sheets and keeping his hands at his sides. 'Do you like this new world? Atlantis?'
Her gaze drifted away from him, onto the wall behind him. She shook her head.
'Why not?' Disappointment hummed through his blood. He'd hoped she had already come to love it as he did.
'Scary,' she admitted softly. She traced a fingertip over the sheet.
'You are frightened of us?'
She gave no response. Didn't move a muscle.
'I would never hurt you, Brenna,' he told her as gently as his fierce timbre would allow. 'This I swear to you.'
A shiver stole through her. 'Might not mean to, but—'
'Never.
'What are you saying to her, Joachim?' Shivawn demanded as he strode back into the room. 'You have no right to use that tone with her.'
Brenna jolted to her feet, looking between them with fear in her eyes.
'Watch
Shivawn's features instantly softened. 'I'm sorry,' he told her. 'I was called away to look for oranges, but I'm here now. I'm not angry, I promise you.'
Brenna gazed between the two men, a little... aroused and unsure who—or what—was causing that arousal. They were trying to soothe her and it was working. It was working! She was actually standing between two men who despised each other, two men who could attack and kill at any moment, and her fear was dissipating.
Even more shocking, as the fear left her, something else took its place: desire. White-hot, consuming. An image of naked, straining bodies suddenly filled her mind. Once again, she couldn't see the man's face, but the image was so lifelike she even heard the pleasure-moans of the couple. Her nipples tightened; moisture pooled between her legs.
Joachim bared his teeth and hissed in a breath. In fury? 'You're aroused. I can smell it on you.'
Her cheeks heated to a blazing inferno.
'I can, too,' Shivawn said brokenly. 'Brenna... '
She heard him take a step toward her, heard the thump of his boot. Again, there was no fear inside her.
Joachim eased to a sitting position, and Shivawn continued to move forward.
'You are in need of a man, Brenna,' Joachim said, showing no mercy to her embarrassment. 'But you are afraid of your desire, yes? You must be, to resist.'
'Yes,' Shivawn answered for her. 'She is.'
'Have you ever been with a man?' Joachim asked her.
Breathless, she nodded.
'Did you like it?' Shivawn.
Another nod. She should stop this line of questioning, but a part of her was strangely relieved to have it out in the open.
'The man who hurt you and damaged your voice,' Joachim persisted. 'Did he make you afraid of sex?'
She hesitated for a long while, finally opting for the truth. 'Yes.'
Both men growled low in their throats, as if they wanted to kill the man with their bare hands. Still, the fear did not return. 'I understand now,' Shivawn said. 'Once a woman has been forced, she is not the same.'
'Yes,' Joachim said. 'I, too, understand.' His voice sounded far away, a little weak.
'Joachim?' she said, sudden concern for him making her forget all else.
He fell back onto the bed, and his head lolled onto the pillow, his skin draining of color.
She hurried to him. 'Okay?'
'Dizzy. Weak,' he admitted in an enraged snarl. 'Shouldn't have sat up.'
She could tell the lack of strength did more than anger him; it unnerved him. As much of a fighter as he was, he was probably used to absolute control. Hadn't he told the king, Valerian, that he respected and liked him, but he just didn't want to take orders anymore?
Finally bits of her fear returned. Control. Something she valued, as well. She couldn't relinquish hers, no matter how aroused she became. And to give herself to either of these men was to give up her precious control. How could she have forgotten that, even for a second?
Frowning, she moved toward the door.
Realizing she meant to leave, Joachim uttered an abrupt, 'Stay.'
There was total command in his voice. Oh, yes, he expected absolute obedience. Shaking her head, she backed up another step. Her eyes were unnaturally wide, she knew they were.
'Brenna,' he said. He tried to sit up again, but he didn't have the strength this time. 'I will not always be so weak.' There was a warning in his tone.
She maneuvered around Shivawn, her gaze again darting between the two men. They were so beautiful, it almost hurt to look at them. And they were offering everything she'd once wanted for herself: love, passion, companionship.
But a wave of longing swept through her. For a moment she wished one of the men would reach for her. Touch her... kiss her... slip inside her, sinking, gliding erotically. No, not one of the men. Shivawn, she told herself. But it wasn't green eyes she suddenly glimpsed inside her mind, above her, staring down at her. The man's eyes were blue. She scrubbed a hand over her own eyes to block the image.
How could someone like Joachim arouse her like this when no man had been able to do so for many years?
'I won't hurt you,' Shivawn said. He held up his hands, all innocence.
'Come to me, Brenna,' Joachim intoned.
'No,' she told Shivawn and Joachim grinned. 'No,' she told Joachim, wiping away his smugness. Better to be without both of them.
'I want to know you,' Shivawn said. His voice was gentle. 'I'll keep you safe. I won't let anyone else hurt you.'
'Do not let your need for safety destroy your love of life. I can teach you to conquer your fear and finally live again,' Joachim told her.
Shivawn faced Joachim, and the two squared off. 'I can teach her to conquer her fear, too.'
'Maybe. But you will never truly make her happy,' Joachim snapped.
Perhaps neither of them could, and the knowledge filled her with a keen sense of disappointment. For with the return of his anger, Joachim had reminded her of exactly why she would never allow herself to be with him. If he ever directed that anger at her, he would kill her.
For a moment, that one precious moment when the fear had vanished, she'd thought to really
SHIVAWN DIDN'T FOLLOW her, but remained in the room. For a long while he and Joachim did not speak.
'I want her,' Joachim admitted softly.
Shivawn's hands tightened into fists. He'd known that, but hearing the words... 'I want her, too, and she is my woman. Who do you think will get her?'
'I will challenge you for her,' Joachim gritted out.
'Not accepted. She looked at me with desire, and I find that I need to see that look again.'
'That desire was for me, boy.
Shivawn frowned. Yes, she
'Give her to me.'
'No.'