By wiggling against the ground I found the answer. Sneakers. Short-sleeved shirt. Jeans.
Sudden thought. If not in my purse, my BlackBerry would be in a pants pocket or clipped to my waistband. Had I checked for it? Of course I had. I wasn’t an idiot.
But my thinking had been muddled. I’d been in pain. Yes? No? I couldn’t remember.
Please!
By pressing my knees to the ground and angling my arms sideways, I was able to run the back of my left hand over my right front pocket. No BlackBerry.
Ignoring the pain in my leg, I reversed and checked the left. Nothing there either.
I went semi-supine, with legs up and knees flexed, and rocked from side to side. No bulge on my waistband or in either back pocket.
Tears of frustration sprang to my eyes.
No!
I rolled back onto my side. The ground felt frigid against my bare skin.
I had to do something to keep warm. To stay sane.
I needed a goal. A series of goals.
“First.” I spoke aloud. “Free yourself.”
My voice sounded leaden. Muffled by yards of brick and cement? Tons of earth? Acres of overlying forest or farmland?
Panic shot fresh tentacles into my chest.
“Second.” Louder. “Find an exit.”
“Third.” Drill instructor bark. “Flee.”
There. I had a three-part plan. A chart for organized action. Free. Find. Flee.
I began rubbing the backs of my hands fast up and down between the inseams of my jeans, mentally intoning the mantra.
Free. Find. Flee.
Free. Find. Flee.
Free. Find. Flee.
The frenzied movement ground the side of one elbow, but the friction kindled warmth in my fingers. Slowly, painfully, sensation crept back.
Nerves tingling, I scooched forward and ran my tethered hands over the wall, checking for a nail, a broken pipe, anything that might saw the ropes from my wrists.
Nada.
Methodically, I inched along, searching low, then rising as high as my bindings allowed. My prison was longer than I’d visualized. Small comfort.
Of less comfort was the fact that the masonry was frustratingly even.
I’d gone perhaps eight feet when my fingers picked out a malaligned brick protruding at a height of approximately eighteen inches. The brick’s outer edge felt promisingly sharp.
I maneuvered into a hunched semi-sit and pushed down on the brick’s upper surface. The mortar held firm.
“As you were, soldier!”
God Almighty. I was talking to stonework.
By flopping to my side and drawing my knees to my chest, I was able to create enough play in my bindings to get my wrists to the edge of the brick. I began rubbing feverishly.
Before long I lay back, arms screaming, head floating.
At this rate I’d exhaust myself while accomplishing little. New strategy. Two hundred rubs. Rest. Repeat.
And that’s what I did, again mentally repeating the mantra.
Rub. Rest. Repeat.
Rub. Rest. Repeat.
Rub. Rest. Repeat.
During RR, my neocortex would process data coming its way. The input was sparse. Cold. Dark. Newly raw flesh on my knuckles and hands. Faint yet oddly familiar smell.
Alone and terrified, I’d lie listening for the sound of a voice, a footstep, a turning key. I’d hear only my own labored heart and breath.
Exhausted, I’d drift into sleep.
Waking, I’d check the position of the glowing hands. Wonder. Had hours passed? Minutes? I had no concept of time.
I’d begin sawing again, arms stiff and shaky, every movement an agony.
Rub. Rest. Repeat.
Rub. Rest. Repeat.
Rub. Rest. Repeat.
Two hundred times. Four. Six. Ten thousand.
Following each cycle, I’d pull hard on my bindings, testing.
Finally, I felt, or sensed, a subtle yielding.
I yanked my wrists outward with as much force as my battered muscles could muster.
Again.
Again.
With the sixth heave I felt a hitch, then my left palm slipped relative to my right. Or had I imagined it?
“Break!” I screamed into the darkness.
I yanked and twisted, yanked and twisted. “Break, you bastards! ”
Tears streamed down my cheeks as my hands pistoned wildly.
“Break!” I tasted salt on my trembling lips. “Break!” I wrenched my arms outward again and again.
At long last, some frayed strands yielded.
The ropes loosened. I managed to extract my left hand.
I fumbled free. Sat upright. Shook both hands. Blood rushed like fire into the deprived vessels.
I ran my fingers over my ankles, exploring the arrangement of the bindings. Finding the knots, I began clawing, desperate for freedom.
