Lilith nodded.
'You believe they are extraterrestrials?'
'Yes.'
'And you believe we are on some kind of. . . what? Space ship?'
'A very, very large one, almost like a small world.'
'What proof can you show us?'
'Nothing that you couldn't perceive as a trick if you wanted to.'
'Please show us anyway.'
She nodded, not minding. Each pair or group of new people would have to be handled slightly differently. She explained what she could of the changes that had been made in her body chemistry, then, with both men watching, she grew another room. Twice she stopped to allow them to inspect the walls. She said nothing when they attempted to control the walls as she did, and then attempted to break them. The living tissue of the walls resisted them, ignored them. Their strength was meaningless. Finally they watched silently as Lilith completed the room.
'It's like the stuff my cell was made of when I was Awake before,' Curt said. 'What the hell is it? Some kind of plastic?'
'Living matter,' Lilith said. 'More plant than animal.' She let their surprised silence last for a moment, then led them into the room where she and Leah had left the food. Tate was already there, eating a hot rice and bean dish.
Celene handed Curt one of the large edible bowls of food and Lilith offered one to Joseph. But Joseph kept focused on the subject of the living ship. He refused to eat himself or let Lilith eat in peace until he knew everything she did about the way the ship worked. He seemed annoyed that she knew so little.
'Do you believe what she says?' Leah asked him when he finally gave up the interrogation and tasted his cold food.
'I believe that Lilith believes,' he said. 'I haven't decided yet what I believe.' He paused. 'It does seem important, though, for us to behave as though we are in a ship-unless we find out for certain that we aren't. A ship in space could be an excellent prison even if we could get out of this room.'
Lilith nodded gratefully. 'That's it,' she said. 'That's what's important. If we endure this place, behave as though it's a ship no matter what anyone thinks individually, we can survive here until we're sent to Earth.'
And she went on to tell them about the Oankali, about the plan to reseed Earth with human communities. Then she told them about the gene trade because she had decided they must know. If she waited too long to tell them, they might feel betrayed by her silence. But telling them now gave them plenty of time to reject the idea, then slowly begin to think about it and realize what it could mean.
Tate and Leah laughed at her, refused absolutely to believe that any manipulation of DNA could mix humans with extraterrestrial aliens.
'As far as I know,' Lilith told them, 'I haven't seen any human-Oankali combinations. But because of the things I have seen, because of the changes the Oankali have made in me, I believe they can tamper with us genetically, and I believe they intend to. Whether they'll blend with us or destroy us. . . that I don't know.'
'Well, I haven't seen anything,' Curt said. He had been quiet for a long time, listening, slipping his arm around
Celene when she sat near him and looked frightened. 'Until I do see something-and I don't mean more moving walls-this is all bullshit.'
'I'm not sure I'd believe no matter what I saw,' Tate said. 'It isn't hard to believe our captors intend to do some kind of genetic tampering,' Joseph said. 'They could do that whether they were human or extraterrestrial. There was a lot of work being done in genetics before the war. That may have devolved into some kind of eugenics program afterward. Hitler might have done something like that after World War Two if he had had the technology and if he had survived.' He took a deep breath. 'I think our best bet now is to learn all we can. Get facts. Keep our eyes open. Then later we can make the best possible use of any opportunities we might have to escape.'
Learn and run, Lilith thought almost gleefully. She could have hugged Joseph. Instead, she took a bite of her cold food.
5
Two days later when Lilith saw that Curt was not likely to cause trouble-at least, not soon-she Awakened Gabriel Rinaldi and Beatrice Dwyer. She asked Joseph to help her with Gabriel and turned Beatrice over to Leah and Curt. Celene was still useless when it came to getting people dressed and oriented. Tate was apparently becoming bored with the process of Awakening people.
'I think we ought to double our numbers every time,' she told Lilith. 'That way we go through less repetition, get things done faster, get down to Earth faster.'
At least now she was beginning to accept the idea that she was not already on Earth, Lilith thought. That was something.
'I'm probably already Awakening people too fast,' Lilith told her. 'We've got to be able to work together before we reach Earth. It isn't enough for us just to refrain from killing one another. Down in the forest, we'll probably be more interdependent than most of us have ever been. We might be a little better at that if we give each new set of people time to fit in and a growing structure to fit into.'
'What structure?' Tate began to smile. 'You mean like a family. . . with you as Mama?'
Lilith only looked at her.
After a time, Tate shrugged. 'Just wake up a group of them, sit them down, tell them what's going on-they won't believe you, of course-take questions, feed them, and the next day, start on the next batch. Quick and easy. They can't learn to work together if they aren't Awake.'
