faded away, we
'So you approve of terrorism?' said Gulliver.
'I don't like that emotive word,' said Crimond frowning. 'Our way of life rests upon violence, and invites it. Cases must be judged on their merits. Those who disapprove are usually those who don't care.'
‘Well, I don't like your not liking the word,' said Gulliver, ‘you are simply shirking the issue, and you insult us by implying that we don't care!'
'Oh, I think you are all awfully nice people,' said Crimond, looking not at Gull but at Gerard, 'who imagine that the nice whether will last your life-time. I think you are wrong.'
Gerard, adopting a calm reflective tone designed to cool the rising temperature, intervened. 'But your kind of 'transformation' has already been tried, it leads to tyranny, to arrangements which are
'I don't believe he's out of touch,' said Gulliver, 'and I don't believe he's solitary either. He wants to smash this society. That's the only thing his lot can do, and that's real enough.
'Your whole picture of western civilisation is a 'theory',' said Crimond to Gerard. 'Your whole way of life supports poverty and injustice, behind your civilised relationships there's a hell of misery and violence. What do dissidents do when they come to the west? They grieve, they fade, they find it all utterly hateful, they can
'Oh stop!' said Rose. She was trembling with anger. 'You've sold your soul to -'
'Yes, I've sold it,' said Crimond, 'and I'm proud to have sold it, what's the use of a soul, that gilded idol of selfishness! I've sold it, and I'm going to
'You're poisoning them!' said Gulliver.
'Your 'people' are abstractions,' said Rose, 'they're just a vague idea that feeds your sense of power, your sort of Marxism is old and done for, that's what's finished! You're not a new sort of' person, you're just an old-fashioned insolent power maniac who thinks he's superman! You say the individual doesn't exist – what about people who are starving in Africa -?'
'Your morality is sentiment,' said Crimond, 'I don't say it’s worthless, but it's mainly a matter of cherishing your conscience. You're awfully keen on ecology and helping animals, you deplore famine and you send a cheque, you deplore violence, then you can forget it for a while, you don't want to look at the real causes of what's wrong with the world. Why can’t we feed the planet, why are almost all human beings mere shreds of what they might be? There's a huge human potential, a higher finer stronger human consciousness, a whole adventure of our species which hasn't even started yet! Any of course there are problems to be solved, which you don't ever conceive of, let alone think about!'
‘This is too much,' said Rose, 'now you're saying things simply to offend us!'
'You're not very polite to me, if it comes to that. You asked me to come here. You can't think of any way of answering me, you can't even engage in intelligent conversation about my ideas, so you get angry!'
'You say we value being English,' said Gull. 'You've evidently got an inferiority complex about being Scottish, and not even a Highlander! I hate your ideas.'
'Well, I hate yours,' said Crimond, 'and you seem to hate everything since you lost your boyish charm.'
'Crimond -!’ said Gerard.
Rose said, 'I hate bullies, and you're one!'
Crimond said, 'You all envy me because I can think, I can work, I can concentrate, I can write. All you can do is puff with indignation.'
Jenkin, who had for some time been looking down at a piece of paper which Gull had passed him which read
Crimond said, 'What won't do? Exchanging insults? I entirely agree. I’m just going.
‘No, I mean your whole position. There's a large lie in it somewhere.'
'Oh I daresay. But there are no hard surfaces in your world. To shift things you have to exaggerate a bit!'
'You've evidently decided not to finish your book, because you know it's no bloody good and you're afraid to show it!’ said Gulliver.
`The only one of you who's worth tuppence ha'penny is Jenkin,' said Crimond, getting up, 'and he's a fool. By the way, I had better tell you that I've just finished the book, so you needn't pay me any more money, if that's what you're worrying about.'
Crimond had gone. Rose was in tears. Gerard had brought in some sherry, to which Gulliver was helping himself. Jenkin was standing at the window looking out at the yellowish haze outside.
'Talk about home truths!' said Gull, who was feeling ashamed of having lost his temper and angry that he had let Crimond taunt him. The sherry was making him less ashamed and more angry.
Gerard who had been walking up and down was now sitting beside Rose who had buried her mouth and nose in a handkerchief. Rose was angry with Gerard. Emerging, she chided him. 'Why did you let that happen, why did you let them shout at each other?'
'You shouted too,' said Gulliver.