shoulder. “I didn’t exactly move out. Some of my things are still there. I’m just staying at my place for a while until we sort out our…issues.”
They’d gathered at Danny and Jordan’s cottage behind the blacksmith’s shop to look at the dress that had just arrived from a bridal shop in Cork. To Gelsey’s eyes, it was the perfect dress for the perfect bride. Nan had chosen a simple fitted sheath, bare at the neck with handmade Irish lace covering her arms and shoulders. It hugged the curves of her body, flaring out at the knees, making the dress both sexy and conventional at the same time.
Jordan groaned. “No, you can’t have issues. We don’t want you to have issues.” She paused. “What are your issues?”
“It’s nothing serious, really,” Gelsey said. “He just wants everything to be…official. Written in stone. And I’m just not sure I can do that. Every time I’ve tried that in the past, it’s blown up in my face.”
“Antonio?” Nan asked.
Gelsey blinked in surprise.
“Kellan told Danny who told Riley. He thinks you’re going to go back to him.”
“Danny?” Gelsey asked.
“No, Kellan. He thinks you’re going to go back to Europe and to Antonio.”
Gelsey stepped away from Nan then took in the sight of her new friend, dressed in the gown she’d be married in. “You look beautiful.” Tears pressed at the corners of her eyes. How had it been so easy for Nan and Jordan to surrender to love? And why did she find it so impossible? Surely, they’d made mistakes in the past. How could they be so certain it was the right thing to do?
If Kellan truly loved her, then he’d have to accept her the way she was, with all the baggage that came along. And if she had to spend some time in an Italian jail, then he’d be there for her when she got out. And he’d be there for her every day for the rest of her life.
It took so much courage to put her life, her future happiness, in his hands. At this moment, she felt as if she could get out without mortal wounds. But if she went on much longer, leaving him would destroy her.
“I’m sorry,” she murmured, brushing a tear from her cheek. “I don’t know why I’m so…silly.” Her voice wavered. “I’m usually not so emotional.”
“It’s all right,” Nan said. “You don’t have to hide it with us. So, he knows about your life in Europe? The tabloids?”
Gelsey shook her head. “We haven’t really discussed it.”
“And what about the thing with the photographer?” Jordan asked.
Gelsey gasped. “You know about that?”
Jordan nodded. “You mentioned it that time we talked. Nan saw it in
“Yeah, well, it’s the truth. I have to go right back into that mess with the photographers and the reporters and all the people who want to examine my life with a microscope. Nobody knows me here and it’s been wonderful.”
“We know you,” Nan said. “And Kellan knows you. And everyone who knows you cares about you. We don’t care about that other stuff.”
“I haven’t told Kellan about court,” Gelsey said. “I just know everything is going to change once I go back. All the magazines will have pictures and I don’t want him to get caught up in that. He doesn’t deserve that.”
Jordan slipped her arm around Gelsey’s shoulders. “I think you should tell him. He would want to know.”
Gelsey forced a smile. They were right. She didn’t want to keep him in the dark any longer. Kellan would understand and he would see why she couldn’t make any commitments until after the last part of her past was dealt with.
“Can we just get back to your wedding plans?” Gelsey said, reaching out to grab Nan’s veil. “You need to put this on. Are you going to wear your hair up or down?”
Nan stared at her reflection in the mirror. “What do you think?”
“Down,” Gelsey said. Jordan seconded her choice. “But maybe with a bit of curl?”
Nan nodded. “I always expected that I’d be a bag of nerves before my wedding day, but I feel strangely calm.”
“You do?” Jordan said. “How can that be? I get nervous just looking at you.”
“I know I’m doing exactly the right thing,” Nan said, a serene expression on her face. “I have no doubts. I was meant to marry Riley, the same way you’re meant to marry Danny.”
“He hasn’t officially asked me yet,” Jordan said. “But I suspect there’s a proposal coming soon. He’s been acting weird lately. Staring at me all the time with this dopey smile on his face.” She shook her head and turned to Gelsey. “And then comes you and Kellan.”
“We’ll see about that,” Gelsey said. “It’s just not going to be as simple for us.”
“Do you love him?” Nan asked.
“I think I do. I tell myself I do, but I’ve never said it out loud. But then, I’ve fallen in love so many times, I’m not sure I really know how I’m supposed to feel. I guess I’m just waiting.”
“For what?” Jordan asked.
“I’m not sure. Maybe a sign? Or a moment of clarity? I don’t know what it is, but there has to be something that will make me sure of my feelings. Something that I never felt before with the others.”
Nan and Jordan both turned to look at her, shared concern evident in their gazes. But Gelsey waved them off. “Don’t look at me like that!”
“Well, we’ve been ordered to bring you along to the pub,” Jordan said. “We’re all going to have dinner there and then go into Cork to catch a late movie. A triple date.”
“Does Kellan know about this?”
“Of course he does. He said he’s barely seen you this past week.”
“We were supposed to have lunch on Monday, but he had to cancel. He said he needed to spend some time in Dublin before the holiday.” In truth, Gelsey wanted to see Kellan. Over the past few days she’d been left to wonder whether his feelings for her had cooled.
He called her a few times at the shop, just to check in, but his tone had been distant and his mood unreadable. She needed to look into his eyes, to hold his hand, to kiss him again if only to reassure herself that he still loved her.
Nan turned back to the mirror. “All right. I’m going to have to take this dress off, even though I adore looking at myself.”
Jordan adjusted the veil. “You do look beautiful.”
“Wait!” Gelsey cried. “I have something for you. I can’t believe I almost forgot!” She grabbed her bag and rummaged around in it until she found the flat velvet box. “I know you need something borrowed and if you like these, then I want you to wear them on your wedding day.”
Nan took the box from Gelsey’s outstretched hand and slowly opened the top. Her breath stalled in her throat as she caught sight of the ruby necklace and matching earrings.
“I know you’re using red in your bouquet and I thought this might go. You don’t have to wear them if you don’t like them.”
“No!” Nan cried. “They’re beautiful. Where did you get them?”
“My grandmother left me a lot of beautiful jewelry and I’ve never thought to wear any of it. I sat down and looked at it the other day and thought this would be perfect for you.”
Nan pulled Gelsey into a fierce hug. “Thank you. Gosh, I feel like royalty now.”
Gelsey helped her put the necklace and earrings on, then nodded. “I thought so. They do look lovely.”
“Jordan!”
The sound of Danny’s voice echoed through the quiet cottage. “We’re in here,” Jordan called from the bedroom.
A moment later, Danny appeared in the door, breathless, his hair windblown. “Gelsey, there’s a guy in town who’s been looking for you. I think he’s a photographer. He’s been hanging around asking questions. Kellan sent me over here to get you.”
“Oh, dear,” Nan murmured.
“I guess my past has just caught up with my present.” Gelsey was resigned. “I think it would be best if I got out of town as quickly as possible.”
“Kellan is waiting for you behind the pub. He told me to bring you to him. He’ll get you out of town.”
