Exiles of the Stars

eyes, was humanoid.

'Can you rule the body, Griss?'

His surprise was easy to read. I knew that he had not considered that at all, that the initial horror of what had happened to him had made him believe himself helpless from the first. Whereas I had been helped through my transitions by foreknowledge, and also by the aid of Maelen, who was well versed in such changes, he had been brutally taken prisoner in such a way as to paralyze even his thought processes for a time. It is always the unknown which carries with it, especially for my species, the greatest fear.

'Can I?' he asked as might a child.

'Try—concentrate!' I ordered him with authority. 'Your hand—your right hand, Griss. Raise it—order it to move!'

His hands rested on the arms of the chair in which he sat. His head did not move a fraction, but his eyes shifted away from mine, in a visible effort to see his hands.

'Move it!'

The effort he unleashed was great. I hastened to feed that. Fingers twitched—

'Move!'

The hand rose, shaking as if it had been so long inert that muscles, bone, flesh could hardly obey the will of the brain. But it rose, moved a little away from the support of the chair arm, then wavered, fell limply upon the knee. But he had moved it!

'I—I did it! But—weak—very—weak—'

I looked to Thanel. 'The body may be in need of restoratives—perhaps as when coming out of freeze.'

He frowned. 'No equipment for that type of restoration.'

'But you must have something in your field kit—some kind of basic energy shot.'

'Alien metabolism,' he murmured, but he brought out his field kit, unsealed it. 'We can't tell how the body will react.'

'Tell him—' Griss's thought was frantic. 'Try anything! Better be dead than like this!'

'You are far from dead,' I countered.

Thanel held an injection cube, still in its sterile envelope. He bent over the seated body to affix the cube on the bare chest over the spot where a human heart would have been. At least it did adhere, was not rejected at once.

That body gave a jerk as visible shudders ran along the limbs.

'Griss?'

'Ahhh—' No message, just a transferred sensation of pain, of fear. Had Thanel been right and the restorative designed for our species proved dangerous to another?

'Griss!' I caught at that hand he had moved with such effort, held it between both of mine. Only my tight grasp kept it from flailing out in sharp spasms. The other had snapped up from the chair arm, waved in the air. The legs kicked out; the body itself writhed, as if trying to rise and yet unable to complete such movement.

Now that frozen, expressionless face came 'alive. The mouth opened and shut as if he screamed, though no sound came from his lips. Those lips themselves drew back, flattened in the snarl of a cornered beast.

'It's killing him!' Foss put out a hand as if to knock that cube away, but the medic caught his wrist.

'Let it alone! To interrupt nowwill kill.'

I had captured the other hand, held them both as I struggled to reach the mind behind that tortured face.

'Griss!'

He did not answer. However, his spasms were growing less; his face was no longer so contorted. I did not know if that was a good or a bad sign.

'Griss?'

'I—am—here—' The thought-answer was so slow it came like badly slurred speech. 'I—am—still—here —'

I detected a dull wonder in his answer, as if he were surprised to find it so.

'Griss, can you use your hands?' I released the grip with which I had held them, laid them back on his knees.

They no longer shook nor waved about. Slowly they rose until they were chest-high before him. The fingers balled into fists, straightened out again, wriggled one after another as if they were being tested.

'I can!' The lethargy of his answer of only moments earlier was gone. 'Let me—let me up!'

Those hands went to the arms of the chair. I could see the effort which he expended to use them to support him to his feet. Then he made it, stood erect, though he wavered, kept hold of the chair. Thanel was quickly at one side, I at the other, supporting him. He took several uncertain steps, but those grew firmer.

The restorative cube, having expended its charge, loosened and fell from his chest, which arched and fell now as he drew deep breaths into his lungs. Again I had reason to admire the fine development of this body. It was truly as if some idealized sculpture of the human form had come to life. He was a good double palms' space taller than either of us who walked with him, and muscles moved more and more easily under his pale skin.

'Let me try it alone.' He did not mind-speak now, but aloud. There was a curious flatness to his tone, a slight hesitation, but we had no difficulty in understanding him. And we released our hold, though we stood ready if there was need.