Chapter Ten
Daisy took one last look in the mirror. She was going to pay another call on Geoff and Viscount Haye after breakfast, and so had tried to look both elegant and cool this warm summer’s morning. Her hair had been tamed, drawn taut and smoothed back from her face, allowing ringlets to riot only at the back of her head. She had on a yellow gown, sprigged with tiny pink flowers and green leaves. There was even a parasol to match, but she regretfully left it in its wrapping tissue. She still didn’t feel enough of a lady to sport one, never knowing when to use it for shade, rest it on her shoulder, or twirl it flirtatiously, in the easy way ladies of fashion did. That, along with the use of a fan, was like using another language, an art she meant to acquire.
She picked up a pair of yellow kid gloves. “I can’t look better,” she said. “Let’s have breakfast. I’m starved.”
Helena sighed but held her tongue. A lady wouldn’t have said she was starved, but she wouldn’t hurt Daisy’s feelings by correcting her for something that minor.
But Daisy had seen her expression. “I mean,” she said puckishly, raising a hand to her forehead, “I vow I am fairly
Helena laughed. “No. You said it right the first time, because you said it the way only you could.”
“I may never be styled a lady, you know,” Daisy confided as they walked to the door.
“You’ll be called ‘charming’ and ‘candid’ and ‘refreshing,’ and that’s much better.”
Daisy stopped and looked at Helena. She was frowning. “Do you really think they’ll do that? That they’ll accept me?”
Helena didn’t have to ask who “they” were. “If the earl does, they will,” she said diplomatically.
“Good,” Daisy said in relief. “I can change, but only so much. I mean, I suppose I could, but I’ve had enough of being someone I’m not in order to please a man.”
It was Helena who was frowning slightly as they went down the stair. But Daisy didn’t notice, she was too intent on getting downstairs to eat and then see Leland. And Geoff, she reminded herself.
“Go right on up,” Geoff said when Daisy and Helena arrived. “I’ve a visitor, my man-at-law; our business won’t take long. Leland’s still upstairs, but only because he can’t get down here on his own yet and refuses to be carried.”
“I’m on my way,” Daisy said. She saw Helena’s face grow pink. She hoped there wouldn’t be another objection to her seeing the viscount in his bedchamber.
But Helena turned to the earl. “May I be excused for a moment?” she asked in embarrassment. “And have you a withdrawing room?”
Daisy suppressed a giggle. No question that good breeding complicated things. Few people in Port Jackson would have known what Helena was talking about; they’d a much simpler way to say they needed a chamber pot. But Daisy had seen how much tea Helena had drunk at breakfast, and the earl was used to good manners.
“It’s just down the hall,” Geoff said, and indicated the direction.
Helena nodded. “I’ll be there soon,” she told Daisy unhappily, because though she clearly didn’t want Daisy to go up alone, she knew she wouldn’t wait.
This time, Leland’s door was open. This time, too, he sat up in a chair by the bed. He wore a robe over a shirt and breeches. His face wasn’t as pale as it had been the day before. His eyes were just as intense and blue, but she thought she saw pain in them.
“Why look at you!” she said. “Out of bed already. That’s very good.”
“So it is,” he said, and sat back, letting out a gusty sigh of relief, as though talking had exerted him. Then he smiled. “And look at you! You’re wearing one of Madame Bertrand’s gowns today. Very lovely, the color suits you. Take a chair, please. If you continue to stand, I’ll feel I must, too.”
She looked around. There was a chair near the window, far from him. And there was one right next to his. Too close, she thought, and too awkward. But how stupid she would look sitting on the other side of the bed! She’d have to shout to talk to him. She sat down, gingerly, next to him.
He saw her hesitation, and she saw amusement in his gaze. But “Tell me about the world outside” was all he said.
“You’ve only been here a few days,” she scoffed. “And you read the newspaper. I don’t know anything that’s happened that you don’t.”
“Oh, do you not?” he asked softly. “I think you know much that I want to know. What do you think of me now, for example?”
She blinked.
“You thought I was a fop and a man milliner, or worse, when we first met. Don’t deny it,” he said, raising a hand. “But now,” he said, watching her intently. “What do you think now? I ask because you are so very wary of me. Surely you know I mean you no harm?”
“Well, of course I know that,” she exclaimed. “You took a knife in your chest in my defense.”
He cocked his head to the side. “Any gentleman would have done that. What is it about me that frightens you, Daisy?”
Well, there was plain speaking, she thought with a little panic. She cleared her throat for time. “You say such flirtatious things, my lord,” she finally said. “And flirtation is a thing I’m out of practice with.”
“It isn’t all flirtation, Daisy,” he said softly. “I mean everything I say. You are beautiful, I do desire you, and I think I could make you very happy. But don’t be afraid. I am a gentleman, and would never do anything you didn’t want me to. That’s a solemn promise.”
“What do you want to do?” she asked without thinking, mesmerized by his soft voice and the intimate mood. Then she squeezed her eyes closed and shook her head. “No, no. Stupid question!” she said, and shot up from her chair. “I know very well what you want.”
He smiled. “Good. I hoped so.”
She didn’t know whether to laugh with him or rail at him, but didn’t have to do either.
“What the devil are you doing up and out of bed?” the earl said as he marched into the room, Helena at his side.
“Recovering,” Leland said gloomily. “Terrorizing Daisy and frightening you. Seeing if I can move at all. Oh bother, I’m sick of lying in bed. In fact, that’s it. I
“The doctor said bed rest,” the earl said.
“The doctor also wanted to regale me with leeches,” Leland said on a barely concealed shudder. “And that
She couldn’t help smiling back at him. The dark, erotic mood he’d established was gone. He was Leland Grant, the trifling nobleman, again.
“I promised the doctor,” the earl said, crossing his arms.
“Oh, very well,” Leland said ungraciously. “I’ll do it to please you.” He started to rise, and faltered. His company darted forward. With the earl on one side and Helena on the other, they helped him walk the few steps to his high bed, and into it, so he could lie back on his pillows.
“I confess,” Leland said when he was settled, hand on the bandage over his heart, “This does feel better.”
“There’s a concession!” the earl said. “Do you want us to leave?”
“Good,” the earl said, “because you’ve another visitor coming. A lady who asked special permission to see you even if you were in bed.”
Leland’s eyebrows went up. “And you
“Not that kind of visitor,” the earl said. “It’s your mama.”
Leland’s smile faded. “Unfair,” he said softly. “You ought to have asked me first.”