'Wouldn't they have just installed that when they were here?'
I was up now, whistling down the stairs, Ariana at my back. I said, 'Jerry checked our computers for spyware, remember?'
Tugging on my shoes, I hurried for the garage. 'Wait,' she said. She pointed at my feet.
I looked down. I was wearing my bugged Nikes. Cursing, I kicked them off and stepped into my loafers. Given my white socks, not my best look, but I didn't want my stalkers to know I was heading to Kinko's.
Patrick Davis.
That's all the e-mail said, though my name had been turned into a hyperlink. Buried in a rented corner cubicle, I looked over my shoulder. The Kinko's guy was busy servicing a loud woman in louder clothing, and the other customers Xeroxed and stapled at the bank of copiers toward the front of the store.
Raising the hem of my shirt, I wiped the sweat from my forehead. Gritted my teeth. And clicked on my name.
A Web site popped up. As I took in the Internet address--a lengthy series of numbers, far too many to commit to memory--bold letters appeared: THIS WEB SITE WILL ERASE UPON COMPLETION OF ONE VIEWING. They faded into the black background, a ghostly effect.
Digital photos flashed one after another, like a PowerPoint presentation.
Ariana's greenhouse framed against our trees at night.
Then, inside, the shot bathed in a green, otherworldly glow.
The row of pots on the middle shelf of the east-facing wall. Her lavender mariposas, unpicked and unworn these past months.
A familiar hand in a familiar latex glove, lifting the end pot and saucer. Beneath them, on the soft wood, a purple jewel case.
That disc hadn't been there three nights earlier when Ariana and I had searched the greenhouse.
I was leaning forward at the monitor, my hands tensed like talons. The discs, the devices, the phone call-- none of it had acclimated me to watching someone pry around in our possessions, in our lives. If anything, my reaction was worse, trauma compounding trauma, sandpaper on raw skin.
The photo disappeared, replaced by a written address: 2132 Aminta St., Van Nuys, CA 91406. Desperately, I looked for a pen and some scrap paper--none in my cubicle. I flew around the corner to the next desk, knocking over the plastic supply caddy and grabbing a pencil and Post-it from the spill. When I got back to my monitor, the typed address had been replaced by a Google Maps screen, the location marked smack in the shittiest part of Van Nuys. I managed to jot down the address, grabbing it from the location bubble, before that screen also blipped off.
The next featured four numbers, evenly spaced: 4 7 8 3.
I wrote those down as well, an instant before they were replaced by a shot of a dingy apartment door. Flaking paint, cracking seams, and two rusty numbers nailed where a peephole should be: 11. One of the nails had come loose, so the second 1 had sagged to a tilt.
And then, like a breath of icy air down my rigid spine, a message appeared, as bold as its type: GO ALONE.
The browser window closed on its own, quitting out of the program. When I reopened it, it had no records stored of recent Web sites visited.
There was no evidence, no artifact that said this was anything more than an evil dream. All I had were an address and four mystery numbers written in my own hand.
Chapter 25
'That's it?' Ariana asked.
On the couch next to me, she turned over the purple DVD case as if it had a Blockbuster write-up on the back. The cover still sported a spot of moisture from the plant saucer.
'We must've missed something,' I said, already fussing over the remote. We stared again at the plasma, remounted somewhat crookedly on our wall.
The picture flickered back on. Grainy black and white--probably a security camera. A basement, expansive enough that it wasn't residential. A dangling bulb putting out a throw of weak light, a set of stairs catching the shadows. A generator, a water heater, several unlabeled cardboard boxes, and a spread of blank concrete floor. On the second-to-bottom stair, what appeared to be a mound of cigarettes. A bank of fuse boxes, just in view on the far wall. Superimposed on the screen, the date and a running time stamp: 11/3/05, 14:06:31 and counting.
The footage ended.
'I don't get it,' Ariana said. 'Is there some coded meaning that we're missing?'
We watched the DVD through again. And again.
She bounced off the couch, exasperated. 'How the hell are we supposed to figure out what that is?'
She watched with dread as I plucked the Post-it from the coffee table. That Van Nuys address.
I ejected the DVD, nestled it in its case, and slid it into my back pocket. Sitting on the floor in the foyer, I laced up my Nikes. I needed to wear them sometimes to not give away that I'd discovered the tracking device embedded in the heel. Might as well do it now while I was following orders.
Ariana stopped me at the door to the garage. 'Maybe you just shouldn't. You don't know what's behind that door, Patrick.' Her voice trembled with intensity. 'You don't know how to handle this kind of thing. Are you sure you want to go poking a stick into this?'
'Look, I'm not Jason Bourne, but I know a little.'
'You know what they say about a little knowledge.' She started to cross her arms but thought better of it. 'They could just be hoping that you're dumb enough to show up. What can they do if you don't?'
'You want to find out?'
She didn't answer.
I stepped down into the garage. 'We've got to figure out what this is. And who's doing it to us.'
'Think, Patrick. Right now? This moment? Nothing's really happened to us yet. Our house is safe. You could just come back in here with me.'
At the side of my car, I paused to look at her. For an instant I thought about going back inside, making a cup of tea, and grading student scripts. What could they do if they built a maze and no rat showed up? Was there more risk in scuttling along through their twists and turns or staying still and waiting for the walls to close in?
The keys poked the inside of my fist. 'I'm sorry,' I said. 'I have to know.'
She watched me from the doorway as I backed out. She was still standing there when the garage door shuddered down, wiping her from view.
Down in the bowl of the Valley, dusk seemed heavier, thickened with smog. Car fumes and sickly-sweet barbecue fragranced the still air. Crushed Michelob cans and fast-food wrappers lined the gutter. The apartment building was your typical Van Nuys disaster--crumbling stucco, deteriorating concrete walkways, a bent security gate. Air conditioners hung from windows, dripping condensation. The Vacancy sign flapping from the rain gutter was hardly enticing.
I'd been standing across the street for several minutes, steeling myself for whatever waited behind the door to Apartment 11 and hoping that the acid at the back of my throat would dissipate. What was I stalling for? If they were monitoring the tracking device in my Nikes, they already knew I'd shown up to the party.
The hum of an engine sent me, finally, into motion. A patrol car creeping up the block, each cop looking out his respective window, scanning the sidewalks and buildings. Turning away, I shouldered against a parked van and pretended to talk into my cell phone to bury my face. The sedan neared, tires crackling over asphalt, static-laced bursts from the scanner. I caught a glimpse of mirrored sunglasses, a muscular forearm resting on the open windowsill, and then the car coasted past aloofly. I exhaled the held breath burning my lungs. I felt like I was doing something illicit. Was I?
I jogged across the street and confronted the security gate. A waffled metal door, housed in a frame that blocked the entrance to the courtyard. To my left, a speaker unit with a keypad. The instructions for dialing up to the apartments were soggy from rainwater, illegible beneath the cracked casing. A directory, under intact cover, paired owner names with apartments, but 11 and a number of others were blank. The yellowed form looked as if it hadn't been updated in years. Shrugging, I tried to call up to number 11, but a disconnected signal bleated from the speaker.
I nodded to myself.
Then I dug the Post-it from my pocket and smoothed it next to the keypad. I punched in those four numbers
