produced, and they were eager to receive each chapter as soon as I wrote it. When my father was hospitalized in the summer of 2010, the first thing he told me was that he was sorry he had to stop reading the chapter he was on three pages before the ending. Although he lived for nearly another year, he wasn’t able to read again. But he kept asking me about my progress as long as he could. There’s no way to express fully my debt to him and to my mother. I also want to thank my sisters, Maria and Terry, and their spouses, Roberto and Diane.
My four grown children—Eva, Sonia, Adam, and Alex—know how much I rely on their love and encouragement, along with all their practical help whenever I need it (which is often). I want to offer special thanks to Eva and Taylor, who were always ready to be first readers and first responders on this project. Like Sonia and Eran and Adam and Sara, they have families of their own now. The names of all their wonderful off- spring appear in the dedication to this book. A promising young writer, Alex was my in-house sounding board for many ideas. I also want to make special mention of the generosity of spirit of my brother-in-law, Waldek Kowalski, and his wife, Ewa.
That brings me back to Krysia, who sparked this project in the first place. The best thing that ever happened in my life was meeting and marrying her during a whirlwind semester as an exchange student at the Jagiellonian University in Krakow. Because of me, she never finished her studies. But she has been educating me ever since and continues to be my muse, editor, and so much more.
Photo Credits
Associated Press/Wide World Photos: 1, 9, 13, 19, 23, 24, 25
Courtesy of Erich Hanfstaengl: 2
Bundesarchiv, Bild 102–00344A/ Photo: Hoffman: 3
Getty Images: 4, 20
Courtesy of the Trustees of the Boston Public Library, Print Department: 5
Hoover Institution Archives: 6, 7
© Conde Nast Archive/CORBIS: 8
Bundesarchiv, Bild 119-0779/Photo: O. Ang.: 10
Bundesarchiv, Bild 102–14787/Photo: O. Ang.: 11
Hans-Fallada-Archiv: 12
Courtesy of Katharine (Katchen) Truman Smith Coley: 14, 16
Bundesarchiv, Bild 183-R74212/Photo: O. Ang.: 15
North Carolina Collection, UNC-CH: 17
Popperfoto/Getty Images: 18
Bundesarchiv, Bild 183-H12478/Photo: O. Ang.: 21
Bundesarchiv, Bild 146-1970-083-42/Photo: O. Ang.: 22
© CORBIS: 26
Courtesy of Alice and Angus Thuermer: 27, 28, 29
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