“It wasn’t the most relaxed couple of days I’ve ever spent. My parents are a bit formal at the best of times, and so they wanted all the Christmas rituals observed, even though I was feeling shitty because of what happened to Polly.”
“Did they ask you about it?”
“No. In some ways I was grateful that they didn’t. I suppose that made it easier for me to control my emotions. But at the same time I kept wishing that they would say something, acknowledge her death. I mean, they’d known her for over ten years. But I suppose everyone finds their own way of coping with tragedy.”
“And what’s your way of coping with it?”
“Finding out what really happened, how Polly actually died. I’m determined to do that. I’ve told…” he baulked at giving the name “…this other girl I’m seeing that we’re not going to meet up again until I’ve got to the truth.”
Jude recognized the strategy. Piers was assuaging his guilt by punishing himself. He wanted to close the chapter of life with his previous girlfriend before focusing all his attention on the new one.
“Incidentally,” she asked, “did your parents approve of Polly?”
“I think they liked her OK. They’ve always been terrible snobs, so they approved of the Le Bonnier connection. But I think they’d probably have preferred her to be a corporate lawyer rather than an actor. Mind you, they’d have preferred me to be a corporate lawyer rather than a writer.”
“And Lola and Polly got on?” It was the question Jude didn’t want to ask. She liked the owner of Gallimaufry and didn’t want to think ill of her. But the fact remained that Ricky and his wife had both been seen in Fethering on the night of the fire. Lola was in the frame as a suspect.
“Yes, they always did. Polly and I were an item before I met Lola.”
“I know that. The reason for my question was that Lola told me…you and she…at the Edinburgh Festival…”
He blushed. “Polly never knew about that, so there was never any awkwardness between the two of them.”
“Good. And what about you and Lola now?”
The blush spread as far as his prominent ears. “To resort to a cliche, we’re just good friends. Nothing more.” Jude’s quizzical look demanded amplification. “Look, she’s one of my closest woman friends. I can talk to Lola about stuff I wouldn’t dare raise with anyone else, and maybe it’s because we were once lovers that we’re so relaxed with each other. But I promise you there is nothing more to our relationship than that. Lola is absolutely devoted to Ricky. He’s the love of her life. She wouldn’t even consider going to bed with anyone else.”
“And do you reckon that Ricky is equally faithful?”
Piers looked awkward as he answered. “I’m honestly not sure. I mean, I know he had a reputation as a womanizer in the past, but I think marrying Lola has settled him down a lot. Whether a leopard can totally change its spots, though…I really don’t know.”
“But if you were to hear that Ricky had had an affair, you wouldn’t be that surprised?”
Uncomfortably, he confirmed that he wouldn’t.
“And you haven’t heard any rumours connecting him to anyone in particular?”
“No, and I’m not likely to. Look, I live in London. I don’t know anything about the rumour-mill of Fethering.”
“Of course you don’t.” Deftly Jude redirected the conversation. “You know the book Polly was writing, the one she mentioned to Carole?”
“Yes, of course.”
“Well, I just wondered if you knew where it was.”
“Where physically, you mean?”
“Physically, geographically, whatever. Do you have a manuscript of it yourself?”
Piers shook his head. “I don’t know that she ever even printed it out. I’ve never seen a hard copy. The bits of it I read I read straight off her laptop.”
“And where is her laptop? In your place in London?”
“No. Polly never went anywhere without her laptop. She had it with her when she came down here. It’s quite a small one, she put it in her leather rucksack. So I suppose it must have still been with her…in Gallimaufry…when she…” With an effort of will he regained control of himself. “I asked Lola about it. The police told her they’d found the remains of a laptop in the shop. Totally destroyed by the fire. There’s no chance of retrieving any information from it.”
“And that laptop would have contained the only copy of her book that Polly had?”
“I assume so. Certainly she didn’t have another computer. I suppose she might have done a printout or backed up the book on to a flash drive or something, but she never mentioned that to me.”
“Just a minute…Polly told Carole that she’d shown some of the book to an agent.”
“Serena Fincham, right.”
“Well, she must have had a hard copy to send her, mustn’t she?”
“No. She emailed it.”
“So, so far as you know, there’s not a single copy of Polly’s book anywhere in the world?”
“No. I’m afraid it died with her.”
Was Jude being hypersensitive to detect an undercurrent of relief in his words? But then a new thought came into her head. “What about Polly’s mobile? Do you know if the police found that?”
“Lola didn’t mention it. But I assume that would have been destroyed in the blaze too.”
“She would have had it with her?”
“Oh God, yes. Never went anywhere without her mobile. She kept it in one of those phone sock things. Hideous fluorescent pink.”
Remembering this personal detail about the dead girl once again threatened his fragile emotional equilibrium, so Jude moved quickly on. “Piers, when we last spoke, just before Christmas, you had just heard about Polly’s death…”
“Yes, that’s why I came down here to Fethering.”
“But then you hadn’t heard how she died. At that time, presumably, you thought she’d been killed by the fire in Gallimaufry. Of course, we now know she had been shot.”
He shook his head, as though trying to dispel the image her words had created. “Which really means we can rule out an accidental death. We are talking about either suicide or murder. Piers, you probably knew Polly as well as anyone did. Would you say she was capable of killing herself?”
There was a long silence before he replied. “I just don’t know. You can be very close to someone, think you’re sharing every thought, every emotion, and then something happens which makes you realize you never knew them at all. And that’s a bit how I’ve been feeling since Polly…since she died. That there are whole areas of her personality that I never knew at all.”
Jude remembered Lola using almost exactly the same words about Ricky. Was it just coincidence, or could it mean that she and Piers had discussed the situation? She listened carefully as the young writer continued, “I know Polly hadn’t been happy in recent months…well, for years, possibly. I think she’d expected that finding acting work would prove easier than it did. Maybe she thought her famous surname – even though she’d only got it through her mother’s remarriage – would give her an entree to the West End, but it certainly didn’t. And I guess there were other things that might have been upsetting her.”
“Like her relationship with you?”
“Well…”
“Piers, you told Carole and me last time we met that you were just about to break off with Polly, as soon as Christmas and the New Year were out of the way. She must’ve had an inkling that something was in the air. Weren’t there any rows or disagreements between you?”
“A few, yes.”
“About what?”
“Mostly about the fact that we were doing less things together. My work was taking me away a lot of the time, so Polly was having to spend more and more evenings in the flat on her own. She didn’t like that, so sometimes when I got back late we’d have fights – particularly if I’d been drinking, and, given the nature of the work in which I’m involved, I usually had been drinking. Television’s a very sociable business,” he pleaded in
