to her feet. 'I guess I better go face Sinclair. Or maybe I should just pack my bags and leave before he can say anything.'
'I could talk to him for you,' Sean offered.
Pushing up on her toes, she kissed his cheek. 'I think I've dragged you through my family problems enough for now.' She punched in the code for the door. 'Stick around. I'll let you know how it goes.'
Laurel walked inside and headed straight for the library. If Sinclair wasn't eating in the dining room or sleeping in his bedroom, he'd be in the library pouring over auction catalogs and reference books. It was time to stand up for herself, time to give Sinclair an ultimatum. What did she have to lose?
She didn't bother to knock, instead she just walked in. 'All right. I'm not married. There, I said it. I pretended to get married because I wanted my trust fund.'
Sinclair looked up from his magazine. He glanced at her hands. 'Your fingernails are dirty.'
'Did you hear what I said? I'm not married. The man who's been sleeping in my bedroom isn't my husband. He's a man I hired to pretend to be my husband because the man who was supposed to be my husband was already married-to nine different women. And this is all your fault.'
'Why is that?' Sinclair asked.
'Because I wanted my trust fund. And I was willing to do anything to get it. So, here's the deal. Either you give me my trust fund right now or you'll never see me again.' Laurel crossed her arms beneath her breasts and crossed her fingers for good luck. If Alistair was telling the truth about Sinclair's feelings, maybe Sinclair would simply capitulate.
'You knew my terms,' Sinclair said.
'Your terms are ridiculous! That money is my inheritance. My father never meant for you to hold it over my head like some kind of bone I'm supposed to jump for. Are you going to give me my money or not?' she demanded.
'No,' Sinclair said.
'Then you'll never see me again.' Laurel's heart pounded in her chest. Though she and Sinclair had never been close, he was the only family she had. If she walked away from him, she'd have no one. But when it was clear he wasn't going to give in, Laurel's decision was made. It was over. She turned and walked out of the library.
Alistair was waiting outside, a worried expression on his face. 'Miss Laurel, you have to give him time. You can't leave.'
Laurel reached out and gave Alistair a hug. 'I don't have any choice. I've got to start to living my own life. Thank you for being such a good friend. I do love you, Alistair.'
'The feeling is quite mutual,' he said.
She forced a smile. 'So, I guess I better pack. I'm going to have to find a new apartment. I'm sure Sinclair won't allow me to take any furniture, but I-'
'You take whatever you want,' Alistair whispered. He gave her hand a squeeze. 'And don't forget that nice man you found. Take him with you, too. I don't think you'll find another as good as him.'
Laurel nodded, then headed up the stairs to her bedroom. What was she going to do about Sean? Over the past week he'd become a part of her life, an important part. But it had only been a week, seven days of passion and lust. Would what they'd shared survive outside this house?
She stopped on the stairs and slowly turned. She hadn't realized how hard it would be to leave the only home she'd ever known. There were so many memories of her parents here, so many connections to people she'd lost.
'I'm sorry,' she murmured. 'I tried to stick it out. It's time for me to move on.' Laurel wanted to believe her parents heard her, that their spirits lived in the house, that they would approve. She'd stood up for herself against her tyrant of an uncle and that was the most important thing.
Once again she'd let her emotions color her behavior. That was the way it had always been. She'd careened through her life, making mistake after mistake, searching for her place in the world. But her dream for the children's center was still within her reach. She could make it happen if she really wanted to.
But did the same apply to Sean? Could she make him love her the same way she loved him? Or was a week just not enough time to know how either one of them felt?
Sean tossed a stack of T-shirts into his duffel bag. In the closet, he found the four brand-new dress shirts that Laurel had purchased for him the day they'd gone shopping. He wasn't sure whether they were his to take, so he decided to leave them behind, along with the two sport jackets, three ties and three pairs of trousers.
His mind flashed back to that first day they'd spent together. They'd had so much fun, first walking through her building in Dorchester and then spending the afternoon shopping like a pair of newlyweds beginning a life together. There were so many good memories that he'd collected in such a short time with Laurel, memories he knew would follow him around for the rest of his life. He'd been given a taste of heaven. Without taking a single vow, he'd had a chance to experience life as a married man, to live day-in and day-out with a beautiful woman, to share her bed-and a passion that he'd never dreamed possible.
Sean had hoped he'd have more time with Laurel, maybe even a month or two. The day he'd walked into the church to tell Laurel her wedding was off, he'd been a different man, cynical about love and marriage, so certain that his life was exactly as he wanted it. And now he was actually able to see the possibilities, to believe that he might have the capacity to find happiness with just one woman.
Boxers, socks and jeans followed his T-shirts into the duffel. It seemed as if he had just unpacked yesterday. Sean sighed. He loved her, that much was true. But his feelings were so new and untested he couldn't trust them. Life with Laurel had been a fantasy. But he wouldn't know if his feelings were real or imagined until they were tested by time and distance.
The door opened behind him and he zipped up the bag. He turned to see Laurel slip inside. Her expression was unreadable. His heart ached as he saw the answer in her eyes. 'How did it go?'
She shrugged. 'As expected. He's not going to give me my trust fund, so I'm leaving. I'm going to get on with my life.'
'Are you sure?' Sean asked. 'Maybe you should give him a little more time.'
'Nope.' She walked over to the closet and grabbed the suitcases she'd begun to pack just a day ago. 'I'm fine with this. I have a little money in a savings account and I might be able to pick up a teaching job. I need to find an apartment, but until then, I have a few friends I taught with who'll put me up. I'll see if I can stay with Nan Salinger. You met her at my wedding. She was my maid of honor.'
'You can stay with me,' Sean suggested. 'I have a big apartment.' He didn't expect her to say yes, but he said a short prayer anyway. He couldn't bear the thought of passing an entire day and night without seeing her or touching her. An ache had settled into his heart and he knew it came from the spot that she was about to abandon.
'Thanks for the offer,' Laurel said. 'But I need to do this on my own. It's time for me to stand up for myself and stop depending on others. I've had a pretty cushy life, but that's over now.'
'What about the center?'
'I don't know. I'm going to try to make it work without my trust fund, but it's going to be tough. Life looked a lot easier when I had five million to throw around. I'll call Amy and tell her that my situation has changed.'
'And Rafe's people are still working on the plans and estimates.'
'Maybe you should call and tell them to stop,' Laurel murmured.
Sean stuffed a stray pair of jeans into his bag. 'No. Damn it, Laurel, the center is a good idea. Go ahead and do your presentation to the foundation. Make it work. What do you have to lose?'
'You should be glad this is over,' Laurel commented. 'Now your life can get back to normal.'
'I was beginning to feel like this was normal.'
She shook her head. 'No. This was just make-believe, Sean. Like magic. We snap our fingers and it's gone.'
Sean reached out and took her hand, twisting his fingers around hers. 'It wasn't all make-believe. And it's not going to disappear so easily.'
He wanted to kiss her, to drag her into his arms and convince himself that nothing had changed between them,
