Shut Your Eyes Tight

He backed out, stopping just long enough to enter the number for the call he’d intended to make to Val Perry, then headed slowly down the long, shaded lane.

He was surprised and pleased when she answered on the second ring. Her voice had a subtle sexiness, even when all she was saying was, “Hello?”

“It’s Dave Gurney, Mrs. Perry. I’d like to fill you in on where I am and what I’m doing.”

“I told you to call me Val.”

“Val. Sorry. Do you have a couple of minutes?”

“If you’re making progress, you can have as much of my time as you want.”

“I don’t know how much progress I’m making, but I want you to know what’s on my mind. I don’t think the arrival of Hector Flores in Tambury three years ago was an accident, and I don’t think what he did to your daughter was a sudden decision. I’d bet that his name isn’t Flores, and I doubt that he’s Mexican. Whoever he is, I believe he had a purpose and a plan. I believe he came here because of something that happened in the past involving your daughter or Scott Ashton.”

“What sort of thing in the past?” She sounded like she was struggling to remain calm.

“It may have to do with why you sent Jillian to Mapleshade to begin with. Do you know of anything Jillian ever did that might make someone want to kill her?”

“You mean did she fuck up the lives of some little children? Did she give them nightmares and doubts they’ll have the rest of their lives? Did she make them frightened and guilty and crazy? Maybe crazy enough to do to someone else what she did to them? Maybe crazy enough to kill themselves? And might someone want to see her rot in hell for that? Is that what you mean?”

He was silent.

When she spoke again, she sounded weary. “Yes, she did things that might make someone want to kill her. There were times I could have killed her myself. Of course, that’s… that’s exactly what I ended up doing, isn’t it?”

A platitude about self-forgiveness passed through Gurney’s mind. Instead he said, “If you want to whip yourself to death, you’ll have to do it another time. Right now I’m working on an assignment you gave me. I called to let you know what I’m thinking and that it’s the opposite of the official police position. That collision may create problems. I need to know how far you’re willing to take this.”

“Follow the trail wherever it goes, whatever it costs. I want to get to the bottom of this. I want to get to the end of it. Is that clear?”

“One last question. You may find it in bad taste, but I have to ask it. Is it conceivable that Jillian was having an affair with Flores?”

“If he was male, good-looking, and dangerous, I’d say it was a lot more than conceivable.”

* * *

Gurney’s mood, along with his concept of the case, shifted more than once on the drive home.

The idea that Jillian’s murder was related to her chaotic past, a past to which Hector Flores might be connected, gave Gurney a sense of solid footing and a promising direction in which to press his inquiries. The ritualistic presentation of the corpse-with the severed head placed in the center of the table facing the body-was making a warped statement that went beyond simple homicide. It even occurred to him that the murder scene created an ironic echo of the photograph over Ashton’s fireplace, the two shots of Jillian manipulated into one scene: Jillian gazing hungrily at Jillian.

Jesus. Was it a joke? Was it possible that the arrangement of the body in the cottage was a subtle parody of Jillian Perry’s pose in a fashion ad? The thought made him nauseous, a rare reaction for a man whose years as a homicide cop had exposed him to just about everything people could do to other people.

He pulled over on the shoulder in front of a farm-equipment dealership, rooted through the papers on the seat next to him, found Jack Hardwick’s cell number. As it rang, his gaze wandered over the hillside behind the dealership offices, dotted with tractors large and small, balers, brush cutters, rotary rakes. Then he noted something moving. A dog? No, a coyote. A coyote loping across the hillside, traveling in a straight line, purposefully-almost, it struck Gurney, thoughtfully.

Hardwick picked up on the fifth ring, just as the call was going into voice mail.

“Davey boy, what’s up?”

Gurney grimaced-his usual reaction to the sardonic rasp of Hardwick’s voice. The tone reminded him of his father. Not the sandpapery sound itself, but the sharp cynicism shaping it.

“I have a question for you, Jack. When you pulled me into this Perry business, what did you think it was all about?”

“I didn’t pull you into it, just offered you an opportunity.”

“Right, fine. So what did you think this ‘opportunity’ was about?”

“Never got far enough into it to form a solid opinion.”

“Bullshit.”

“Anything I’d say would be pure speculation, so I’m not saying.”

“I don’t like games, Jack. Why did you want me involved? While you’re figuring out how not to answer that one, here’s another one: Why is Blatt bent out of shape? I ran into him yesterday, and he was beyond unpleasant.”

“No relevance.”

“What?”

“No relevance. Look, we had a little shake-up here. Like I told you, some static between me and Rodriguez re the direction of the investigation. So I’m off it, and Blatt’s on it. Ambitious little prick, no ability, just like Captain Rod. I call him Junior Shithead. This is his chance, prove himself, show he can handle a big case. But deep down he knows he’s a useless little turd. Now you come along-big star from the big city, genius who solved the Mellery murder case, et cetera. Course he hates you. The fuck you expect? But there’s no relevance. The fuck’s he gonna do? Keep doing what you’re doing, Sherlock, and don’t lose any sleep over Blatt.”

“Is that why you got me involved? To make Junior Shithead look bad?”

“To see that justice is done-by peeling the layers of a very interesting onion.”

“That’s what you think it is?”

“Don’t you?”

“Could be. Would you be surprised if we found out that Flores came to Tambury with a plan to kill someone?”

“I’d be surprised if he didn’t.”

“So tell me again why you got kicked off the case.”

“I told you-” Hardwick began with exaggerated impatience, but Gurney cut him off.

“Yeah, yeah, you were rude to Captain Rod. Why am I thinking it was more than that?”

“Because that’s what you think about everything. You don’t trust anybody. You’re not a trusting person, Davey. Look, I’ve got to take a wicked piss. Talk to you later.”

Nothing the man liked better, thought Gurney, than to make a wiseass exit. He put down the phone and restarted his car. A thin overcast still hung over the valley, but the white sun-disk behind it was brightening and the telephone poles were starting to cast faint shadows across the deserted road. The array of blue tractors for sale, still wet from the morning rain, began to gleam on the green hillside.

During the final half of the trip home, odd bits and pieces of the affair occupied his mind: Madeleine’s comment that the placement of the machete made no sense, the decision by a superrational man to marry a profoundly disturbed woman, Carl’s train going around and around under the tree, the Schindler’s List interpretation of the bullet through the teacup, the morass of sexual disorder in which everything seemed mired.

By the time he’d left the county highway and was following the dirt road that meandered up from the river valley into the hills, his thoughts had exhausted him. There was a CD protruding from the dashboard player. Craving distraction, he pushed it in. The voice that emerged from the speakers, accompanied by some bleak chords on an acoustic guitar, had the whiny singsong rhythm of Leonard Cohen at his bleakest. The performer was a sad-eyed middle-aged folkie by the unlikely name of Leighton Lake whom he and Madeleine had gone to see at a local music