That crime, of course, is biological womanhood. Jesus
died for us once, the crucifixion he suffered sufficed, we
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are told, for all time. Anne, Claire, O, all will be forced
spread-eagle on the cross until death releases them, and
then again. No cruelty will ever be proper atonement
for their crime, and thus set the rest o f us free.
Christianity has one other image o f woman, Mary,
the Madonna, the Virgin Mother. Jean de Berg dreams
o f Claire as the Madonna shortly before he beats and
fucks her. Surely that demonstrates the psychic significance, in a sexist culture, o f the Madonna figure.
Just as Anne on the cross was a profanation o f the
sacred nature o f women, so is the concept, the Lie,
o f a virgin mother, separate from her cunt, separate
from nature, innocent by virtue o f the abandonment
o f her real, and most honorable, sexuality.
T he worship o f virginity must be posited as a real
sexual perversion, crueler and more insidious than
those sex models condemned by the culture as perverse.
T h e Christian institutionalization o f that worship,
its cultivation and refinement, have aborted women in
the development and expression o f natural sexuality by
giving credence to that other: woman as whore. T h e
dualism o f good and evil, virgin and whore, lily and
rose, spirit and nature is inherent in Christianity and
finds its logical expression in the rituals o f sadomasochism. The Christian emphasis on pain and suffering as the path to transcendence and salvation is the very
meat o f most sadomasochistic pornography, just as the
Christian definition o f woman is its justification. Lenny
Bruce expressed it very simply when he said this:
I understand that intellectually — that a woman
who sleeps with a different guy every week is a better
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Christian than the virgin. Because she has the capacity
to kiss and hug fifty guys a year. And that's what that
act is —kissing and hugging. You can’t do it to anyone
you’re mad at. If you’re just a bit bugged with them,
you can’t make it.
So that chick who's got that much love for all her
fellowmen that she can make it with fifty guys a year—
that’s intellectually; but emotionally, I don’t want to
be the fifty-first guy. Cause I learned my lesson early,
man. The people told me, “This is the way it is, Virgin
is Good, Virgin is Good. ” Yeah, that’s really weird. 13