'I also think,' Poppy continued, when he did not respond to her earlier remarks, 'that you might consider contacting Molly Weasley again, and see if she has any insights for you.'
Molly Weasley. Yes, actually, that might be for the best. The thought, the
'See that you do. Now go see your son, Severus,' she said again. 'He really does need you.'
Severus nodded and she stepped out of his way. He had some planning to do, and a Weasley to contact, but first he had his apologies to make.
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A/N: Thanks for all the enthusiastic reviews and encouragement for this story! I should have a new chapter out in a couple of days. Harry Hugs for everyone!
*Chapter 7*: Chapter 7
Whelp II -- The Wrath of Snape
By jharad17
Chapter Seven
Disclaimer: None of this is mine. Honest. She's rich, blond and British. I'm not.
A/N: If you haven't read 'Whelp' before reading this story . . . well, why not? Really, you should, 'cause otherwise, you're gonna be plenty lost.
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Previously:
The first thing Severus noticed when he opened the door to Harry's room was that the boy was staring down at his lap. There, the kneazle kit, Treacle Tart, lay on her belly, all her legs splayed in the air, except for one, which was curled around Harry's hand, holding it to her belly so he could rub it.
They made quite a picture of contentment, actually, and the scene would have made Severus feel less horrible and inadequate as a father, if he hadn't noticed the boy's eyes were red and puffy from crying, and that he did not look up at Severus when he came in, as he almost always did nowadays. Clearly, Harry
He crossed the room quietly and eased down on the edge of the bed. 'Harry?' he said softly.
Harry had tensed when Severus came in, and tensed even further when he sat down. His little hands were curled into fists, and he was holding his body so stiffly that tremors ran through it. He did not look up, but his voice came in a whisper, 'Yes, sir?'
Severus did not address the 'sir' Harry used, since he only did so when he was very nervous, and Severus did not want to make it worse for him. Instead, he said slowly, 'Harry, I am very, very sorry for what happened at lunch time.' There was a lump in his throat that he had to swallow past. To see his son so obviously afraid and needing reassurance, but unable to accept it, was heartbreaking. And he didn't know what to do to make it better.
'I was wrong, Harry. I should never have yelled at you. I was the one who told you to stay on the couch, and I wasn't even thinking about . . . You're such a good boy, and you listened very well to what I said, and I didn't even consider that you might listen
'I'm really very sorry, Harry,' he said again, his voice no louder than Harry's own whisper now, though still tinged with desperation. It had taken so long for Harry to trust him, if he ever had, really, and Severus had crushed that burgeoning trust, manhandled it without considering how fragile it was, like the finest spun glass. Would he ever be truly worthy of the boy's trust? Would he ever be able to regain it? 'I love you, Harry. You're my son, and I was very wrong. Can you ever forgive me?'
For the first time, Harry looked at him, one of the little, darting glances as had been his wont before Severus helped him realize he
Another little glance, this time through his fringe, and Harry seemed to be considering something. Severus could only hope for the best.
''M'sorry, Daddy.' Harry's voice was thick with unshed tears. And he had called Severus 'Daddy,' which Severus had noticed the boy did only very occasionally. He'd wondered about that, once or twice, but then realized he had told Harry that he could call Severus 'Father,' which the boy generally stuck to, except in times of great stress, when he reverted to the more casual name, one he probably recalled from living with his relatives; Severus could not imagine the great lump Dudley calling his own sire 'Father,' after all. ''M'sorry f'r bein' a freak.'