGE AT THE LOST CITADEL WILL OPEN TO ALL TRUE CLERICS. ONLY THOSE WHO HAVE FAITH MAY PASS.
Mishakal's voice came to him. The goddess had given him a chance to redeem himself.
Tomorrow night. The cleric had until tomorrow night to find the bridge, the Lost Citadel, a place remembered only in legend, from the beginnings of the world. He would cross the bridge. The light of the goddess once more would shine on him, envelop him, end the pain of this hopeless love, this useless existence. Once he was there, he would rediscover his lost faith.
'Good-bye, Nikol. Tomorrow, when you wake, I will be gone,' he told her. Reaching out his hand, he touched the rough-cut hair. 'Don't be angry with me. You don't need me. I would be a liability to you, a weak man who cannot even call upon the power of the goddess to aid you. You will travel faster alone.'
He propped himself up against the cavern wall, fully intending to stay awake, watch for the gray light of dawn, when he would sneak away. But easeful slumber stole over him. His head drooped; his body slumped to the ground. He did not see it, but in the darkness, the holy medallion he wore began to glow a soft blue, and no harm came to them during the night, though many evil creatures skulked about their hiding place.
With the dawn, however, the medallion's soft light faded.
The black-robed wizard squatted on a cleared patch of ground in the middle of the forest. It was midmorning. The sun shone through a haze of smoke that drifted among the treetops. Akar sneezed, glanced up at the smoke irritably, then turned his attention back to the divining rocks he had tossed on the ground. Leaning over them, he studied them carefully.
'This is it, the Night of Doom. The true clerics will depart Ansalon. I have one night to find the Lost Citadel. Where are those blasted goblins anyway?' Akar looked once again, grimly, at the smoke. 'Enjoying themselves, I fancy. We'll see how long they do if they fail me — '
The rustling of tree branches interrupted him. Akar gathered up the stones in one swift movement of his hand, thrust them into a black leather pouch. The words of a deadly spell on his lips, he crept back swiftly into the protection of the trees and waited.
A group of four goblins burst into the cleared space. They moved loudly, with the confidence of those
