Layla scowled. “Well, it was all I could think of to do. I told you I wasn’t good at this sort of thing.”
“You’re right.”
“And you’re not supposed to be ill. I hadn’t planned-Why are you?”
It wasn’t enough that she was sick, but this heartless woman expected her to make apologies for it. “It’s probably from being in the same chamber with you,” she said through her teeth.
“I don’t think so. Do you hurt anywhere?”
“No.” She huddled beneath the covers. “I don’t want to talk.”
“We must find out the problem. Did the beef from supper disagree with you?”
“Get that cloth away from my face or I’ll throw it at you.”
“Very well. It doesn’t seem to be doing much good anyway. I’ve always suspected bathing brows is much overrated.”
“I’m going to try to go back to sleep. Leave me alone.”
“I suppose that would be all right.” Layla dropped down in the chair. “But I’ll wake you if the sleep appears too deep.”
Probably with another ice-water dousing. “If you do, I may throttle you.”
“Ungrateful wretch.” But the gentleness with which she straightened Selene’s covers belied the roughness of her tone. “Rest. I won’t let anything hurt you.”
The nausea was gone when Selene opened her eyes again.
“Better?” Layla asked. “Can you eat?”
She was still too befogged from sleep to think. “I don’t know.”
“You should try. It’s afternoon. You’ve slept half the day away.”
She
Morning sickness.
Mother of God.
“You’re ill again,” Layla sighed. “Do you need the basin?”
“No,” she whispered. “I feel fine.”
“You’ve turned pale.” She frowned. “Talk to me or, by God, I swear I’ll bathe your face again.”
“I’m with child.”
“What?”
Selene felt as stunned as Layla looked. “My flux is very late, and this sickness is like the one my sister went through during her early months.”
“You’re sure?”
She was sure. How strange and wonderful that she was this certain Kadar’s child was growing within her. “I didn’t want to believe it. I refused to think about it.”
“You don’t want this child?”
“Of course I want it.” The answer came with an instant fierceness that surprised her.
Layla held up her hand. “Don’t attack me. It’s a reasonable question. You said you didn’t want to believe it, and neither you nor your bastard would have an easy time of it in this world.”
“I know that.” But she didn’t want to be reasonable. She was feeling soft and mellow as warm honey. She had never dreamed it would be like this. Where had all the fear and panic gone? A child was inconvenient, even a danger. None of that seemed to matter. “Do you think that I’d let my child be called a bastard?”
“How will you prevent it?”
“I’ll wed Kadar.” She sat up and swung her feet to the floor. “It’s not as if he would not wed me to protect our child.”
“And then?”
“I’ll return to Montdhu as I intended.” She went to the basin and rinsed out her mouth. Sweet Mary, it tasted foul. “Call Mario.
I need a bath and a meal before we start out.”
“And where are we going?”
“To Rome. You’re going to take me to Tarik’s house.”
“Am I?”
“Or I’ll go looking for it myself.” Selene looked at Layla over her shoulder. “I’ll certainly not stay here, and I don’t believe you’ll let me go alone, if you think Tarik sent me to you.”
“Very wise. I would not.” She frowned. “Though things are not going as I would have hoped. I never counted on the child.”
“Neither did I.” But it was here, and the knowledge gave her a buoyant feeling she had never experienced before. The exuberance might not last, fear and depression might soon intrude, but now she would ride the crest. “We must make the best of it.”
Layla smiled faintly as her gaze rested on Selene’s radiant face. “Yes, we can try to do that.” She turned away. “Very well, but we’ll take Haroun and Antonio.”
“I don’t want Antonio.”
“Because he’s my man? You’ll take him anyway. Don’t worry, I’ll have him stay out of sight as much as possible. But I won’t start this journey without a guard to stand watch.” She glanced over her shoulder. “Nasim is no fool. He will be moving.”
SIENBARA
“Genoa,” Balkir said. “Tarik has a ship there. We’ve questioned everyone in the castle and village. It has to be Genoa.”
“It’s too obvious.” Nasim frowned. “Too easy. Tarik is a deceptive man.”
“Should I return and try again?”
“Fool. What if it is Genoa? Should we let them sail halfway to Scotland before we’re able to overtake them?”
“But you said that-”
“We try Genoa.” He frowned. “The woman may have departed here before Tarik and Kadar. It could be that they sought to confuse me by going in different directions. Now, that’s a ploy worthy of Kadar and Tarik.”
“Then we leave Sienbara at once?”
He nodded curtly as he mounted his horse. “At once.”
“Not again,” Layla sighed as she fell to her knees on the ground beside Selene. “This is the third time since we started our journey. When does this morning illness end? It’s most distasteful.”
“I can’t help it.” She threw up again. “And you’re without wits, woman, to think that I can. I’d wager you threw up many times in the House of Death.”
“Only once. The beating I received for showing emotion made me hesitate to give in to weakness again.”
“Well, I’m not sorry for you.” But she was, and it only made her angrier. “Go back to your pallet and leave me alone.”
“You’d only keep me awake with your retching here in the bushes.” She made a face. “And it annoys me to have Haroun look at me with those big reproachful eyes. You’ve not seen fit to tell him of your affliction, and he thinks me a cruel and unnatural woman to ignore you.”
“I don’t care. He’s right. You are a cruel and unnatural woman.”
“Here.” Layla thrust a damp cloth into her hand. “Bathe your own forehead, since you’re not happy with my tending.”
“Tending?”
“I’m trying. Don’t I twiddle my thumbs, letting you sleep the morning away after you wake me at dawn with this nonsense?”
“It’s not nonsense. Many women have this affliction when they’re with child. And I never asked you to-”
“Shh, I know.” She gently brushed the hair back from Selene’s temple. “It’s a wonder that women have more than one child if this is the way of it.”
“Don’t be foolish. How would they keep from it?”
