hours to come, of how he might have been preparing the
Even these were by no means certain. Gravina's signals of the previous evening had obviously been those of panic. No British cruisers had come close, but those distant rockets seen by Drinkwater meant that the Combined Fleet was being shadowed. The response of the French and Spanish admirals in throwing out rocket signals themselves had undoubtedly attracted the attention of Blackwood's watch-dogs. Connecting Blackwood's Inshore Squadron with the main fleet, Nelson would have look-out ships at intervals, and these would pass on Blackwood's messages. God grant that Nelson had seen them and that he would come up before Villeneuve slipped through the Gut of Gibraltar and into the Mediterranean.
Drinkwater did not like to contemplate too closely what might happen to himself. He had to summon up all his reserves of fortitude and rehearse for his own comfort all the argument he had put to little Gillespy as guaranteeing their safety. But they did not reassure him. The worst aspect of his plight was his inability to influence events. Never in his life had he been so passive. The sea-service had placed a continual series of demands upon his skill and experience so that, although he was a victim of events, he had always had a chance of fighting back. To perish in the attempt was one thing; to be annihilated without being able to lift a finger struck him as being particularly hard to bear.
Some time in the night the
He must have slept, for he was startled by the drums again rappelling the
'What is the news, M'sieur Masson?' Drinkwater asked.
'One of our frigates has signalled the enemy is in sight.'
'Ah… d'you hear that, Mr Gillespy?'
'Yes, sir.' The boy was pale, but he managed a brave smile. 'Do you think that will be the
'To be candid, Mr Gillespy, I do not know.'
The boy nodded and swallowed. 'Do you know, sir, that
'No, Mr Gillespy, I'm afraid I did not know that.' The arcane fact surprised Drinkwater and then he reflected that the boy might make a better academic than a sea-officer.
'The Trojans were defeated, sir…' Gillespy pointed out, as if seeking some parallel with present events.
'Come, sir, that is no way to talk… Why, what of Antigone? Who the devil was she?'
'The daughter of Oedipus and Jocasta, sir. She buried the body of her brother after her uncle had ordered it to be left exposed and he had her bricked up behind a wall…'
'Enough of that, Mr Gillespy.' He fell silent. It was true that his own
'Are you all right, sir? Gillespy came forward solicitiously, but drew back at the sight of the captain's set face.
'Perfectly, Mr Gillespy,' Drinkwater said grimly, 'I am damning my ill-fortune.'
'I'm hungry, sir,' Gillespy said after a little, but this feeble appeal was lost in a sudden canting of the
'We're wearing… God damn it, we're wearing, Mr Gillespy… yes, yes certainly we are… wait… see, we're steady again…' He gauged the way the hull reacted to the swell. It rolled them from the other side now, the larboard side. They were heading north and the rush of water past the hull was much less than it had been the day before. Either they had reduced sail or the wind had dropped significantly.
'What does it mean, sir?'
'I don't know,' snapped Drinkwater, trying to answer that very question himself. 'Either that Louis has appeared ahead of the Combined Fleet, or that Villeneuve has abandoned his intention and wishes to return to Cadiz… in which case I judge that the answer to your question is that our friends have sighted the main body of Lord Nelson's fleet.' As he spoke, Drinkwater's voice increased in strength with mounting conviction.
'By God!' he added, knowing Villeneuve's vacillation, 'that
Half an hour later Lieutenant Guillet appeared. He wore full dress uniform and was formally polite.
'
'Lieutenant Guillet, it would dishonour both myself and my country if I was not to conform to your request. I assure you that both myself and my midshipman will do nothing to interfere with the
They exchanged bows and Guillet departed. The forenoon dragged on. Drinkwater wrote in his journal and comforted the starving Gillespy. A strange silence hung over the groaning fabric of the warship, permeating down through her decks and hatchways. Even the men awaiting the arrival of the wounded in the orlop talked among themselves in whispers. About mid-morning they heard a muffled shout, drowned immediately in a terrific rumbling sound that startled them after the long and heavy silence.
'Running out the guns,' Drinkwater explained to Gillespy.
'
Drinkwater rose and put on his hat. He turned to Gillespy. 'Remain here, Mr Gillespy. You are in no circumstances to leave the orlop.'
'Aye, aye, sir.'
Drinkwater followed Guillet up through the lower gun-deck. It was flooded by shafts of sunshine coming in through the open gunports. Every cannon was run out and the crews squatted expectantly round them, one or two peering through at the approaching British. Lieutenants and