Outcome

loving her more and more each day. She was my best friend.

Once she had left, I contemplated calling Haley to tell her the great news, but decided I’d surprise her with the car, instead. Oh, I couldn’t wait.

My mom had been saving for some time for this, I knew. It had been a plan we’d made many years ago. As soon as I got a job, I would start saving. And I had. Luckily I had found a job that paid more than the average kid my age made. So now I had fourteen thousand dollars to buy my first car.

* * *

'So, what is the deal with Clive? Is he going to leave Diane or not?' I scraped the rest of my eggs together with the little bit of toast I had, and shoved the whole thing into my mouth.

'Well, he has moved out of the house.'

'Really? When did that happen?' My mom took a sip from her coffee, grimacing.

'Wow, that’s strong.' She poured in a little bit more cream, then stirred. 'Last Monday.'

'Right before the holidays. That’s got to be rough for all involved.'

'Well, the boys miss their dad, from what Clive says. But, he plans to fight for them once he files.'

'Which will be when?' My mom flagged the waiter down for some more coffee, and I asked for another orange juice. She sighed.

'I’m not sure. I’ve told him that I love him, and would love to spend more time with him, but I just don’t feel right about this entire situation.' She poured a packet of diet sugar into her cup of fresh brew, the waiter had finally just brought her own carafe. About time, after filling her mug three times.

'You mean with Diane?' I took a large sip from my juice, wiped my mouth of its orange juice mustache.

'Well, Diane treats Clive like shit, there’s just no other way to put it. But, I feel bad for Johnny and Alan.'

'How old are they now?'

'Oh, gosh, let me think. Johnny is just a bit younger than you, I think, and Alan just turned nine.'

'Wow.' I shook my head sadly. 'It’s not easy.'

'Nope. Well,' my mom slapped her hands on her knees. 'You ready?' I grinned, nodding.

We scooted out of the booth, and my mom paid the bill. As we got back into the car, I looked around it, realizing this would probably be the last time I’d be carted around as a passenger in it. How exciting! I could drive myself to school, and to work, though I’d have to supplement the workout I usually got with the walks or riding my bike with something else. That was fine by me.

We pulled into the car lot of new and used cars, and my excitement level skyrocketed. I wondered if we’d still be here if my mom knew I had snuck out with Haley.

'Can I help you ladies?' We turned to see a car salesman heading straight for us. I didn’t want him around. I wanted just me and my mom to enjoy this. We’d have to deal with them in time.

'No thank you. We’ll let you know when we do.' Go mom. I smiled at her. She grinned and winked at me. 'Okay, sweet pea, what are you looking for?' I shrugged, suddenly feeling overwhelmed.

'I’m not sure.'

'Well, living here, and especially if you go to school on the east coast, you want something that will be good in the snow. 'Something that’s reliable.'

'Okay. I can do that.' We began to walk through row upon row of cars, trucks, SUVs, vans, even a motorcycle or two. For shits and giggles, I even test drove a candy apple red Miata.

But then, like a bolt of lightning, it hit me. I saw in the far row what I wanted.

'That’s it.'

'What?' My mom followed my gaze, then looked at me. 'You want a station wagon?'

'No, the Jeep Cherokee next to it.'

'Oh, that is nice. Come on, let’s look at it.' We hurried over to the car, it was a beautiful, deep forest green, and when I pressed my face to the window, I saw it even had leather interior. 'What’s the sticker price?' my mom asked, looking at the tires and undercarriage. I went around to the driver’s side, and my shoulders slumped as my heart fell.

'Sixteen thousand.'

My mom stood, looked at me as she chewed on her bottom lip. Then she saw the car salesman walking around, trying not to look as if he were following us.

'Hey, mister, we need you now.'

* * *

I sat at the stoplight, my mom in the Outback in front of me. I looked around my new car, which was a year old, but I didn’t care. She was mine, now. I was so excited, I could barely contain it. Mom had managed to talk that salesman down to fourteen, so the price was perfect. Life was sweet. I looked over at the passenger seat, wishing Haley was there right now. I had missed her all day, though I had loved the time alone with my mom. That was so rare these days with both of our schedules.

The car had been bought with the understanding that should a mechanic find anything wrong with it, I could return it. I would have Chris look at it as soon as we got home. He was a wiz with cars and engines, and it was his passion. It was odd sitting so high up off the street, though the Outback wasn’t a low car, it wasn’t an SUV.

The light turned green, and I drove on. I felt so free, like, I’m not sure what I felt like. I guess for lack of a better term, I felt like an adult.

Mom parked her car along the curb in front of the house, and I parked in the driveway so Chris could get a good look at everything. I was bummed as I turned off the engine, not wanting the drive to be over, yet. I wanted to stay behind the wheel, and just drive, wherever I wanted to go. Well, after I picked up Haley, that is.

'Where’s Chris?' I asked, after finally getting out of the car.

'I don’t know. I haven’t gone into the house yet.' My mom laughed at me and my excitement, which completely robbed me of any patience. She put her arm around my shoulders, and we headed into the house. It was after ten, so I figured he’s have his lazy butt out of bed, then I heard the water from the shower.

'Damnit, hurry up, Chris.' I muttered.

'He’ll be out soon, honey. Don’t worry. I’m going to go call the insurance company.'

The deal was, she helped me with the money, and I paid for half the car, but also gas and insurance. I was grateful just to have a car.

Finally the water cut off, and my brother hurried down the stairs, pulling his shirt over his head.

'What did you get?' He looked out the front window, and saw my jeep in the driveway. 'Oh, nice.' Out the front door he went, me on his heels. While Chris did his thing, I waited impatiently, asking tons of questions

Finally, after what seemed an eternity, Chris slid out from under the jeep, wiping his hands on the rag he had brought under with him.

'It looks great, Andi. You should be good to go.'

'Great! Thanks, freak.' I punched playfully on the shoulder, and hurried around to the driver’s side. 'Tell mom I went to Haley’s.'

I started her up, and backed out of the driveway.

Haley’s house was quiet, her car parked on the side of the garage as per usual. I pulled the parking break, and headed out to the front door. I stood, my hands clasped in front of me as I waited for someone to answer the doorbell. I heard the locks undone on the other side, and the door opened.

'Oh, hello, Mrs. Corregan.'

'Hi, Andi. How are you?'

'I’m doing well, thank you. Is Haley here?' I was about to bubble over with excitement, using every bit of self-control I had to not jump around on the front porch.

'Oh, no, hon. She went shopping today with Kelly.'

'Oh.' I felt my heart sink, and I wanted to cry. So how would she be the first one for me to give a ride to? Why wasn’t she here to see my surprise? This was such a momentous occasion in my life, and she wasn’t even home to see it.

'Kelly came and picked her up around nine. She should be back home this afternoon, though. Can I give her a message for you?'

'Well, I got my car today.' I felt really stupid, suddenly. Was this as big of a deal as I thought it was? Why