“I don’t think so. I don’t know.” I looked around for a server I could ask. “I’m in a restaurant. Italian. There’s seating on the sidewalk…and a wrought iron fence.
French doors…Jesus, Gideon, I—”
He appeared, silhouetted in the entrance with the phone held to his ear. I knew him immediately, watched as he froze when he saw me seated against the wal toward the back. Shoving the phone into the pocket of jeans he’d had stored at the hotel, he strode past the hostess who’d starting speaking to him and headed straight for me. I barely managed to get to my
feet before he hauled me against him and embraced me tightly.
“God.” He shook slightly and buried his face in my neck. “Eva.”
I hugged him back. He was fresh from a shower, making me achingly aware of my need for one.
“I can’t be here,” he said hoarsely, pul ing back to cup my face in his hands. “I can’t be in public right now.
Wil you come home with me?”
Something on my face must have betrayed my lingering wariness, because he pressed his lips to my forehead and murmured, “It won’t be like the hotel, I promise. My mother’s the only woman who’s ever been to my place, aside from the housekeeper and staff.”
“This is stupid,” I muttered. “I’m being stupid.”
“No.” He brushed the hair back from my face and bent closer to whisper in my ear. “If you’d taken me to a place you reserved for fucking other men, I would’ve lost it.”
The waiter returned and we pul ed apart. “Should I get you a menu, sir?”
“That won’t be necessary.” Gideon dug his wal et out of his back pocket and handed over his credit card.
“We’re leaving.”
We took a cab to Gideon’s place and he held on to my hand the entire time. I shouldn’t have been so nervous riding a private elevator up to a penthouse apartment on Fifth Avenue. The sight of high ceilings and prewar architecture wasn’t new to me, and real y, it was al to be expected when dating a man who seemed to own damn near everything. And the coveted view of Central Park…wel , of course he’d have one.
But Gideon’s tension was palpable, and it made me realize that this was a big deal to
Gideon’s home was as beautiful as the man himself.
It was so very different from his office, which was sleek, modern, and cool. His private space was warm and sumptuous, fil ed with antiques and art anchored by gorgeous Aubusson rugs laid over gleaming hardwood floors.
“It’s…amazing,” I said softly, feeling privileged to see it. It was a glimpse into the private Gideon I was desperate to know and it was stunning.
“Come in.” He tugged me deeper into the apartment. “I want you to sleep here tonight.”
“I don’t have clothes and stuff…”
“Al you need is the toothbrush in your purse. We can run by your place in the morning for the rest. I promise to get you to work on time.” He pul ed me into him and set his chin on the crown of my head. “I’d real y like you to stay, Eva. I don’t blame you for running, but it scared the hel out of me. I need to hang on to you for a while.”
“I need to be held.” I pushed my hands under the back of his T-shirt to caress the silken hardness of his bare back. “I could also use a shower.” With his nose in my hair, he inhaled deeply. “I like you smel ing like me.”
But he led me through the living room and down a hal to his bedroom.
“Wow,” I breathed when he flicked on the light. A massive sleigh bed dominated the space, the wood dark—which he seemed to prefer—and the linens a soft cream. The rest of the furnishings matched the bed and the accents were brushed gold. It was a warm, masculine space with no art on the wal s to detract from the serene night view of Central Park and the magnificent residential buildings on the other side.
My side of Manhattan.
“The bathroom’s in here.”
As I took in the vanity, which appeared to have been made out of an antique claw-footed walnut cabinet, he pul ed towels out of a companion armoire and set them out for me, moving with that confident sensual grace I admired so much. Seeing him in his home, dressed so casual y, touched me. Knowing I was the only woman to have this experience with him affected me even more. I felt like I was seeing him more naked now than I ever had. “Thank you.”
He glanced at me and seemed to understand that I was talking about more than the towels. His stare burned through me. “It feels good to have you here.”
“I have no idea how I ended up like this, with you.” But I real y, real y liked it.
“Does it matter?” Gideon came to me, tilting my chin up to press a kiss to the tip of my nose. “I’l lay out a Tshirt for you on the bed. Caviar and vodka sound good to you?”
“Wel …that’s quite a step up from pizza.” He smiled. “Petrossian’s Ossetra.”
“I stand corrected.” I smiled back. “Several hundred steps up.”
